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The Awakening

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LIFE AFTER LIFE AFTER LIFE, IS THERE NO END?...

Dr. Kline asked me, “Do you remember living any other life besides this one?”

What was strange, I do remember one so I nodded positively.

Dr. Kline said, “Ok, let's move to that life. Choose a point in that life and describe what is happening.”

I did as he asked of me, “I’m in the mountains. I’m doing my exercises. Chants followed by ceremonial movements.”

Dr. Kline began to direct me, “Please continue to explain what you recall about your life. Where you are at, what you are doing, who you are, how you are dressed, are you a man or woman and any other details you might consider relevant.”

Everything came clearly into my mind then. I was actually living that life now. Every detail of it was personal. My life stretched out behind me and my plans and ambitions before me.

I began to explain everything in fine details, “I’m a monk living in a monastery. I follow the ways of Buddha. I seek enlightenment. My goal is to sit in the void. I will experience existence without mind.”

Just as I had moved into a deep trance of meditation, as I had done so many times in the past, I began to hear shouts erupting from behind me. I refused to allow distractions. I could feel a force pulling me backward. At the same time, I could sense energy all around me and I was pushing against it. I could feel our master within the building near me. I was holding him in place with my thoughts. He could not move and I was smiling at him. I was smiling because I had accomplished what he could not. He had told me that I would surpass him in all things. I did not believe him at the time, but now I understand. Nothing is as it appears. Nothing! Of a sudden, I was pulled through my feet down into the depths of darkness. Then I felt myself pulled up. I found myself looking out of my master’s eyes. I was being held in place. I could not move. I could see myself sitting on the hill outside as I held this body in place. This is when I realized that I am both myself on the hill and my master inside this building.

This is when I noticed the chaos. Just behind me on the hill were soldiers, Chinese soldiers. They were killing the monks behind me. I watched as a bullet moved towards me in slow motion. I was fixated on it as it slowly moved to me. I decided it was time to move back into my body. Feeling myself back in my own body on the hill I tilted to the side without opening my eyes allowing the bullet to move past me. At this point, I decided it was time to leave. Not the mountain, no. It was time to leave this life. I would leave this body behind and move into the life between life. So I began to concentrate. I willed my body to accelerate, to raise its harmonic resonance to a higher expression. In a matter of seconds it began to glow brightly. In a few more seconds, it turned to light and disappeared from view. At least that is how the Chinese soldiers saw it. The one soldier that fired on me during it all watched as his bullet slowed down and then passed through me without harming me. The one soldier whom I would interact with later. The one soldier who would help to change China. It was because I remembered something now. I remembered that death was not real. Not only that but life was not real either. It was all illusory, like a dream.

Then I remembered Dr. Kline. He was asking me where I had gone. I did not answer him. I did not think he should hear my story any longer. I was standing in the past, about to move into the life between life but then I could see my other body sitting in a chair with Dr. Kline beside me. I still remembered my life as a monk but now I remembered my life in modern times. I knew where I was going in the life between life. I could remember what happened there. My full potential was there but my limited self was with Dr. Kline. Dr. Kline was getting impatient with me as I ignored his attempts to interact with me. This is when it happened. This is when the knowledge of the modern world connected with my old world as a monk. This is when everything changed. I moved back into my body with Dr. Kline. I opened my eyes and told Dr. Kline that it was over.

“I’m awake Dr. Kline. You can stop now.”

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Dr. Kline looked startled as I spoke, “What happened? What brought you out of it?”

I replied, “I remembered everything, Dr. Kline. My previous life and my life between life. Not only that but much much more and so I decided to wake up. What I remembered, I don’t want to discuss right now so I thought it was time to stop the session.”

Dr. Kline looked disappointed as he asked me, “Won’t you tell me what happened?”

I replied, “Maybe later, but for now I need to go home and think about things. Perhaps I’ll call you later.”

And with that, I stood and headed for the door. Dr. Kline tried to stop me from leaving but I pushed forward and out the door. I understood exactly how he felt. He wanted to know what I saw between lives. I didn’t know if I would tell him or not but I did know that I needed time to think about everything. So I made my way to my car and left. As I drove away, I could see the frustration on Dr. Kline’s face as he stood in the parking lot of his clinic watching me drive away. I actually felt sorry for him but I had to go home. I had to be alone to think things through. There was a lot of information to process. I wasn’t sure what I would do next. I knew I could proceed into the life between life if I chose. I knew I could do more than that if I chose. But first, I needed to put all the pieces together and follow them to their conclusion. Something was not right about it all. Something was nagging at my mind trying to get my attention. It was very powerful.

Of a sudden a bright light shot through my mind causing me to nearly wreck my car into a sign pole. My head suddenly was bursting with activity.  I pulled into a parking spot along the park where I had spent many days in the past playing as a child. It was mid-summer and the shrubs and trees made the color green collide with the blue sky and odd colors of the man-made structures surrounding it on all sides.  Houses of brick, wood and stucco created chaotic swirls as I was forced to slam my car into park suddenly…closing my eyes to attempt to gain control.

Yet it did not matter if my eyes were open or shut. The imagery playing out in symbols and actions soon enveloped my whole field of vision causing the park and the interior of my car to disappear into a page of symbols spread evenly across a page of glowing paper. While my explanation of the scene playing out in my mind is rudimentary compared to the real information of what was taking place, I can’t seem to find any other words to use in my descriptions. I had no words that could be used to do it justice.

So I patiently waited and watched it all play out, knowing that soon it would end and the download of knowledge would bubble up into my consciousness. That an understanding of the information was processing for my use in the “NOW”…

I smiled in that moment realizing that everything was different. Everything I had believed about reality and life in general were all false. My whole understanding of reality was now different. I smiled because it was humorous to me because I knew that I had engineered it all from another platform of existence in another place. Not that I could remember doing it, but only knowing that I had. How strange is that?

As I patiently waited for things to finish playing out a humming in my ears began to grow louder. I knew nothing was wrong. It was only the Toroidal field in my head area that had suddenly emerged as the three organs unified suddenly and began transmitting to another aspect of myself beyond time-space.

Wow…I was shocked that I understood what that meant. Yet I fully understood what was happening. I was about to experience a shift of identity to a higher form of myself and then bypass the interface of the chest area to sit within that Toroidal field in my head area. Once this was complete then I would be free of the interface connections which were designed to hold me in duality. Those connections of the interface were created to keep me from experiencing my true potential.

I could tell the download of information was bubbling up into my consciousness faster and faster now. How else could I explain this knowledge which suddenly found its way into my vocabulary? No other explanation would suffice. At least this is what I just heard my own inner voice say to me within my mind.

I didn’t know if I should freak out and face the fact that I was going crazy suddenly. Blame it on the doctor and his hypnotism. Sue him and take him for all he was worth or face the understanding that was glaring me brightly in the face. The understanding that this type of thinking was the programming within the interface built into the chest area where we hooked up to a body when we entered the mother’s womb to become another person.

Whew…my mind was energized with information that I understood suddenly…knowledge beyond words…knowledge beyond the ordinary life of a man…knowledge from beyond time-space…

Then I corrected myself…”Knowledge from higher harmonic resonance levels of the multiverse actually or at least in this instance.”

I couldn’t take it any longer…I burst out laughing at myself.

Then it happened…the mother of all mother downloads hit me…the mirror reflected back at me for my interaction was myself beyond time-space and I was suddenly no longer a human…I was a hub of consciousness connected to a body in this reality…I was both…yet I understood that I was not experiencing my full self but a toned down version of it…I was in ecstasy…there were no words to describe my experience…none…zero…nada…I could not find any way to explain things or how it felt now…wowwwwwww…

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