"Miyuki? Miyuki wake up, it's too tight" huh? Is it already morning? Did I fall asleep while I was trying to cool down Yumi's temperature?

"Yumi, how was your feeling? Are you okay now? Please do not do it to me again, I don't know what I should do if you are like that" I panicked when I saw him last night trembling and burning up. At first, I did not know what the first thing I needed to do was, I just made him take medicine right away and put a cold compress which was not enough to put down his temperature and that is how I ended up hugging him tightly. I just thought that my body temperature was far lower compared to humans.

"Thanks to you I'm all good now, you're really a grown-up now" he patted my head and messed my hair.

"Stay here Yumi, I will prepare you delicious food for your faster recovery!"

While we were eating, I asked Yumi, "Uhmmm Yumi, was Ryota also invited to your dinner with Mr. Owner?" It took a while before he answered.

"No, it was only me and the owner" I didn't ask more questions, I was afraid that he would only answer with a lie.

After we ate, I told Yumi to rest first and I will do all the chores today. I was doing the dishes and Yumi was resting on the sofa when someone knocked on our door.

"I will get it, don't bother to stop there" Yumi stood up and went to see who was knocking, but from the stinky smell, I already knew who it was.

"Come on, wait for me here" Yumi let him in and went to me, "Miyuki, I need to go, Ryota said that the owner wants to see me right now, I said that I have a fever so he sent Ryota to accompany me" he said and left to go in the bedroom.

Ryota was watching us with a smile on his fucking annoying face. I followed Yumi into the bedroom "Yumi can't you just stay for now? Can't they understand that you just had a fever yesterday, what about when it comes back again?" I worriedly asked while he was busy dressing up.

"Don't worry I am okay now, besides I am with Ryota now" of all the reasons he could use, why Ryota?

"Can I just go with you instead? I just want to make sure that you are alright."

"Ryota was already here to watch me out, no need for you to worry" did he just say that he already has Ryota so he is throwing me away now?

"Yumi, are you hiding something from me?"

"I'll go now, Ryota is waiting" that idiot again. He left me and went to that fucker. I can’t understand what is happening right now.

"Yumi you forgot something" I chased him and grabbed his wrist. I pulled him and sucked his lips. The next thing I felt was a taste of my own blood on my lips due to the punch from my most hated person living in this fucking world!

"What are you doing Miyuki?!" Yumi shouted to me.

"Are you insane kid?!" Ryota added, I just gave him a smirk. Fuck you!

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"What's wrong with that Yumi? Are we not in that relationship to do it?"

Instead of answering me, Yumi dragged me back into the bedroom. "What's your problem Miyuki?! What the hell are you thinking?! How can I face Ryota now, what will he think of me because of what you did!" He looked seriously angry right now.

"Look I'm hurt here, are you not worried? Why are you more concerned about what that asshole will think" can’t you see that I need you more than that fucker.

"What?! Do you really want me to get worried because you got hurt? Is that the more important thing here?"

"Who is Ryota to you? why do you care what he thinks?" just fucking lie and I will still fucking believe it!

"I guess that is not your business to know about it, see you later" he was leaving the room, that's it?

But, I stopped him, "How I should not care? after all the things we did? Is that all nothing to you? We both enjoyed our moments together, right? Tell me what's wrong with me, I’ll fix it, I promise."

"Come on Miyuki, you said it yourself, it was the BEST WAY I CAN HELP YOU to recover and as your Nevoie, I do not have a choice but to accept that way to make you stronger"

"No, you're wrong! I want all of it because I love you! Believe me, I only want to do it because I have my feelings for you! Please don't leave Yumi, I will do anything just don't go with that asshole" please choose me for once

"Let go of me"

"What more do I need to do? I even accept the fact that you were lying to me! You were always hiding that you were with him when you went out!"

"Lying? Do you really bring it up? Now tell me if you're not lying, then how the hell did our customer who attacked me die the night after he attacked me? Tell me, is it true that you did kill him?"

"W-what are you talking about Yumi" I can't answer him right, I don't want to lose his trust in me

"Really? Then we don't have any more to talk about here, let go of my hand" does grabbing his hands make him annoyed?

"I-I just did it for you! It was to protect you Yumi! Please don't leave me"

"So you really did it?! What the hell Miyuki! How can you do something like that? Did I raise you like that? And what now? You did for me? Now you're using me to excuse yourself."

"I really did it because he hurt you! I want to protect you Yumi from anyone that will hurt you, I am not using you as an excuse."

"Yumi we need to go" that asshole really gets on my nerve

"Let's just talk later, I need to go now" Yumi said while he was trying to remove my hands on him.

"Now that I tell you the truth, can you please stop going out with him? Y-you know I am really jealous when you are with another man, especially if it is him.” I don't fucking care if Ryota will hear it, I need to stop them now.

“Miyuki let’s just stop here, I will talk to you later”

“Look, Yumi, I regret it all. I am really sorry Yumi, that I did those things with you when you were just forced to do it. I am sorry I did not know that you didn’t like it. I am sorry for all Yumi, so please give me another chance, don’t go with him, let’s fix this first.”

"Let go now, don't force me to hurt you"

Those were the last words he said. I unconsciously let go of his hand and he really left me, I think it was better if he just hurt me physically. I fell on the floor as I watched their back leaving until it completely vanished, my mind was blank and I couldn't feel anything right now. The world was suddenly empty and quiet yet I was suffocated.

I don't know if I am still dreaming, is all of it just a dream? All of a sudden, a bunch of men appeared in front of me. They are talking but I can’t hear anymore. What a sudden turn of events, surely it was one of my silly dreams again. I just closed my eyes, I'm too tired and drained, let’s just wake up.

"Hey! Wake up now!"