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The Hollow Expedition
Chapter 4 - Patterns in Dust

Chapter 4 - Patterns in Dust

The Archive Reading Room was nearly empty at three o'clock, late autumn sunlight filtering through high windows in dusty columns. Two graduate students hunched over medieval manuscripts at the far table, and an elderly professor dozed in the corner, a stack of parish records threatening to topple onto his tweed jacket.

Sarah found Marcus Pierce seated at Table C, the one perpetually in shadow despite being near a window. The familiar musty-sweet scent of aging paper mingled with something else she couldn't quite place... tea, perhaps? as she approached. He had already arranged a careful array of folders and boxes, their edges aligned with almost architectural precision. She noticed how the other readers' eyes seemed to slide past him, as if the chair he occupied were empty.

"Dr. Chen." He rose, offering a handshake that was firm but brief. "Thank you for coming. I received word you'd accepted the invitation to participate in the Historical Reconciliation project. Or is it Discontinued Records now? The department's name seems to shift depending on which document you're reading."

Sarah settled into the chair opposite him, the leather creaking in an odd syncopation. "You've seen the letterhead change too? I thought I was imagining things. Though after reading your message about the Blackwood materials, I'm starting to wonder if anything about this situation is imaginary."

"Ah, you've had the pleasure of corresponding with James Wainwright III then," Marcus said, adjusting a folder's position minutely. "Fascinating man. The Foundation's been funding our archive digitization project, though the specifications keep... evolving. Some days we're documenting expedition records, others we're cataloging absences in religious texts. Rarely have I seen a digital archive with such spotty records."

"I read your paper on Sanskrit prayer cycles before you moved to studying textual lacunae," he continued. "The comparison of ritual structures across the Silk Road was fascinating. That work led you to notice the patterns of omission, didn't it?"

"That feels like a lifetime ago," Sarah said. "Though I suppose that's what led me here. Twelve years with the university now?"

"That's right. I processed your office assignment when you arrived. Third floor of the Old Library building, overlooking the courtyard?" Marcus straightened his tie, a habitual gesture that somehow made him even less noticeable. "People rarely remember their interactions with me. Twenty years in the archives, and half my colleagues still introduce themselves as if we're meeting for the first time."

"Being overlooked has its advantages though," he added, pulling an elegant cream envelope from beneath one of the folders. "Especially when interesting invitations appear on certain desks. This came this morning - a reception at the Wainwright Foundation next week, following Dr. Rebecca Swift's lecture on historical photography. I believe we're both expected to attend."

Sarah studied the invitation, noting how the embossed lettering seemed to shift slightly under direct observation. "Swift... you mentioned something about her in your message. Eleanor Swift's great-granddaughter?"

"Yes, though you might find the Blackwood materials... challenging to review first." He slid a folder across the table. "These are the official expedition records. I've been trying to properly catalogue them for months, but..." He gestured vaguely at his notebook, filled with annotations that seemed to fade even as Sarah looked at them. "Well, you'll see."

Sarah opened the folder carefully. The first page was a standard expedition manifest, typed on university letterhead that had aged to a gentle sepia. But as she read down the list of supplies, she noticed oddities. Between "30 photographic plates" and "4 boxes cartographic equipment," there was an empty line that somehow drew her eye more than the typed entries. The space wasn't blank - it contained something that insisted on not being there.

The personnel records were similarly strange. Five expedition members were listed, but the spaces between their names felt weighted with significance. The photographs showed four people clearly - Dr. Margaret Blackwood, Professor Herbert Clarke, Eleanor Swift, and Lord James Wainwright. But the fifth member, Zhang Wei, appeared in none of them. Instead, there was always a curious blur, or a fold in the paper, or a shadow that fell exactly where he should have been.

"The files keep changing," Marcus said softly. "Yesterday, I found a complete set of Eleanor Swift's photographic notes. But when I came back after lunch, half the pages were..." He trailed off, watching as Sarah turned a page that was full of handwritten observations that hadn't been there two nights ago.

"Have you shown these to anyone else?"

Marcus's laugh held little humor. "I've tried. But people's eyes seem to slide right off the strange parts. Rather like they slide off me." He straightened a folder that had begun to drift out of alignment with its neighbors. "The best I can manage is keeping them properly filed, though even that's difficult. They resist conventional organization."

Sarah turned to the expedition's financial records. The funding sources were labyrinthine - a complex web of shell companies and private donors that all seemed to lead back to the Wainwright Foundation. "They're still active, aren't they? The Foundation?"

"Very. And I suspect our new employer knows more about these materials than he's letting on." Marcus carefully adjusted another folder. "The grant specifications for the digitization project... they keep emphasizing certain documents over others. Always the ones with these peculiar gaps."

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Sarah reached into her bag and withdrew the slim green volume she'd found at Blackwood's Books. "Like this?" She opened it to the sketches of Buddhist temples, their proportions noted in margins that seemed to shift when viewed directly. "Professor Herbert Clarke's field journal. His observations about the monastery's infirmary..."

Marcus's eyes widened. "Where did you find that?"

"Blackwood's Books, this little place off Mill Lane. Ms. Blackwood has run it forever, though most people walk right past it." Sarah idly picked at a frayed piece of the binding. "She never seems to leave her desk or her ledger, but somehow the shop... anticipates what you're looking for. Last week I was researching pre-Buddhist practices in Mongolia, and this journal just... appeared."

"Rather like how this invitation appeared on my desk this morning?" Marcus tapped the cream envelope. "I've noticed that about the Wainwright Foundation's communications - they have a way of finding the right people at the right time."

"Speaking of timing," Sarah said, "tell me more about Dr. Swift's lecture. What exactly has she found in her great-grandmother's photographs?"

Marcus pulled another folder from his precise arrangement. "She's been studying Eleanor Swift's technical notes. The expedition used modified cameras - custom alterations that seem excessive for standard archaeological documentation. And now, her great-granddaughter is giving a lecture on 'anomalous exposure patterns' in early expedition photography."

He opened the folder to reveal a photographic equipment inventory. "The modifications were quite specific. Extra-long exposure times, specially treated plates, custom-ground lenses... Almost as if they were trying to photograph something that resisted being captured."

"The way some things resist being documented," Sarah mumbled, suddenly recalling time spent in her father's antiquities shop in Singapore. "My father specialized in pieces that other dealers overlooked - artifacts that didn't quite fit established categories. He'd find these incredible objects, clearly ancient, clearly significant, but they'd be missing from every catalogue and reference text."

She traced the edge of a photograph with her finger. "There was this one piece... a bronze mirror from the Han dynasty. Perfect provenance, excellent condition. But whenever he tried to photograph it for the catalogue, the images would come out wrong. Not blurred exactly, but... like the mirror was always just slightly out of frame, even when it was dead center in the viewfinder."

"What happened to it?" Marcus asked.

"That's the strange part. One day a British academic came to the shop - I remember because she was so interested in the empty spaces on our shelves, the gaps between displays. She spent hours asking my father about pieces that hadn't sold, artifacts that had passed through the shop but couldn't find permanent homes. The mirror was gone the next day. Father said had sold it to the woman."

Sarah shook her head slightly. "I used to think he was just being poetic when he'd point to empty spaces on the shelves and say 'Something important belongs there.' Now I wonder if he was trying to teach me to see what wasn't there, rather than what was."

"Exactly." Marcus leaned forward. "Dr. Chen, when I read your paper on textual lacunae... People's eyes usually glaze over when I try to discuss my work with the archives, but you... you mapped gaps in religious texts. Real gaps, not just missing pages."

"Those patterns exist," she said carefully. "Though my colleagues tend to attribute them to incomplete preservation or scribal errors."

"I've spent years watching how documents behave in the archives," Marcus said quietly. "The way certain records refuse to stay filed, how some papers seem to edit themselves overnight. I thought I was losing my mind until I started reading your work." He glanced at the dozing professor. "Though when I try to show these things to other people, they either don't see them or forget about them immediately. Rather like they forget about me."

Sarah felt a slight chill. "How long have you been experiencing this?"

"All my life. My father was the same way - he was archivist here before me. People would walk right past him in the corridors, forget meetings they'd scheduled with him." Marcus adjusted his tie, that habitual gesture that somehow made him even less noticeable. "I used to think it was just... social awkwardness. Until I started working with these materials."

She thought of Li-mei then - not of her fading, but of the butterfly books she'd loved. "Three years ago, I lost my daughter to something the doctors couldn't quite diagnose. Their reports kept changing, the symptoms becoming vaguer with each transcription. After that, I started noticing... patterns."

The sunlight seemed to dim, though the autumn afternoon outside was still bright. One of the graduate students looked up from his manuscript, blinked in confusion, and began packing his things as if he'd suddenly remembered an urgent appointment.

"The expedition *must have* found something in Mongolia," Sarah said, opening Clarke's journal again. "Something that left traces in photographs, in journals, in memories..."

"And now the Wainwright Foundation wants us to piece it together." Marcus gathered the folders with practiced precision. "We should attend the lecture together. Dr. Swift might have found something in her great-grandmother's photographs that connects to all this. And..." he glanced around the increasingly empty reading room, "I'd appreciate having someone else there who sees what I see. Who might remember talking to me afterward. I'd also appreciate your help in taking the measure of our new... patron... at the following reception."

Sarah watched as he returned the folders to their box, each movement born from years of practicing how to exist without drawing attention. "The journal," she said, holding up Clarke's field notes. "Do you wish to take it to the archives?"

"Hold on to it," he replied. "Some records... find their way to where they need to be."

After exchanging final pleasantries with Marcus, Sarah left the Reading Room. She noticed the remaining graduate student packing up hurriedly, his face showing the slightly confused expression of someone who couldn't quite remember why they had come to the archives in the first place. The late afternoon light resumed its faithful glow through the high windows, dust-filled beams falling upon the silent chamber dedicated to the quiet pursuit of knowledge.

In her bag, Clarke's journal felt much colder than it should, as if it had been left lying outside in winter rather than sitting on a table. She thought of Li-mei's butterfly books, of the way her daughter had asked about what happened inside cocoons during transformation. Perhaps some absences weren't endings but metamorphoses, changes happening in spaces between what was real and what was remembered.

Behind her, Marcus Pierce's shadow lingered a moment longer than he did, dimly glowing purple eyes, though he himself seemed unaware of its subtle rebellion.