Love is not existed in this world why

Did the god created a love or is it because

God is not existed in the first place

If the theory suggests that this world 

Is created because of the big bang

Why the church are so manipulative

Saying that everything they said is true

Why human are so dumb that they didn't even 

Realise the truth that it's impossible to save yourself from your suffering

I was sitting as always waiting for me

To die because I didn't want to live in this world

I want to just disappeared and all of my trace's

As if I didn't even exist in the first place

But I know that it's already exists within me

I did tell them that I have a disease and ghost Hunted but They treated it as a joke

I started to believe that this is all a dream 

But when I woke up I was standing in the top of the Tall building and then someone push me and I heard a voice 

Taken from Royal Road, this narrative should be reported if found on Amazon.

A faint voice ,die for my sake, I didn't know if it's real so I treated as a dream but i can feel the sensation

Of throbbing it's Hurt like hell

I don't want this feeling as if I was burning

I didn't want to die so soon I just wanted to kill

Even one human before I committed suicide but it's already to late that I died now

I laughed in the mid air

((Falling sounds, creek)

After I woke up I was in the middle of the dark room I don't know but I knew that I died but 

Where am I or is it the afterlife hahahaha I don't know that is all a bullshit that I was speaking

But I knew that I was just kidnap but why 

 I knew it this is all a dream so I sleep I will

Find myself in my room (after a while)

I woke up but I was stuck doing nothing

I tried to jump because I feel that the

Gravity is different it working I feel

Like I have a super power

Or did someone sealed me gere I guess not hahahaahahah (cracked sounds) I can't feel 

Anything After I Punch myself

Hahahaha I guess I wasn't even exist in the first

So why bother doing anything bu-but this is my life and it's not theirs I don't care anymore I was just going to destroy the world hahahaha

(System notification 1)

What the hell Is that something just appeared in front of me or is it because I was dead

That this impossible things keep happening 

I don't care anymore I will just do what I want

I wanted to grow independent now because I can't do it but now that this is not me anymore

I don't care what to do muhahahaha

I clicked the screen notification

Ding ...

(Do you want become a god of destruction)

             ( Yes/No)

(You must keep in mind that being a god will 

Post a threat to you and to survive from other gods you need to devour anything and gain their strength even if it's your comrades you must not trust anyone you must only trust in your self and your strength your growth rate is infinity so I recommend being a lone wolf)

Hahahaha even if you're unknown I will accept it without any complain I will just ask why me

(System notification 1)

(It's become your the chosen one)

I get it hahahaha ehem ehem anyway I accept

It 

(System notification 1)

(You accepted the god of destruction you will now received the skill called (devour, legion,

Fist of destruction, immortality,demon god authority)