CH1

-??? POV-

What is this feeling?

It’s like a pleasant light burning and slimy sensation surrounds me.

And why has my range of perception shrank and formed to such a weird shape?

And what’s making that thumping sound that keeps going ba-bum-ba-bum?

Why does it feel so familiar and comforting?

Wait I can’t sense the other souls around me!

Ok calm down they must be playing a prank on me because I’m new that’s it.

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Ok let’s see if I can find them.

Uhh.

Hey how come I can’t move?

What’s going on!

This isn’t a prank any more.

Where am I?

Aww I can’t remember what happened to me other than a lovely face chasing after me yelling “home”. Why was she crying I wonder and why would she chase me. Since it’s the one of the only thoughts I have I must never forget it.

I wonder what else I remember…

Well thankfully I still remember how to think otherwise I wouldn’t even be me anymore. And I know that I’m a soul waiting in line to be born…

So that’s what this is I’ve been born finally! But the other souls said that they forget everything when there born again.

I must be a supper soul hahaha.

Or was one…

Hummm I wonder what I am now?

And where is everybody else? Shouldn’t there be more of my kind?

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Ugh I’m bored the things keep poking me but I don’t know where they come from. Well I guess I’ll just have to wait until something new happens. And like any normal soul waiting in the cosmos I’m going to absorb the natural mana that’s around me.

Whoa there isn’t much mana around me at all it seems. And the mana that is around me feels so familiar but really cold. I wonder if all mana has a different type of sensation to them?

Whoa did everything just shake I wonder what that was?

And the thumping is speeding up?

Weird, Oh well might as well keep gathering mana.

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Ahh what’s this pain in my core I can’t concentrate.

Aww somthing southing is flowing into me and making the pain go away. What a nice feeling. 

Well might as well start to absorb mana again.

Whoa what is with this shaking? And now the thumping speed up again just after it got back to its steady beat again.

I wonder if that’s normal around here.

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Ohhh no my lower core feels like it’s going to explode. This is even worse than when the core hurt the first time.

Wait something is taking the pain away. 

Aww that feels much better I’m glad that passed.

Now I can gather mana again. But it’s weird the mana doesn’t seem to stay contained inside very well. I guess there’s nothing I can do about it except to keep gathering mana.

Really another quake I wish they would just stop.

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Ok nothing’s happened in a while except my range of perception has continued to grow at its own pace without me noticing, and those weird quakes and the alternating of discomfort in my mid then lower core refuse to stop. And there always in that order, I wonder why?

But it’s so boring in here and no matter how much mana I try to gather none of it stays and it’s just released out again. And then the world shakes for no reason.

I’m going to see if I can move again. It has been a while so maybe I can move now.

Hmmm it seems that I can move specific parts of my body separately from each other. It’s as if I’m not a sphere core anymore. But if I’m not a sphere core anymore what could I possibly be the only beings that have none core bodies are the gods, goddess, and the cosmic beasts.

I wish there was another soul around to talk to. But then again they all told me to enjoy my first life and all the surprises it held or started to glow menacingly and try to absorb me. I’m glad no one is trying to absorb me here or else I wouldn’t…

Actually what would happen to me?

No matter I like it here with the constant da-dum’s.

. . .

Well it seems my body is made up of five extensions out of my main core. Four of those can bend at three places. While the last one only has one place it can actively bend at. It took a while to find out all the bendy point because I couldn’t extend them at all and after I moved a little bit I would loss control over my body and could not feel anything for a while. At those times I would see the goddess’s crying face for a little bit without me even trying to make it appear. Then the memory would disappear and I would have control over my body again. I don’t know how many times that happened but I know I won’t forget the goddess’s face now. At least her crying one.

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Whoa what going on? 

Why is it getting so tight in here?

And why am I turning over?

Yes it’s opening up I’m free.

Wait what’s that light?

Ahh what’s that awful sensation that just got into me?

How did it get into me?

And what is this burning I’m feeling in two round spots on my fat extension?

Ahhhh why does it hurt so much?

“Wouaaa wouaaa” ahhhhhhhhhh