I walked alone on the bustling street, in the noisy crowd of southern to north to find their own direction, I finally belonged to a ordinary person, ordinary origin, ordinary knowledge, and limited by my own character, even if how hard to strive, in this talented metropolis, always failed to own a small piece of sky. I was born in a small town, people are not smart, the family is not superior, such as me may only live a simple life, but I do not want to be mediocre, face the loose face of the earth to mix this life of life, I want to go to college, want to go out of the backward, poor hometown of this ancestor life, to get rid of that day after day dull life. At that time, I thought very simple, college graduation to the economically developed big city to find a good job, marry a beautiful and virtuous wife, live and beautiful life. At the time, I took everything for granted, can be achieved according to their own design, now in retrospect, is really childish ridiculous, small place people, have not seen anything in the world, people are young and not more, seeing is short! Although it has been relentless efforts, but the willingness to take people, the entrance is only a common university, is a unknown undergraduate college, the professional is also a large public language professional --marketing, disappointment, I indulge myself, like many people, there is a dangerous mix of graduation, until the face of employment, before the feeling of huge social pressure, but also regret the night. In Pengcheng, this city I most desired has been in the city for two years, but also careful work, but my stubborn character can not pull up to meet the leadership and customers, the work is very unhappy, and can not do anything, have done a time to quit, also the name "not for five dozen meters to fold." Although this idea is often educated by family and friends or "bitter heart" or "self-speaking" persuasion, I can not help "just use for self-use" always obstinate, death does not repent, today still mixed in society and nothing, even life is difficult to maintain. The warm sun is sprinkled on my body, but my heart is still cold, just paid a month of rent, there is no amount of living expenses left, at most, but only barely enough to last the next month. For looking for work, I have almost no confidence, a good job we are not qualified, the thin body can not work strength, seems to suit me only to rely on "mouth" to eat, only pity "river and change, nature is difficult to change", I always resist from the heart to say such "false" words, do so "false" people, do not easy to receive a few companies interview notice, although trying to express themselves, strive to get a chance, but finally in a "waiting notice" in a light discourse without results. Already, I still don't want to lose, home supply me to school is not easy, four years down the expense of the home is almost empty home, parents body has been not too good, high blood pressure, diabetes, every day to take medication, I really do not want to give them trouble - about my things, I have to keep them in the way, every time I call, just call. Thinking about the two-old grey hair, ricketed body, the heart is a series of hidden pain, I am really not a scramble, really is too uncomfortable. I know I may be wrong, but the time has been missed, there is no chance to never be, the victory of the inferior, the survival of the fittest, the society is cruel and ruthless, maybe my thoughts and behavior are really not suitable for the development of this era, friends advise me that the poor change, change, change, the rule, I must change? Where is my way out? I don't know, I really don't know. "Bang" a sound, only thinking about things, not paying attention to the movements around, I was fiercely hit a rambling, if not the eye hands to help a next door fence, I am afraid to come a "close contact" with the earth. Not waiting for me to react, a voice shouted: "So big man, how to walk, put the road not to walk, tend to the middle, one step slowly swallowed not like a man, is to die? Be careful next time. The voice is not yet falling, a figure passed me, my head does not return to the front, I was roared unexplained: I walked well, this is the road, which is to whom, almost crashed into the nonsense, and fell as if I was wrong, I walked slowly, you run so fast to rush to the birth? I don't look like a man, I'm not like to take off the clothes compared to look, but who is bigger than who? But watching the other person's tall and strong back, to scold the dirty words to swallow back, forget, how to say that we are also "four" youth with higher education, there is no need to learn the other party's public ugly, public attention to the influence, or do not know him generally, to spare people and spare people! Just starting to move forward, but found that at the foot of a beautiful magazine of flowers green and green, looked up, found that all around the people were rushing to hurry, no one noticed here. I subconsciously picked the magazine up, and had judged that it was probably the rough youth that had hit me just now, no wonder when it was about to fall, it seemed to take a moment to feel something flashed, it had fallen out of the magazine. In the spirit of picking up money, I just wanted to catch up and return the magazine to the original owner, look up at the young man who has only shadows left, and hesitated, he ran so fast, I really can not necessarily catch up with him, and just a magazine, and is not a worthy thing, there is no need to spend so much strength. Besides, it was not worth helping him in his attitude, like this uneducated person, I caught him a cracked magazine, maybe he would be taught, more things less than just, or forget. Not waiting for me to understand, the other party had run away from the shadow, ha, this is just right, no need to think about, he bumped me, once again spoke, this magazine is a reparation. Carefully overturned, wow, the latest edition of the "virtual network game" special publication, a book to 100 yuan, expensive, listen to Affeng said, this is still oversupply, the market is scarce, yesterday he ran a dozen places, beg grandfather to say good words to "Lai" came a copy. Unfortunately he already has it, or else give him this book I have picked up, and will not kill him. This issue of special publications is so popular because it is a newly developed game, a Western magic online game that operates and uses the latest virtual real technology worldwide, called "The Heaven." Recently, many news media have been all over the world information about "The Heaven", walking on the street from time to time can see the huge "Underworld" propaganda. Last year’s top three “Miss Universe 2014” – French celebrity Karena, Chinese beautiful dragon, South African black American Lurilla – all became the world’s voice in the world. In the posters, three beautiful beauty all-body silver pack is arrogant on the top of the snow mountains, looking down on the reckless earth, spit out the horrific words: Karena "asks the hero of the world", dragon floating "said hero, who is hero", Lurira "the world is half of the world is a woman, scarf not let the eyebrow", and beside the countless warriors, magicians, elves, dwarf and other hot blood children excited, waving hands of all kinds of weapons, waving the hand of all kinds of weapons, yelling "the world hero out of our generation". I don't know how the world is publicized in foreign countries, but in China is definitely successful, even my non-players like this picture can not help but feel warm blood boiling, can not help but want to be in it, "the world is so petite, led to countless heroes to compete." In fact, I am not much interested in these recent years of popular use of virtual real technology to create online games, not I self-intentioned Qing high pretend to be true, I am also a young person, about these novel stimulating fashion things is curious, but this is not better than the old game of traditional on desktop computer, the most configured a little more, cost not much, now only to play the game the most basic virtual helmet, the cheapest is also the cheapest, plus the expensive lunar card, which is the poor boy can consume, look at the game in order to eat the steamed food to eat the sauce of the life of the tragedy, to know "the world is not belong to the poor".