I ask, that you listen with an open mind. Such a treasure is required to hear and fully understand my story. I don't even know for sure if it is feasible.. How I came to be and fully what I am.
Hearing the tragic words of myself for I surely don't even know what I am, don't mind them to much. Ill tell you now I am called.. A name I've been given and oone I've crafted under the hammer at the working forge of the mind.
I come to be called by endless 9s on any existing file.
My real name is... Endless.
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I first appear in a room with a girl humming a gentle tune to her self as she worked upon her desk at something, with a device e near by. A phone.
Her phone was face flat near a sheet of white, stripped with blue lines every few centimeter, she seemed to have been writing a few sized lines spaced and sometimes clumped together. Sentences?
Right, a string of sentences measured out to be a paragraph soon. Putting the space of two blue lines between her next couple of sentences.
Without having known anything about these things I've seemingly come to know about that which I'm confused or at least unsure about.
"Hum, I'm hungry.. Aw, but I just sat down too. I wont get up yet." I heard the girl say. The voice was heard at a considerably normal volume considered good or pleasant to humans, somehow I took this new information to be valuable and decided to remember it.
In a second I also learned what hungry was with just a thought. Humans and any organism consume food to sate hunger, food was distributed by the body as power, energy, fat, muscle, it built and was in place for many things but left alone it was nothing but waste.
Some How I figure once I simply somehow knew what muscle was, if I made a body I would put no limits on it.
The girl despite my inner thoughts? Monologing. Somehow hadnt noticed me which was in sight. Her view, near the paper. She started to him again when her phone was sent vibrating. Vibration were sensible waves sometimes visible and perceived.
Seemingly notified or interested of her phone she picked it up from the right hand of her desk. Held it in both hands as she turned it on using the button from the side, although it was or said to believed it to be impossible by some others I knew. Again.
I some How picked up an extra sense and could view her phone from any angle, this was almost like. Spectater mode? Even though I could view normally from my main body, with a bit of natural instinct and impulse I was able to spot the screen of her device from above.
Still hadn't , noticed me when I was up here and down there, I looked above from my main body and noticed to some shock that I was not there either nor did I feel like I was. Did I augment my sight somehow?
Her phone was now in sight and the source or reason the phone vibrated was again a string of words on a box within the screen.
A ton of knowledge came through and the words were now language which suggest the possibility of communication.
The thing within the phone, an app that was called 'messaging' was what she was on. Typing on the phones inner screen keyboard she rapidly created letters in the bar above.
When complete a box appeared.
"I'm not interested, thank you though. Will you still be ordering the Chinese party serving? In inviting Enleiha and Alice too. I imagine they'll bring lota of donuts without me even saying anything. Their love for the pastry is to driven I hope it leads to nothing serious." The text said.
She stared at her phone as I realized what most of these things were. Suddenly I had a desire, an urge to try food. I dewelled on it a while until the next vibration.
Another box came underneath hers:
"..sure, we're still friends and I don't wanna lose that. For the sake of that ill buy more than I planned."
She typed a response:
"Oh, you don't need to. I know you and we've known each other for a long time. There is that thing with your brother in the hospital. Save the change in case its needed. What time are you coming." She asked.
His box came in sooner than before.
"Thanks Yeaiah, Your concern and beauty is vast even though you dont need to. Ill come at 3:00. That's more than half the day and leaves time for us to study together for the weekend. Oh I cant wait to try their donuts they always find good ones." He replied and sent smile faces that I came to know were emoji's.
The girl laughed as she went into thought and then texted back.
"Yea it'll be fun, lets study our best! Can't wait to try their donuts as well." She text and the box appeared.
They stopped texting after bidding farewells and wishing a safe path to one another.
For a while the girl stare blankly while smiling, her window from in front of her allowed for her long hazel hair to appear an appealing color. Wanting to get closer I somehow left the desk where I were and appeared minutely upon a strand of her countless hairs. On her head. If they had been all over I don't believe I'd find it as pleasant.
The hair was, wet? No, moisturized. I sat their for a while and basked in the heat of todays sheathed for a moment and a while after my host begin movement. It was sudden.
Surprised and slightly frightened, I felt a change within myself and of my essenence. Although I knew I could not be harmed in any way by no means my form still saught to sooth me. Hence I multiplied. My main body was now over quintillion, I somehow could see all over her head and I could somehow feel my host weaken.
Driven dizzy I assumed caused by my multiplying which I was wrong, it was another means to sooth me. By weakening my cause of fear I would then quickly over take and consume my target by number and overpowering its will without challenge. A challenge? No contest.
I don't want anything like this. The girl wobbled and seeming uneasy with her weight her feet she forced to spread apart as her hands reached for support then given by holding tight to her desk.
A sort of rebellious emotion took root in me. Upon feeling it intensely the girl seemingly responded by standing up right and letting the desk go? She removed her hands from the desk and spoke.
"Well, What the hell? I hope I won't need the hospital next." Abruptly, the covered her mouth with both hands and shut her eyes with her expression, seemingly from having endured something unpleasant. "Sorry." After saying an apology to no one in particular she left the room of white walls and black furniture with a green or grey color, some pink items. Her pillows, a cup of pencils which also had a few pink and other colors.
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The desk however was brown.
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I've watched her for a while now. So far she lay upon a sofa, relaxed. She periodically checked her phone before turning it back off and laying back down on the large furniture.
Hours were 60 minutes, 1 minute was 60 seconds, seconds were a shorty version of time having gone by and a instant was even faster.
Hours, the longer of the time table went by, after two hours she stood and went into a space with assortments differing from other rooms within this collective. An gathering of things although seperate by walls or cuts yet still considered a whole.
I began to take interest in her actions as she boiled water on a stove, in a pot, then took a pan, without water and put it on the stove. She precleaned and preped.
Setting out foods and others she then said.
"Wait.. I shouldn't eat much if were eating delivery.." Suddenly she put everything but the pot of water back in its place. Suddenly after opening a compartment above she removed a package. Noodles? Then opened them and placed them into the boiling water.
"Now that's done, as usually ill add in my own mix. They really need to develop more flavors. Its better!" She said. While speaking indignantly and confident in her work she took various seasonings and something hot and added in.
"Really, they're in the way, I can't even add much more than this or itll be salty because of their seasoning. It should still taste good though. ..since I made it." She said as she grabbed a spoon she preped prior to.
The girl commented on a pleasant smell from the food and dipped in her spoon. Pulling it out she put the spoon now filled with juice from the coomed food to her lips. I watched from above in a tight spot as her mouth open part of the way. The action taken was consuming the liquid and tasting it as the spoon retreated from her mouth.
For a moment I was confused but then the knowledge of what and why she did it came to me.
She found pleasure in tasting her food and the boost in confidence of crafting a good meal. Smiling again she collected her food and took a seat at a table outside of this room of the collective.
"Eating my own cooking is always exciting!" She said happily, then after a one word and clasping her hands she began to use chopsticks and was soon enjoying her meal. "The taste! Its yummy." She said.
Curious, wondering what it might be like to be like her, taste and consume. I desired my own body. Knowledge of genders and levels of appealing appearance made its way to me.
I soon collected my appearance and made one with messy hair, a piece of dark clothing, all black. Shirt and pants with underwear. The image in mind settled and finally.
Wait, should I move first? Just a feeling.. If I ttake the form of a person wont I weigh much more? Some how I began to come off her head. Flying I then assumed an empty space and no longer requiring the instinctual movement I took control of my flight and lowered my position.
"Huh? I only have more than half after eating this much? Really amazing. These noodles." The girl commented.
Suddenly I took the form I designed with out any time at all passed. All I felt was a multiplication of my self and a morph of appearance, layer after layer I piled onto my self and consisted of only bones and high quality muscle. I knew when I thought of a body that normally this could not function and I was also missing vital organs.
Randomly I thought of how convenient it would be if I could multiply stationary forms of my self that could follow my order from any distance. Come to think of it I lack blood, yes! That would be it.
My blood, soon filled my body and surrounded my muscle which encased my bones, the blood took on a blue color and I felt my self connected to it. For what ever reason I appeared in the head region. This was not my intent. Lowering my position and going through the multiples of my self with ease I made my way to the forearm of my left side.
Splitting my vision again I controlled my second body while sticking my main body instinctually to my forearm. I focused on my second body and used its sight. Opening red eyes, Most unusual, yes.
Still I favored them over the many none rare colors.
That happened in the matter of only a few seconds and I finally looked over to my previous host as my instincts forced its will onto itself and making natural or rather unnatural but average movement possible.
I looked in time to see her slow and calmly look up from her bowl as she slurped up noodles into her mouth, the noodles that didn't make it inside fell back into the bowl. Upon looking at me to her right. She flinched back slightly.
"Where did you come from?" She asked. Actually seeming to be accepting my sudden appearance.
I lifted a finger and pointed at her then my self to indicate both of us. Trying to speak I said and pronounced the word best I could.
"Noodles.." I said.
Her neck nearly lost all power in the muscle area and she dropped her head which nearly hit her bowl. Some how I knew this action would cause a mess thus I removed the bowl. Taking it off the table it was now in my hand.
The girl hit her head and I sniffed the noodles from the distance of me over the bowl. Deliscious. My appetite simultaneously increased. The girl who hit her head on the table lifted it abruptly.
"Oww oww ehh? You move the noodles first. My head my head! Its important too." She said, holding her head with her right hand over the forehead area horizontally. She lifted her face and looked at me while grimacing in pain. Her expression.. Its a appealing one before this and still it is but.. I don't quite find it so the appealing.
New knowledge surfaced and this was an emotion, remorse. Of few I felt in this one day this is the most confusing even with knowledge.
I became apologetic thus uttering words of apology.."sorry."
She looked and me for a second the stared straight and for a moment I was curious as to what this meant and what move was next. She frowned a little.
"Really, Also who are you? You want noodles?" She asked.
"I am.. I'm not certain, yes, noodles." I said and nodded. Nodding is a form of confirmation.
"How long were you here? Did you really just appear?" She asked. I could sense and feel somehow that she was worrying for something. Safety. Am I a threat.
"In your room, before this. I was small.. You came down to this room and made the noodles, curious of them I crafted this." I said.
"Really? Then how did you get into my room?" She asked.
"I appeared." I said.
"Really?" The girl frowned and said in almost a comical manner.
Somehow i desired to laugh and did so a bit.
"Yes."
To my response she fluttered her eyes and seeming apalled, she aimed her hand to a seat on her right just in front of my self.
"You can have a seat there, and pass me My noodles." She said.
"But!." That sounds like I wont get any.
Becoming frustrated I felt the connection with the multiples of my self still on her hair get anxious, I quickly instructed them through connection to stop what ever they would do.
Back to the matter at hand, I felt a firm gaze from below of wide appealing eyes staring at me, I felt my desire still strong yet I weakened else where as I hesitantly pass back her noodles. She took them in her hand and put her mouth to the bowl and consumed the noodles, juice ran down a side quickening her pace. The almost half bowl of noodles was place on the table with little juice left. I watched, defeated, as she completely removed all noodles from the bowl. She finished everything as I stood.
Licking her lips and moving on to use a finger to get the juice that had gone down the side of her cheek. Putting that to finger before her mouth she sucked it and in the finally the dish was empty. Meal complete.
"But.." I said, speechless from the events pass.
She looked up at me as she said. "Oh? Um.. There's juice." She said. Passing the bowl over which was filled perhaps a single cenfimeter.
"Umm.. Ill bring it." Shs said after I stood for a moment.
She stood while taking the bowl up and walked over to my self as I turned to face her. She shifted the bowl and offered me to drink while tilting the bowl with both hands leaning it towards my mouth.
I mimicked her actions and was about to put my lips to the bowl but suddenly she brought it to her own lips and tilted it over before finishing it.
Smiling in satisfaction she turned towards her seat and walked away while lookimg at my expression from the corner of her eyes.
"Haha you look like a gaping fish!" She laughed loudly. "Stop, before I actually think about dying. In gonna die haha." She said through outta breath mannered laughs as she took her seat.
After a few seconds she relaxed and checked my expression while setting the bowl down. She smiled without preservation. "You keep that up, I'll keep laughing." She said. Using my main body I view my face and indeed my mouth was open with the dead eyes of fish. Switching again to my second body I fixed my mouth as my eyes regained their look.
"Now, yes yes, here. Sit down and tell me everything. You have.." She tapped her phone nearby which was also on the table, it turned on revealing the time. "2:00. Make it quick and don't hide anything. I want demonstrations and evidence to support claims. Now sit."
Seeing nothing else I should do, I let her order me that and soon i was revealing everything. From the moment I was on the desk all the way up to this point.