My plane was landed and i woke up. I looked at the back of the seat because of someone was screaming. There was a little kid who was probably 9-10 years old. I was excited and nervous because of i was going to meet with Jessi. She was the girl i was going to confess 2 years ago but i couldnt because some people kisnapped me. So i couldnt talk to her nor see her for 2 years. I was trying to get ready to meet with her, but the childs screams weren't letting me. So i turned and looked at the kid's eyes. Well he shutted up in a second. If he didnt, it wouldnt be good for him tho. After some seconds passed, they opened gate so i left the plane. I took my suitcase from airport and went to the exit. There i saw Jessi who had a brown hair, big eyes with a cute smile on her face. WWhen she saw me, she started running to me. I thought she was going to say hi but slap on my face changed everything. I was surprised which made me forget what to tell her.

I told her "What was it for, are you stupid" but then i realised she was crying.

Ahe said "Dont you even say anything. You haven't even contact me for 2 years. You invited me to your home but you werent there".

I realised she was really worried about me. Then i started thinking that she maybe had the same feelings for me. So i told her to "Come to my home today, i will cook for you. And we can watch horror movie too". I actually hate horror movies since last 2 year for me wasnt different than a horror movie. I was trying to forget those memories but looking at Jessi was making me remember how they tortured me and made human experiments on me. I had so many blade scares on my body because of that. I had a feeling that maybe i should tell her that we cant do this.

She said yes and hugged me. I looked at her face and saw her big eyes. I was reallyn weak against those yes but my real weakness in that moment was the outfit of her. She was wearing a mini short and a small tshirt. Well she was only a Bcup so tshirt wasnt changing anything. Bu i had to tell her to stop hugging since something bad could happened me. I didnt want to get called pervert in front of the other people. She stopped hugging me and took me to her car then my home.

Jessi told me that she will come at 8pm and not to leave her this time. This meant i have 4 hours until the date. I started going around but my head was so bad since i remembered some of the experiments again. While the people who kidnapped me, was doing experiments on me; I lost my old thinking and become a psychopath. Well not totally a psycho but i started torturing other people since it started making me feel powerful. So i looked for someone to play with. I had to be ready for date since i cant do any of these on Jessi. Then i realised i could bookm an hotel and call a girl. I found the nearest hotel and paid the rooms fee. While the hotel worker was showing me the room, i asked him if he had any girls number which i can call. I gave him 50 dllars for it then he gave me a girl's number.

I called the number and a girl with pretty voice opened the phone. I told her the hotel name and number. She said she will be here in 25 minutes. So i had to get ready. I got a black dice from my suitcase. This was a magic device i stole from the lab while i was running away. It creates a room where no one can hear you. Well they tested that thing on me, so you can understand i dont have goof memories with it. After some time passed i readied the device. And then someone knocked the door.

The person who came was a tall blonde girl with a nioce body. She came in and opened the hotels whisky. bu the problem was i touched her with the dice and room was ready now. She said what are you doing, and hit me to make me stay away from her. But i bring out the blade and cut her right arm. She started screaming but no one coulod hear her. I put my blade on to her stomach this time. She started crying and begging. But i wasnt finished since i needed more. (Btw i am not sadist. I just dont feel ok when i remember all the things i lived in last 2 years. The only way for me to forget them is torturing or killing other people) Well all my clothes were full of her blood now. So i was surprised only this much made her bleed like this. I started to feel normal again so I just cut her neck in a move.

After she died i called a cleaner whose spec'ality is these cases. Well he is expensive but he is really good at her job. He came to the room and take money in cash and gave me some outfit for the date. I left the hotel and went to home for cooking.

It was 8pm now, and the door war ringing. I opened the door and there was Jessi. She was with the same outfit.

We went to the table to eat dinner. She said it was delicious. I told her "It is only delicious because she didnt cook it". She looked at me with an angry face. I started laughing and told her to finish it quickly. I went to the living rom and readied everything.

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She came after some minutes passed. And sit on the couch next to me. After some time passed watching the movie, i realised she was looking at me.

I turned to her and started looking at her eyes. She was blushed and tried to turn her face but i didn't let her. then i kissed her. I didnt understand what she felt at that moment but she kissed me back. So i went on her and now she was lying on the couch. She told me "Slow Down. I dont want to do it right now".

Then i looked at her with a sad face and hugged her. I told her "If it is not ok for you, i will wait". hugged her until a message came in to her phone. Her face changed and started running. She forgot her phone in that time. I checked the message and it was saying if you dont come in 30 minutes i will kill your family. And there was picture of her dad tied up and one arm was missing. I thought i should help her. I know where her home was so i started running with speed up magic. With ths magic, i can move 5x times faster than normal. Well it drains a lot of mana but i dont have a problem with that. Since they were doing experiments on me, i got a high mana stock and magic power. I think i should thank them about this.

I finally arrived to her house. Her house was a big mansion out of the town. I heard some screams so i got inside the mansion. The sound was coming from the basement. I started running but something attacked me during running. I saw his face but there was punch in my stomach. I flied back like nearly 10 meter. He was walking next to me and saying "A normal human shouldnt be here, well youn will die now. Be angry to your luck not me".

It was obvious that he wasnt able to understand my magic power since his was too low. But that punch was effective as fuck. Then he pulled a gun an d stand top of me. I had no other choice to activate fire shield.(There are 6 type of magic. Fire,water,air,ice,body power increasers and dark, most people can only use 2 type of the magics) So the bullets were melting when they were hitting the fire shield. Guy jumped back and tried to ready a new magic to kill me but i was feeling ok now. So stood up and pulled out my blade. Then rushed to him. he couldnt even react to my sword swing and he=is head was not a body part anymore. I went to basement after it.

I was surprised when i saw the basement. There were many symbols about magics and it was even bigger than the mansions other places. I understood that Jessis' family was a high level family between mages. Since not every mage has a mansion nor know this many symbols. I was walking down and i saw a blonde guy in front of Jessi and her mother. Jessi was crying and the guy was laughing. The blonde guy said "You re late Nik, we were waiting for you" but after he looked at me and understood that i wasnt Nik. I said "Nik's blood is here, dont worry". Then Jessi looked at me. Well it wasnt the best time to be seen by her since my shirt and blade was ful of blood. The blonde guy said "Who are you, and what have you done to Nik".

I said "i killed while he was crying". The blonde guy's face became so angry that i thought something was wrong with his face. " Go see a plastic surgeon, your face is so ugly right now; it makes me want to puke". Then 2 other people came out of no where. They said "Who do you think you re to talk to our future king like this". I looked and laughed saying "this guy is the future king, ooo damn lets say we re all doomed with it". The future king said "After i make jessi mine, i will be the king easily". After hearing the last part i stopped thinking.

-The genocider mode is on-

I moved so quickly that i got behind of the the guards of future king. I instantly cut one of the guards in to 2 pieces from his balls to head. The other guy attacked me with his knife. I knew i couldnt defend myself with a sword in this situation so i hold the knife with my left hand. It perced my hand but now he was dead. I cut his arm then legs. I felt so satisfied after it. Now Only the future king left.

He was saying "Stay away from me you peasent, You know who i am?" I wasnt listening what was he saying. I dropped my sword and start running to him. He was crying for me to stay away still but it was too late. My right hand was inside his chest holding his heart now. Before i pulled back my arm, i said "Now marry Jessi" and bam. The blood splashed everywhere.

At that time Jessi and her family was looking at me. I realised that and i thought they re thinking that i am a monster. But Jessi hugged me and started saying "Thanks Shiro, i owe you". She hugged me and i hugged her too.