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Honest, yet Confused Feelings

Honest, yet Confused Feelings

“It’s… It’s not what you think!”

The party was back at Qingshui Shi (Clearwater Town), where Marie and Brian had been “interrogating” the newly formed couple of Jerry and Raven.

Jerry quickly crossed his hands, as he said that.

Marie pressed on, to a tomato red Jerry and Raven: “Why’d you seduce Raven! Pedo!”

Raven blushed and told Marie: “No… It’s not his fault that we’re like this… I started liking him when he rescued me…”

Marie replied: “Still!”

Raven shook her head: “It’s my fault he ended up this way… If there’s anyone to blame… It’s for me being a naughty girl.”

Jerry held Raven’s hand: “Don’t say that… It’s not your fault.”

Marie opened her mouth as Jerry and Raven both took the blame for making the other fall in love with themselves.

Marie said: “Ok ok, you two. I’m just kidding…”

Jerry and Raven held hands, despite both blushing. Raven said to Marie: “Don’t insult Jerry like that then!”

Marie nodded and used her hands to signalise she was kidding about the pair.

Jason and Hailey came over, with Hailey having her entire arm around Jason’s, who said: “You both look like so much like us when we first started, right Jason?”

Jason nodded and replied: “They still have work to do, just holding hands won’t do.”

Hailey laughed and said: “Are you saying they should do that?”

Jerry and Raven immediately understood what they said and both blushed beet red.

Raven said: “I’m… I’m only 13…”

Hailey let her off and said: “Forgot about that, but hey you can still sleep in the same room. We’ve got a spare room in our cabin right Jason?”

Jason nodded and said: “Yeah, It’s fine if you guys do your own thing there. Just don’t hand me over to the FBI.”

Everyone but the new couple chuckled, while Jerry said: “We… We aren’t going to have sex so soon…”

Brian let out a retort: “When you say so soon, you mean that you’re going to have sex with her sometime right?”

The chuckle became laughter as the couple both blushed tomato red, unable to conceal their embarrassment for what Jerry had said, knowing that Brian’s retort was true.

Marie walked in front of Jerry and Raven and said: “Come on, cut them some slack. Just because they confessed and had their first kiss in public doesn’t mean that much. Anyway, Hailey did you just say you’ve got a cabin here?”

Hailey nodded and replied: “Very expensive, but yeah we do.”

Marie asked: “Could we eat dinner at your place? I’ve never been in a cabin nearby the seaside…”

Jason smiled and replied: “Yeah, we’ve been planning to ask you to come… We got our hands on a S-Class food… And it just so happens Hailey here is an expert chef.”

The rest of the people in the party’s eyes sparkled, as they were very excited to see the cabin out for themselves.

During the walk back, Raven went over to Hailey and asked her something: “Hailey… Could we go in the front where no one can hear us?”

Hailey nodded and said back: “Jason, guys, I’m going to go with Raven first… I need to do something and she needs my help.”

Jason replied: “Go ahead, we’ll be fine here walking along the beach.”

Hailey and Raven ran back to the cabin, within 5 minutes they reached it. Hailey opened. The door, and the duo went in.

Raven exclaimed: “Wow! It’s so big… And the furniture are all so nice!”

Hailey lightly blushed and replied: “Thanks! Jason didn’t really mind what furniture he had, but I had to spend a lot of time telling him the importance of it… And we also had… A lot of money.”

Raven said: “It must be good to be you…”

Hailey asked Raven: “So what did you want to ask me about?”

Raven replied: “I’ll tell you… But please don’t tell anyone about this alright?”

Hailey said: “I promise, I won’t even tell Jason.”

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The two girls made their way to the living room, where they sat down on the large white silk couch. Raven asked Hailey while heavily blushing: “So uhm… Did you uh… Ever you know… Touch yourself… To Jason?”

Hailey blushed beet red and replied: “Uhh… You’re going to have to… Keep this a promise too… Alright?”

Raven nodded and said: “I promise… It’ll be between the two of us.”

Hailey said: “During the start… Before all this… Since Jason kissed me the first time on the train, I started to fall for him. After the 3rd island was cleared, I began to fantasise about him… By the 4th island I started to touch myself nearly every night, picturing him. After the 6th, we started living together and sometimes I would still head into the bathroom without him knowing and do it. After we got married… I had stopped, because… Well you know… Being married…”

Both girls blushed tomato red, both knowing what Hailey meant. Raven broke the silence and said: “Ever since he rescued me… I had a crush on him. And, I had a insatiable feeling down there… I know I’m 13… But… I really want to do it with him.”

Hailey sighed and replied: “If you don’t want to regret, you should do. I asked Jason after he proposed to me, and he agreed. Boys in this day and age are passive, because they don’t want to say the wrong things and get dumped.” 

Raven then asked: “How do I ask him…? I don’t even know if he wants to do it with me… My body is still… Not like yours…”

Hailey stroked her back and said: “If he loves you, he won’t dump you. That’s how all boys are… Either they love you to the extent of which they’ll do almost anything you ask, or they don’t. Judging by how he saved your life, you don’t have to be afraid. Even if your body like that, he still willingly accepted your confession, so he definitely is fine with that. Don’t be afraid that he thinks that you’re naughty, because no matter what he’ll still love you.”

Raven nodded and said: “Thanks Hailey… I’ll make sure I ask him about it tonight.”

Hailey replied: “No problem. Wait… Tonight?”

She nodded and blushed heavily: “I don’t… I don’t think I can hold it in.”

Hailey replied: “It’s fine, I’m rooting for you.”

Both girls smiled, as the door opened moments later after their silence, with the rest of the crew coming in.

Jason asked Hailey: “So, what’d you talk about?”

Hailey replied: “Nothing much, just something.”

Jason put his arm around Hailey and said: “Come on Hailey… Tell me please?”

Hailey shook her head and replied: “Mhmph, I promised her…”

Hailey lightly blushed and continued on: “And I’ve got my own secrets to keep as well.”

Jason sighed: “Fine, let’s get started with cooking dinner.”

Jason and Hailey went into the kitchen and put on their aprons, and prepared the chicken for everyone to eat.

Smells of roasted chicken was coming out from the kitchen and everyone was hungry. A nice toasty, roasted chicken like smell.

Brian and Marie both rushed to the kitchen to look at the chicken, and Hailey, almost like a mother said: “Sit down at the table and wait till it’s served, or no chicken for you.”

The two nodded, and sat down at the table, where Raven and Jerry were already sat down and ready to eat.

Jason and Hailey both set down the drinks and food with perfect teamwork and communication. Hailey threw several dishes over to Jason, who without looking caught down and put them down at the table. The same went for the drinks, the juice and the wine.

In a matter of 30 seconds, the table was fully set up with silverware.

Brian said in surprise: “How are you both so coordinated without looking at each other… And set the table just like that…?”

Marie replied care-freely: “It’s because they can literally read each other’s minds. It’s like they’ve been connected before.”

Hailey and Jason both revealed a light red blush after the words connected before and Hailey said: “We took a lot of time to practice… it in sync… Especially back then when we were with our friends in our guild.”

The food was set down on the table, and everyone raised their drinks. “Gan Bei!”

The food gradually decreased, as the group’s bellies became full.

“Mannn, that was a great meal!”

“Brian, don’t talk with your mouth full! Don’t you remember what dad and mom used to say about it?”

“But they aren’t here now sis!”

Marie replied: “That still doesn’t mean that you should do that!”

Brian said: “Fine…”

Everyone laughed, it was clear that it was a great meal. S-Class food was only found once by the Crimson Vigilante’s within a 4th island miniboss, and counting this time was the second time. According to the guild members within, the food was somehow so tasty that they were mouthwatering for more.

Jerry asked: “So… Is it true you guys found this type of food before? S-Class?”

Jason nodded and replied: “Only in the 4th island, the miniboss within the dungeon. After we defeated it, it never respawned again.”

Hailey smiled and added in: “It was very, very good. Even if you didn’t like to eat duck, after you ate it, you would instantly fall in love with it.”

Jason then teased Hailey: “Ehh!! So now there’s a love triangle?”

Hailey lightly blushed and teased back: “I’m just kidding, how could I love anyone or anything more than you… Darling~”

Jason blushed as well. An awkward silence took place before the two, which was interrupted soon by Brian: “Sorry to interrupt your moment but, we’re leaving to our inn. It’s at this town too, at the red rooftop building nearby the spawn, we rent a room in that one.”

The others nodded. Jason and Hailey quickly snapped out of their conversation and escorted their guests to the door and said: “Alright then! See you guys tomorrow!”

Seconds after the others left, the two went into their room, to sleep and await tomorrow… However, before going into bed, Hailey had a beet red blush on her face as she asked Jason: “I… I feel like I want to do it today!”

Jason held Hailey’s hand and blushed while replying: “You don’t have to be embarrassed about it… The truth is… I want to do it too… So will you accept… a pervert like me?”

Hailey smiled with tears coming out of her eyes: “Yes! I accept you!”

“Alright good night guys, and have fun in bed!”

Jerry replied to Brian blushing, his face beet red: “You… You don’t have to say that… We’re both too young anyway right…?”

Jerry and Raven both said their goodbyes to Marie and Brian, who went off to the inn. Raven put her arms around Jerry and both blushed lightly. She asked: “So uhm… Are we sleeping together tonight?”

Jerry blushed and nodded. The couple walked towards a german styled town house, with a black roof and white walls. It wasn’t sold yet, so the couple decided to buy it.

“Are you sure? This will cost $500,000, your remaining balance will be $50,000.” Jerry pressed “Yes” with his fingers. Raven said to Jerry: “Here… Let me pay half of it back to you.”

Jerry shook his head: “No need… How could I ever ask you to pay for it, I promised to make you happy so, this is a small price to pay.”

Raven blushed and said: “Jerry…”

Jerry shushed her and the couple went inside the house. They were quite tired after the events which transpired today, so they quickly both rushed to the bedroom after a quick exploration of their new house.

Inside the bedroom, there was a two person, queen-sized bed. Raven blushed as she said: “So… Are we going to sleep here tonight…? Just me and you?”

Jerry blushed and replied: “Yeah… I guess… I promise I won’t do anything weird…”

Raven’s face grew redder as she asked him: “No… That’s not it… I… I want you to do it… I want to do it with you, I want to have sex with you, so please… Take my virginity and let me take yours!”

Both Jerry and Raven’s face became tomato red, as Jerry said: Raven…”

Raven said: “It’s fine if you refuse… I’m sorry for being… a naughty girl…”

Jerry replied: “No, that’s not it…”

Raven cried out: “What is it then? Do you not like me anymore?”

Jerry smiled and replied to her: “No, no one wouldn’t like a naughty girl… Especially if they’re as cute as you… So let’s do it.”

Raven wiped off her tears and said: “Really?!”

Jerry replied: “Really.”