Title: Tanya and Silver Talk
After Len fell out of the mental space that Silver had created and fell into her arms, while being carry in a bridal style.
“Are you okay Len?”Silver ask Len gently and let him down from her arms.
“Shera-oneechan..... no...Who are you, Onee-san?” Len ask her nicely because she had just rescue him and she really resemble his only older sister that is alive, Tanya, with only some minor difference in hair and eye color. But he felt safe and comfortable around her for some reason.
Just like how he felt when he was once held tightly by his older sister. But that is not all... although she really looks like Tanya, her resemblance to Tanya twin sister is more uncanny, because Tanya twin sister, Shera, also had silvery white hair and red eyes due to her albinism from birth.
So the girl in front of him match Shera to a frightening degree, that it wouldn't be strange to call her Shera like his decease older sister. Which he misses as well very dearly, just like how he had wanted to see Tanya for all these years.
However she look at him with a confuse face, but then nodded in understanding as she had realize that this was the first time that Len had seen her. Actually, no one has ever really saw her true appearance because she was just a personality of Tanya that was created to erase her grief from that time, that she had lost the most dearest person to her, in the entire world. So even Tanya does not realize who Silver really looks like in her mind, because she had never actually show it to her and Tanya never asked.
However, Silver once thought of showing herself to Tanya, but then thought that it was not a good idea, since that would bring back more grief for Tanya, then help her and give her false hope that she is Shera.
Since Silver and Shera is two entirely different people that just look like each other. You can think of them as a Doppleganger of each other. But one is only a personality that Tanya has made to ease her inner pain and the other is a real person that has died long ago and gone to another place.
Then there is also one more difference in their personality, Silver is cruel, ruthless, sadistic, and insane that is born from Tanya mind breaking despair in the world in order to save her. While Shera was a gentle person and maybe a little gluttonous, but she was a gentle and kind person nonetheless. That attracted people to her, because she has this unique aura around her that makes other happy.
So they can't be call the same on the inside and is only the same on the outside. So she answer back to Len.
“I am not your Shera-Oneechan, but I am also your Onee-Chan Len, I am Silver, but you can call me Silver-Oneechan, okay?” she said gently to him.
“Silver-Oneechan? Are you sure you are not Shera-oneechan? You two look and feel exactly the same like....” when Len was about to say this, but Silver had a down cast expression. But then smile back at him and said her farewells.
“Len, I can't stay here for long, and you should also wake up soon, Tanya is waiting for you outside and you can ask her about me and what happen to her for these past three years from now on, but I have to leave now...” she then let go of Len. And began to walk away from him.
However Len can only look dumbfounded at this scene, because he did not understand what he had said that made Silver-Oneechan upset about him. But he must say something before she leaves.
“Silver-Oneechan!!!! Thank You for saving me!!!!!” after he said this, he bow his head to her.
When Silver saw this, she look a bit shock because she never receive a compliment from someone else before, but then she smile and wave at him good bye as she disappear from his views instantly and return to Tanya body.
In Len hospital room. At 5 in the Evening, Tanya look down from the window with a pondering gaze as she watch how everything that was destroy, is now restore to how it was before her battle with Len Shadow.
While Len is sleeping peacefully, on the bed and is no longer infected with that virus that has torment him for three years.
As Tanya felt that her chest burns with pain and guilt for letting Len experience such a long torture by that shadow, for three whole years before she had finally defeated it today. As her chest pain grew worse, Silver had finally decided to talk to her about what had happen inside of Len mind.
(The outside really look different before....) Silver said as she look though the eyes of Tanya and look down to see the below people bustling about and talking or walking and texting with their phone. But before it wasn't like this because it was a complete disaster zone before after their fight with that Z-Monster.
After she gone out of Len body, she made fun of Tanya to make herself feel better about losing one of her enemy to her arch-nemesis and Tanya pouted because she made fun of her for kissing her little brother for more then 20 minute. To just maintain the connection to allow Silver to return back into her body. But she wanted Tanya to give her some time to be alone, in order to think about what had happen while inside of Len mind.
So now she is preparing to explain to her about what had happen to the inside of Lens mind.
(Hey.... Tanya... I have something very important to tell you about Len and about that shadow.....)For some reason, Silver was hesitant to explain to her about what had happen inside of Len Mind.
Which she had good reasons for because after Tanya heard [Long Ao Qin] name, she completely freak out. And bombarded her with question about what had happen inside of Lens Mind.
“What!!?!??! He stole that shadow away??!? why didn't you try to stop him??!”
(Well, the vortex close before I could get him back... actually I still can't figure out, just how was he able to transport something from the mind or better yet, how the hell did he open a Vortex inside of Lens mind?)
“I see, but won't this be a big problem, later on? What if that shadow try to get revenge on us?”
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(Well, there is nothing we could do about that now, since we don't know where they are located to begin with, so I suggest that we fortify our defenses against further mishaps like this from happening again.)
“You... alright fine, but how?”
(Well, we should teach Len how to perform martial arts and how to control that residue of that shadows power that is left inside of him for combat.)
“Silver.... you can't be suggesting that we allow Len to fight our battle could you?!”
(OF COURSE NOT, DUMBASS!!! what I am suggesting is that we should allow him to be able to protect himself and not relied on our protection, since we can't always be around to protect him from all the worlds dangers. So he should learn some type of martial art for protection against enemies when we are not there to help him, that is what I meant, Okay?)
“I see...” Tanya then nodded in understanding then look out the hospital window in a daze and begin to say something strange.
“Hey, Silver.. this may sound strange..... but... you have always been dear to me, from the time you had awaken inside of me.... you are always crazy, odd, but far more intelligent then me. But you are also the only person that understand me, just like how Shera was important to me, you and her are the same in my eyes... so I just want to say that I am... thankful for your support and for helping me get through the toughest of times in my short life.... ”when Tanya said this to Silver, her ears and face have became redder then a tomato.
(….) however Silver did not response to her words and only stayed quiet inside of her. But then Tanya continue to say something that completely shock her.
“When our wish is perfected... I wish to grant you a body as well, so you don't have to be stuck inside of me and can talk to me directly face to face..... hahaha!! I just wonder, if you actually got a body, then how would you actually look like when that day comes? I just hope you won't be ugly that is all, haha!” Tanya then giggle and laugh as she imagine the day that when Silver would be granted a body by her.
(…....) but Silver still did not response to her and only stayed quiet inside the corner of her mind.
“Silver, if that day comes, when you will get a body to call your own, can I call you my first friend? Since you had always been with me from the hard times to the most peaceful of times, and help me whenever I needed you.....” Tanya said this to her and remember all those years that they had been together. Even though Silver was just a voice inside of her head. She still help her, whenever she needed it. So to her, Silver was far more reliable then any god that others pray to everyday and get nothing in reply.
“....So to me, you are what they call a friend and a family member that I can't ever give up on no matter what, just like Len here and just like Shera is to me before she perished.... To me, you are just as important to me as with them, it does not matter if you are a figment of my imagination, it does not matter if you are not real, it does not matter if you are insane....” to Tanya, Silver existence is more then just a voice inside of her mind, but an actual entity that is like a real family member to her that talks and kept her company at all times.
“All that matters to me is that you had been with me since the very beginning and had always help me no matter what your motives maybe, but I felt that all the crazy things that you had done, were all for me and my happiness, so I wanted to give you a chance of happiness, just like how you have been giving them to me for these past 6 years after my beloved twin sister died. Silver, I want to repay you by granting you a new body for you to stay in and stay by my side as my only true friend that I had ever known. So Silver, do you want to be my friend?” Tanya then asked one of the most ridiculous and strange friend request to herself, namely her other personality. Silver Devil.
(…... Idiot.... you.... truly are an Idiot...) that was Silver reply to her question.
“Yea... I never said that I was smart like you....”
(But... even if you are an idiot that is as stupid as a monkey for trying to befriend someone like me, who is an immaterial existence that you had created inside of your head, if you think and want me to be your real friend, and not just some imaginary being that you had created inside of your head, then all I can say is, try your best and be happy with me, Okay?)
“Yes!”
(Now.. lets, hold this conversation for another time, because Len is about to wake up soon.) after Tanya heard her say that she look over to Len side and saw that he is slowly waking up.
She immediately rush to his side and held him in a tight hug that almost choke him to death.
However, Silver just looked at this scene from Tanya eyes like a bystander that can't get involve with their affair.
No matter, how she try to reach out inside of Tanya Mind, she always felt that she can't reach them at all, even if Tanya was to let her control their body completely, she will always feel like she does not belong with them in the same world, no matter what.
However, from that conversation, that she had with Tanya. She genuinely felt happy that Tanya care about her this way and felt great joy of hearing that she wanted to give her a body of her own. But then she thought.
(If I get a body, then I would have to change eventually and if I were to change then would I still try to protect her? Or be disconnected from her? There are simply to many variable for me to calculate here.... but... I felt very happy when she wanted me to be her first friend, I hope that we can always stay this way Tanya... but if we do then.... eventually, even you would no longer need me...... when that time comes... what should I do or..... would I simply disappear from your mind?)That is what Silver thought as Tanya and Len had their joyful reunion in the hospital room.
Part 3 End