CHAPTER 1 HATE SEED

This was three years ago after the biggest mistake I ever made. Hey, my name is Rosa. And I'm here to tell my story, I hope you guys don't end up like me

When I was 13 years old, I was an ordinary teenager. Like other teenager who love go out made me one of the loved teenager at the time. I had 2 best friend , Lina and Dinda. Everything fine until a new friend came or maybe I should call her an asshole. She was Alex, everyone at the class hated her. She was an arrogant because she so smart at math, she always look down on others. I remember when I first met her, it was disaster. I was greeted her, at the beginning it was going normal but when I asked for help to finish my math exercise, she bullied me, called me stupid and she went to sat in the line of first chair because she assumed me dumb. I was shocked heard that, no wonder she had no friend in the class

sometimes she acting like people who lost her mind, I don’t know how to describe it. But I can tell you she really strange, sometimes she cried and angry without reason and she always brought a knife that made people was scared to her. But of course teacher did not stand and looking student bring knife in the class

Many people called her crazy or anything else, and that was true, I felt she had mental disorder. I felt bad for her and sometimes try to make friend with her but she was jerk. I didn’t have hate for her until one day

I was in canteen with my friend, we were talking about our parents. I talked about my mother, she always be good to me, and she mean much to me. Her smile always made me calm, I can’t saw her hurt or sad because it made my heart like being pricked by a needles. Well, if you want to know, my dad already leaved us, it made me broke and depression at the same time. I always watch gore film to make me clam. Back to the topic, we were talking about our parents and Alex sat in table not near from us were sating and talking about my parents. I didn’t what was the problem with Alex, she went to us and said “You are selfish people always talking about how good your parents and didn’t pay attention to your study and made you are lazy” said her. I stood up, I was angry because she insulted us and our parents. I really wanted to beating her at the time, but my friend Dinda held me

“Go away Alex, we don’t have a problem with you. I know you want attention but it does not work here” said Dinda that made Alex went away from us. I was in stress what Alex said made me remember how my dad called me an idiot because I am not good at math, I took my phone and watched a gore video, it was made my stress gone. My friend Lina scared with that video and she felt like throwing up, so she ran to the toilet but she was nudging Alex. Alex pushed Lina and she dropped on the floor, she can’t hold and was throwing up on the floor. Everyone felt disgusted.

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“Disgusting, how can you did that” said Alex, she was really felt disgusting and even didn’t want to look at it

Lina felt embarrassed and everyone looked at her, she was trying to clean it with took a cloth but when Lina ran to it, Alex propped her feet to Lina feet and Lina dropped to her vomit, many people was laughing at her. Her clothes greased by vomit, she was crying and ran away. It was remembered me how my father dropped hot water on my mother face. I went angry very fast and went to beat Alex, Dinda knew I can’t control my temper, she was tried to hold me but she can’t stop me. I ran to Alex and hit her face. Everyone was shocked. Alex cried as blood came out from her nose, but I didn’t stop I hit her face again and again. No body stopped me until Dinda separated me from Alex. Alex fainted, I still wanted to hit her again but Dinda hold me

I ended in principal room. Alex already woke up, entered the room.

"What's going on here?" the principal asked us

"she hit me sir!" said Alex

"If you didn't bullied my friend I wont did that!" I said, she got up from the chair and walked towards me, I did the same. "Stop it both of you!" said the principal . "Go back to your seats" Me and Alex came back and sat down. The room was silent until the principal took his cell phone from his jeans pocket and called our parents

I was scared, I hoped my mom doesn’t mad at me. Seven minutes later our parents came but I only saw Alex father without her mother. I assumed maybe she was an orphan and it would be nice gossip if that true. The principal asked us to wait outside the room, he wanted to talk to our parents. So we went out and waited, Alex and I never saw each other while waiting for our parents

30 minutes later, our parents left the room, my principal told me and Alex to come home early and he said we need rest

In the car, everything was silent until my mother said "good job honey", I was shocked to heard that but I'm glad my mom supported me

The next morning before going to school, I came to my mother. My mother was enjoying her tea

"Mom, what do you mean by the word good job?" I asked. I really curious because my mother always told me to not make problem with other person but…..now she support me

My mother put her glass on the table and took a book from the cupboard, and gave it to me. I opened it I saw a photo, in the photo there was my mother and a man beside her and I realized he was Alex father

"He's my ex-boyfriend, he's always rude when we was in relationship, he's always hitting me, and calling me stupid, idiot and stuff" my mother went to cried. I can’t saw her like that. I hug her and said “Don’t crying mother I am here” I said, my tears came out and that was the beginning how hate seed grew at me