Synopsis
Cedar Estien wasn't a good person, but that was only partly his fault. His life had been predetermined even before his birth.
Being born as the second prince of Artias, the son of the emperor and the empress, had not made his childhood easier. Instead, he had been raised in the shadow of his older brother, the crown prince, while being ignored by his father and had been forced to join the intrigues his mother had spun to kill the true heir to the throne.
With a personality that would be called twisted by others, he was what many would claim to be the villain. Cedar was aware of that and expected nothing to change, even when he made an attempt to alter his future. He hoped for nothing, and then he suddenly met a person who might have the chance to break down the walls he had built around him so painstakingly.
Lucille was the only daughter of Viscount Valerian, a man who was known to focus on business with little time for other matters at hand, and a woman who had run away years ago without looking back. She was meek and shy, which didn't work well with the ambitious ideas her father had for her and their family. However, until now, she had never had the choice to refuse when she was told what to do.
But when the prince who had fled from confinement and was being searched all across the capital appeared in her garden, she made a decision for herself for the first time. She chose to help him without being aware of the consequences that might follow.
From then on, a fragile friendship blossomed, and it felt like more could follow. But was it possible for them to become happy in this world, where their different ranks were the smallest problem? Could they, who were haunted by their past, free themselves from the burden they have been carrying for all their lives?
[This story is the sequel to “The Emperor's Concubine”, but it can be read without any additional information as a standalone.]
The story will be updated three times a week.
TW: Topic of past child abuse, emotional manipulation and psychological trauma, toxic mindsets and internalized victim blaming
Table of Contents
- 1Prologue2024-11-13
- 2Chapter 1: Father and Daughter2024-11-13
- 3Chapter 2: The Result of a Failed Plan (1)2024-11-13
- 4Chapter 3: The Result of a Failed Plan (2)2024-11-13
- 5Chapter 4: Tense Meals and Formalities2024-11-13
- 6Chapter 5: The Prince of Many Rumors2024-11-13
- 7Chapter 6: A Visit and a Friend's Worries (1)2024-11-13
- 8Chapter 7: A Visit and a Friend's Worries (2)2024-11-13
- 9Chapter 8: Returning to Old Habits2024-11-13
- 10Chapter 9: Hiding Secrets2024-11-13
- 11Chapter 10: The Lost Mother2024-11-13
- 12Chapter 11: Casual Acquaintances2024-11-13
- 13Chapter 12: Old and New Meetings2024-11-13
- 14Chapter 13: Lies Don't Travel Far (1)2024-11-13
- 15Chapter 14: Lies Don't Travel Far (2)2024-11-13
- 16Chapter 15: Misunderstandings and Clarity2024-11-13
- 17Chapter 16: I Will Protect Your Daughter2024-11-13
- 18Chapter 17: Last Chance2024-11-13
- 19Chapter 18: Going into the Capital (1)2024-11-13
- 20Chapter 19: Going into the Capital (2)2024-11-13
- 21Chapter 20: Empty Spaces2024-11-13
- 22Chapter 21: To Be Protected and To Protect2024-11-13
- 23Chapter 22: Welcome Home and a Brothers' Reunion (1)2024-11-13
- 24Chapter 23: Welcome Home and a Brothers' Reunion (2)2024-11-13
- 25Chapter 24: A Hazy Mind2024-11-13
- 26Chapter 25: Future Plans (1)2024-11-13
- 27Chapter 26: Future Plans (2)2024-11-13
- 28Chapter 27: What Do You Like About Him?2024-11-13
- 29Chapter 28: Back at Home2024-11-13
- 30Chapter 29: A Father's Visit2024-11-13
- 31Chapter 30: Tears and Smiles2024-11-13
- 32Chapter 31: A Friend's Warning2024-11-13
- 33Chapter 32: A Duel2024-11-13
- 34Chapter 33: Closeness2024-11-13
- 35Chapter 34: Distance2024-11-13
- 36Chapter 35: A Tea Party with Familiar Faces2024-11-13
- 37Chapter 36: Sweet Like Honey2024-11-13
- 38Chapter 37: I'm the Bad One2024-11-13
- 39Chapter 38: Warm2024-11-13
- 40Chapter 39: Love Talk2024-11-13
- 41Chapter 40: Late Birthday2024-11-13
- 42Chapter 41: A Picnic2024-11-13
- 43Chapter 42: Dinner2024-11-13
- 44Chapter 43: Allergy2024-11-13
- 45Chapter 44: Regrets2024-11-13
- 46Chapter 45: It's Not You2024-11-13
- 47Chapter 46: Returning to Noble Society (1)2024-11-13
- 48Chapter 47: Returning to Noble Society (2)2024-11-13
- 49Chapter 48: Helpless2024-11-13
- 50Chapter 49: I Like You2024-11-13
- 51Chapter 50: Past and Future2024-11-13
- 52Chapter 51: A Resolution on a Calm Morning2024-11-13
- 53Chapter 52: A Small Gift2024-11-13
- 54Chapter 53: The Dowager Empress (1)2024-11-13
- 55Chapter 54: The Dowager Empress (2)2024-11-13
- 56Chapter 55: Comfort2024-11-13
- 57Chapter 56: Cute Couple2024-11-13
- 58Chapter 57: Dancing Lessons2024-11-13
- 59Chapter 58: Weakness or Strength?2024-11-13
- 60Chapter 59: Flaming Emotions2024-11-13
- 61Chapter 60: Run to You2024-11-13
- 62Chapter 61: A Horrible Woman2024-11-13
- 63Chapter 62: Forgotten Gifts (1)2024-11-13
- 64Chapter 63: Forgotten Gifts (2)2024-11-13
- 65Chapter 64: Fall for Me2024-11-13
- 66Chapter 65: What Do You Want From My Daughter?2024-11-13
- 67Chapter 66: Why He Likes You2024-11-13
- 68Chapter 67: What He Has (1)2024-11-13
- 69Chapter 68: What He Has (2)2024-11-13
- 70Chapter 69: What the Future Holds2024-11-13
- 71Chapter 70: A Gift Reawakens Memories2024-11-13
- 72Chapter 71: What Did I Do Wrong?2024-11-13
- 73Chapter 72: Nightmares and Revenge2024-11-13
- 74Chapter 73: New Locations2024-11-13
- 75Chapter 74: Utter Chaos2024-11-13
- 76Chapter 75: What It Means To Be A Mother2024-11-13
- 77Chapter 76: The Villain2024-11-13
- 78Chapter 77: Fiancée?2024-11-13
- 79Chapter 78: Second Chance (1)2024-11-13
- 80Chapter 79: Second Chance (2)2024-11-13
- 81Chapter 80: Broken Pot (1)2024-11-13
- 82Chapter 81: Broken Pot (2)2024-11-13
- 83Chapter 82: Thinking About Her2024-11-13
- 84Chapter 83: Weak Spot2024-11-13
- 85Chapter 84: Why It Has To Be Lucille2024-11-13
- 86Chapter 85: Fireworks2024-11-13
- 87Chapter 86: Consequences2024-11-13
- 88Chapter 87: Princess Consort2024-11-13
- 89Chapter 88: Wonderful and Vile Plans (1)2024-11-13
- 90Chapter 89: Wonderful and Vile Plans (2)2024-11-13
- 91Chapter 90: Of Carriages and Stories of The Past2024-11-13
- 92Chapter 91: Trust in Our Staff2024-11-13
- 93Chapter 92: Festival2024-11-13
- 94Chapter 93: Joy and Disappointing Meetings2024-11-13
- 95Chapter 94: A Goodnight Kiss?2024-11-13
- 96Chapter 95: Scolding2024-11-13
- 97Chapter 96: A Big Issue2024-11-13
- 98Chapter 97: Blazing Fury and Cold Affection (1)2024-11-13
- 99Chapter 98: Blazing Fury and Cold Affection (2)2024-11-13
- 100Chapter 99: Guilt and Happiness2024-11-13
- 101Chapter 100: Marriages and Mistresses2024-11-13
- 102Chapter 101: Blessing2024-11-13
- 103Chapter 102: Inside2024-11-13
- 104Chapter 103: Confidence2024-11-13
- 105Chapter 104: Swear2024-11-13
- 106Chapter 105: Official2024-11-13
- 107Chapter 106: Lovers, Worries and the Future (1)2024-11-13
- 108Chapter 107: Lovers, Worries and the Future (2)2024-11-13
- 109Chapter 108: Self Doubt and Tea (1)2024-11-13
- 110Chapter 109: Self Doubt and Tea (2)2024-11-13
- 111Chapter 110: Laws and Titles2024-11-13
- 112Chapter 111: Jealousy2024-11-13
- 113Chapter 112: Only You2024-11-13
- 114Chapter 113: A Slimy Host (1)2024-11-13
- 115Chapter 114: A Slimy Host (2)2024-11-13
- 116Chapter 115: A Drink in Private (1)2024-11-13
- 117Chapter 116: A Drink in Private (2)2024-11-13
- 118Chapter 117: Invitation and Talking about the Past (1)2024-11-13
- 119Chapter 118: Invitation and Talking about the Past (2)2024-11-13
- 120Chapter 119: Office Talks2024-11-13
- 121Chapter 120: Seating Order2024-11-13
- 122Chapter 121: Family Chat2024-11-13
- 123Chapter 122: Closer Than You Ever Were2024-11-13
- 124Chapter 123: Love, Hatred and Friendship (1)2024-11-13
- 125Chapter 124: Love, Hatred and Friendship (2)2024-11-13
- 126Chapter 125: Love, Hatred and Friendship (3)2024-11-13
- 127Chapter 126: Planning For the Future (1)2024-11-13
- 128Chapter 127: Planning For the Future (2)2024-11-13
- 129Chapter 128: Painful Truth (1)2024-11-13
- 130Chapter 129: Painful Truth (2)2024-11-13
- 131Chapter 130: Monster? (1)2024-11-13
- 132Chapter 131: Monster? (2)2024-11-13
- 133Chapter 132: Regret and Luck2024-11-13
- 134Chapter 133: First Resistance2024-11-13
- 135Chapter 134: Reactions (1)2024-11-13
- 136Chapter 135: Reactions (2)2024-11-13
- 137Chapter 136: Reactions (3)2024-11-13
- 138Chapter 137: Writing of the Past (1)2024-11-13
- 139Chapter 138: Writing of the Past (2)2024-11-13
- 140Chapter 139: To My Defense (1)2024-11-13
- 141Chapter 140: To My Defense (2)2024-11-13
- 142Chapter 141: Punishment and Blessing (1)2024-11-13
- 143Chapter 142: Punishment and Blessing (2)2024-11-13
- 144Chapter 143: Who I Am2024-11-13
- 145Chapter 144: What Do You Want?2024-11-13
- 146Chapter 145: Old Crimes, New Judgment (1)2024-11-13
- 147Chapter 146: Old Crimes, New Judgment (2)2024-11-13
- 148Chapter 147: Fake (1)2024-11-13
- 149Chapter 148: Fake (2)2024-11-13
- 150Chapter 149: An Act (1)2024-11-13
- 151Chapter 150: An Act (2)2024-11-13
- 152Chapter 151: Assumptions About a Brother2024-11-13
- 153Chapter 152: Vulnerability (1)2024-11-13
- 154Chapter 153: Vulnerability (2)2024-11-13
- 155Chapter 154: Breathtaking (1)2024-11-13
- 156Chapter 155: Breathtaking (2)2024-11-13
- 157Chapter 156: Perfection (1)2024-11-13
- 158Chapter 157: Perfection (2)2024-11-13
- 159Chapter 158: Birthday (1)2024-11-13
- 160Chapter 159: Birthday (2)2024-11-13
- 161Chapter 160: The Artist2024-11-13
- 162Chapter 161: Past and Present (1)2024-11-13
- 163Chapter 162: Past and Present (2)2024-11-13
- 164Chapter 163: Conditions2024-11-13
- 165Chapter 164: Time For Two (1)2024-11-13
- 166Chapter 165: Time For Two (2)2024-11-13
- 167Chapter 166: Embarrassment and Titles2024-11-13
- 168Chapter 167: A Mother's Condition2024-11-13
- 169Chapter 168: Old Acquaintance2024-11-13
- 170Chapter 169: Double Agent2024-11-13
- 171Chapter 170: A Long Conversation and Clarity Regarding the Past (1)2024-11-13
- 172Chapter 171: A Long Conversation and Clarity Regarding the Past (2)2024-11-13
- 173Chapter 172: The First Night2024-11-13
- 174Chapter 173: The Morning After2024-11-16
- 175Chapter 174: Children (1)2024-11-16
- 176Chapter 175: Children (2)2024-11-19
- 177Chapter 176: Persistence (1)2024-11-20