There is this boy, who lives in a life where he can't see. He has eyes but he can't see colour,everything for him is black and white. His whole life, everyone was telling him what to be, Who to be and how to be. Eventually he lost himself in all that mess. 

This boy’s name is J. He is very insecure and has no idea what it is to be yourself.  He can’t do anything on his own because he already was rejected  by others and put in someone else’s shoes of what he is supposed to be.  

If you look at him his eyes are dull, full of sorrow and emptiness. His brown golden eyes that are supposed to have bright colour now are dead, he looks like an overused doll that was on the shelf for years.  He also has this smooth shoulder length hair and piercings on his mouth and some on his ears. He did that to feel something, when he was feeling numb.  He doesn’t smile. He has somere t live but knows where that is. His home is a prison at least that's what he thinks. Why? He has two parents that don't care about him. He has a mom  whose happiness is money the same as his dad. His parents both love money, which they don't give to him.  He comes to school everyday with shabby clothes and bruises all over his body. 

One day it was a gloomy day of rain. JAy was coming back from school. There in an alley he was stabbed, he didn't resist being stabbed. There he was lying on the cold cobel ground with his blood on his face, and the rain didn't hellp, because it felt like something quite heavy and then. He heard ambulance sirens. He felt a stranger touching him. He slowly closed  his eyes for a minute, but he could hear. 

‘Hey ! you will be ok! I am here for you ‘ that horse man's voice just pired Jay’s heart like an arrow.  

Jay wakes up and tries to move when he hears a cry. A cry for help. What he sees he sees a little boy in an alley asking for help instead of getting kicked and punched by these men. The boy gets up after everyone is left then Jay turns around and sees his funeral and none is there. But then in all that dark a light starts to shine. And J sees this person with the same hoarse voice he heard before.

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J opens his eyes and he can see anything, only dark he is able to see, he tried to move but he heard a noise,  a ruff man's voice came close to him telling him that he has broken ribs and hurt eyes. 

Jay tried to open his mouth but no noise came out. Only air, he got scared and froze. Later the black was light and he could see a light that faded away and there he slept the night.

When Jay could see he saw himself in him, when he was fully healed he saw the man standing there on the window looking for something that is not there, Jay got up out of bed in a rush and hugged those strangers that felt familiar to him, the man hugged him back. Jay fell on his knees, the man carried hi, to bed and then Jay said I am a liar. The man smiled and said with a soft voice I am your lie, your light and you are my dark. Jay smiled for the first time in his life his eyes were filled with a bit of light. We could see him have some light but then it came, it came like a shooting arrow. It hunted him, he closed his eyes for a moment then the man was gone and he was back in that hospital bed outside he could hear the rain pour like never before a thunder strikes one was, strikes twice then he hears a scream, he holds his head to stop from hearing but then he sees him avian that man that has the greenest eyes in the world. Sweeps him away from the hospital bed and up in the sky where Jay belongs but then an arrow shoots the man and they both fall down.  Then the noises started again but louder as he reached the bed.

J wakes up in the water then he sees a knife and whatnot to end all the lies that he lives in. He wants to end it all but when the sun comes out he sees himself being pulled away, back and forth.

J dies. No one can save him from himself, no one he cries. He cries until morning there he lies on the floor, he sees himself again in that  dark place where he calls home. He has none to call to say goodbye. Except the man that is next to bed with him, the man that was in a coma, for as long as he was there. The man was the same man that he saw in his dreams, Jay wanted to die by the hands of his light so he did. It wasn’t painful as he thought it would be, he smiled at the man with his mouth full of blood and said I am ok , I am not as broken as I am now, and as the bed was getting blood the man too killed himself he was also part of a lie he told. Finally he was honest but something pulled Jay back the light in him was dead his eyes could no longer hold anything so they slowly closed.