Instead of regretting, worrying still, lets think about all the good memories. The things I cherish so much so you see.

I enjoyed your laugh, making you smile, I enjoyed those simple moments with you. I enjoyed hearing you speak, your sharp voice, every cute whisper, singing, or just noise. There are so many memories I hold, I'll cherish them in different ways till old. And if I didn't say that my heart beats, still, as I'm standing at clifflike defeat. It'd be a lie, and... I would hate to lie. Especially to you, to myself too.

Thinking on those memories, a warm spring, and with all of the sadness that still brings. Thinking on those memories, I just sigh, To live, to love, to laugh, and then to die. Isn't that what it means to be alive? Isn't that what it means to love and try?

I was blushing back then, called me a fool. I was flustered back then, when just called 'yours'. I was happy then, to be accepted. I wish those times could stay, I know they can't. To travel so far back, I wish I could.

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One day I received a flower from you, another you called me a lovely fool, another we just spent watching some shows, another we fell asleep on the call. I can remember those moments with you, premature? Maybe. My heart is a fool. For a moment I felt like I was loved, perhaps that was the most foolish of things, and to this very moment they still sting, but would I do anything different? I'm not really sure, these memories bright, not at all tinted by the present's blight.

One day you said that you would ask me out, one day I confessed my hearts love to you. And maybe I went too strongly, too fast. But I'm a fool, the fool you've always known. I am exactly what I've always shown, a fool, I have feelings for you.

So many sweet memories, warm sun rays. If I could, I'd wish those moments to stay.

Not everything will last, I still know that. One last time, I'd like to still play the fool. 'I love you, loved you, wish you the best'. I'd say I didn't hurt right now in jest. Laugh out loud, be so proud, continue on. But I'm not sure if I can smile bright, all I know though is that i'll be... alright.

I'm always alright, I'm always alone. That is how things have always been for me. I'll be okay, and just to play the fool. Dancing, and hiding, my worries away. I hope that the smile on your face stays. With or without me, and me without you.