---- He is doing this intentionally.

I know.

It must be a sick joke He wants to hurt me as much as I hurt him.

But this was not the way.

He was dishonouring me.

He will stop this any second now.

Anyways.

I have more important matters that demand my attention.

Pack your bags and leave tomorrow.

Seeing a woman getting dragged out is not a very pleasant sight.

With that being said he turns around to leave and I immediately push myself out of the bed to run after him.

I stagger on my feet and end up crashing on the floor, just beside his feet.

My arms wrap around his long legs.

No- Xav- I mean your highness wait! You cant do this to me.

I know you are angry.

You hate me.

I was wrong.

But I am not lying.

I really love you and I can do anything to prove it to you! ---- eee Just trust me once please! He stops.

His cold grey eyes look down at me and still there is nothing.

Not even hatred.

As if I am not even deserving of his hatred.

Just say the words.

I will do anything.noveldrama

Dont abandon me like that please.

T have never lived outside castle walls..

1 know nothing of how to survive...

Tcan't live as a rogue...

please! Anything huh? Hope lights up in my chest.

Anything.

His fingers slowly swipe across my trembling lips.

Slowly they slide past my cheek to brush through my hair.And then with a tug he grips my hair to lean lower and whisper in my ear.

Don't ever show me your pathetic face ever again, doll.

---- If you really love me, you should go die in regret and spend each day of your pathetic life repenting.

With this he leaves me and I drop down on the floor.

I see his retreating footsteps going further away.

Yet I don't move from my spot.

Its like his one line got stuck in my mind.

Repeating like a broken stereo.

Go die.

Go die.

Before I know a sob breaks through my lips and I crumble on the floor.

Tears flow unrestrained and I bang my stupid hands on the floor.

The very hands that tried to kill him.

Why did I do it? Is there no forgiveness in his heart for me? He loved me but then when did it all harbour into so much hate? ---- eee = How will I live in the outside world Ihave heard its very dangerous.

And she wolf rogues? They dont even survive a month..

And here I am nothing more than a human.

How will I survive there? And if he really wanted me to die, why did he even saved me that day? Why didn't he let me die? Tt would have been better if my breaths seized that day....

Because from now on I have to fight for my every breath.