CHAPTER 399

399-Sex Is Not Fun Anymore

We returned home and followed the same schedule as every day. I changed

and instantly got into the kitchen to cook dinner for us while he took a little rest

and planned to leave for a run after dinner.

“How is the lasagna?” I asked him, watching him shove his mouth with a

spoonful and not even waiting to swallow the previous bite.

“It’s good,” he answered, scrolling through his phone at the same time.

“I was thinking—,” I cleared my throat, adjusting in the seat. The dining room

was vast, with only the two of us in it. It always made me feel lonelier here

because Lazio would barely talk about anything.

Enter title…

I have decided to make the first move and maybe try to connect. It’s been so

long since we have been awkward with each other.

“How about I take a run with you today?” I smiled, watching him swallow with

difficulty and stare at my face in silence.

“You don’t have a wolf. You will not be able to keep up with me,” he whispered,

trying to be careful with his words.

“I know, but what if I try hard and maybe someday she wakes up?” I rubbed my

palms excitedly when talking about Nia. I have missed her a lot. It was because

of her that I felt so lonely. When I had her, no matter what state I used to be in, I

felt at ease. But now I didn’t have anyone to talk to.

“Oh! Okay. You can try that,” he replied very tiredly. It almost broke my freshly

gained confidence.

“I was thinking maybe you would help me retrieve my wolf inside me?” I pressed

my lips tightly into a straight line and gave him an awkward smile.

“I would love to, but you can see I am so busy these days. And it’s not like you

need a wolf anyway, you have an alpha mate. I can take care of you just fine,”

he shrugged, stealing eyes from me. He knew this was not why I needed my

wolf.

I just wanted my confidence back. Lately, I have been looking around and

feeling like I am invisible. There are times when anyone hardly notices me.

Especially my own mate.

“Valerie seems very committed to her work.” Now that it was clear he didn’t care

about helping me get my wolf back, I brought up the topic of his assistant.

“Oh, she is. I have never seen a girl so passionate and good at following orders.

It is because of her that I got such a good grasp over the business in such a

short time,” he complimented her. His face lit up when talking about her.

Something stung me in the heart.

“She is unique. I have never met someone this exceptional before,” he

continued with a huge smile plastered across his lips.

I kept staring at him. Tears began to itch the corners of my eyes, but I forced a

head nod and smiled weakly.

“That is nice,” I said. Realizing he had never thought of me that way. Because

apparently, she is the only exceptional she-wolf he has ever met.

“Anyway, thanks for the lasagna.” He got up from his seat and kissed my head,

barely touching his lips, and then walked towards the exit.

“I will be late tonight,” he uttered, grabbing his shoes and exiting through the

main gate.

‘Where do you think he is headed to?’ I asked Nia, who I knew would never

respond to me.

‘I forgot to tell you, we are meeting Maynard tomorrow. I am excited to meet him

and Christina. Maybe it will be like before again. They will notice me. Why

wouldn’t they?’ I bit my tongue when sounding so needy. The sad part is that

without my title as the Luna of the pack, nobody really cared for me.

They remembered the hero that saved them that one night, but I guess they

didn’t remember it was me all along. They just don’ t care anymore.

Lazio returned after a few hours and crawled into the bed while I was already

resting. We were staring at the ceiling for a few minutes before he turned over to

me and gently placed his hand on my stomach.

His hands were warm. I spread my legs as a sign of agreement, and he slid his

hand under my nightdress and between my legs. I closed my eyes to give the

impression that I was enjoying it. But my mind was occupied by the thoughts of

Valerie. I will be fooling myself if I say I didn’t suspect something off about the

two of them from the way they were acting around each other. His finger slipped

into my vagina, and a moan escaped my lips. He slid two fingers this time, and

my body squirmed. It’s been two months that I wasn’t touched down there. Just

when I was beginning to get mesmerized, he got on top of me and rested the

head of his hard dick on my pussy. The instant he made his first entry into me, I

yelped.

‘The way they look at each other, don’t you think there is something going on

between them?’ I asked Nia while Lazio thrusted in and out of me.

‘Please help me with this mystery. I am feeling like I am getting fooled, and

nobody even cares about my feelings anymore. I feel so lonely now,’ I begged

Nia to answer me back. A warm tear rolled down from the corner of my eye.

That’s when I felt Lazio pulling away from me and jumping out of the bed in a

quick move. Before I could raise my head and see what was going on, he

slammed a vase against the wall and startled me.

“You are fucking crying? Is it that bad of a feeling to be under me?” he shouted

as he walked back and forth. I got out of the bed, mending my nightdress and

awkwardly looking for the right way to tell him what has been running through

my head all this time. Original from .

I knew for a fact that we were getting into a heated argument tonight.