Unfortunately putting this novel on an indefinite hiatus.
It hurts for me to do this because I spent literal months between work and school plotting this story. But it's also part of the reason it’s being dropped. I made the foolish mistake of TOO much detail. The worldview got way too large. The story was to progress from a small world of magic and gods to the upper realms, and finally extending to the entire multiverse. My four MCs will eventually come together to create an intergalactic empire with several long arcs detailing their progress. but I ain’t writing all that 💀
And I hate that. I hate what i've created with my own two hands. I also hate myself for hating it. And most of all, I despise the pace of my own story. It's too slow. The introductory arcs are unnecessarily complicated and long. Rookie mistake from me. I can't just skip to the middle parts or the story won't be complete. And not to mention the characters feel kinda…dead to me. I can't help but see them as robots for some reason. I hate dem. The four MCs for this story were based on the 16 mbti personalities so they seem like robots to me. Following a certain script. Dead with no life.
It's actually already a miracle I pushed myself to nearly 50k words so i'm pretty satisfied with myself though. Never exceeded 25k words before! I nearly doubled my limit so i'm not going to hate myself that much. I realized I'm actually very blessed to even get this far so I'm thankful to the characters in my story for accompanying me this far. I wish I could complete their worlds though rip.
One of the things I've realized from this writing journey is that the initial outline doesn't have to be perfect. A story is meant to be perfected as it is written. And the right story requires a lot of luck. I was actually the type who didn't believe in luck before. Now I'm trying my best to be a kind soul everyday or karma might bite my ass. Life’s hardships(college exams xp) can even make someone non religious spiritual.
Anyways i've lost love for this story. I'm at the point where I have zero motivation to write. Life is draining the soul outta me(feels like all the work i do is useless in this economy). So i'm unfortunately dropping the ax. But out of my unwillingness to leave my huge colorful world incomplete. I will return once in a blue moon to add a chapter or two. Dear future self, im watching you, get back here and write mf.
Huge thanks to the handful of people who accompanied me so far on this journey. I wish everyone good luck on their own journeys. Stay safe. Eat well. And stay warm this winter. Now go touch grass :3 (as for me? There is no grass here. Only snow. So im touching digital grass c:<)
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Seeya taking a trip to uranus.
Return date unknown but soon
~Majar arthuronranus
*boom*
*ship crashes*
RIP
In loving memories
20XX-2023
Final Word of They Day( dont judge me. I like collecting beautiful quotes to motivate me when depressed.)
–“What is discipline? Its self love. its ignoring something you want now for something better later on. Discipline is the commitment you have for your dreams especially on days where you feel bad. The future you depends on the current you to uphold the promises made.
–“Tomorrow will be better. Even if it's not, just keep saying it again and again. Because it just might be. You don't know. At some point, it will be better.
–“We live in a world where the fool believes everything he sees while the wise questions everything.” (I unfortunately am not the wise one as I never follow the advice I give or receive lol.)
–“Honesty without compassion is cruelty and kindness without honesty is manipulation. Don't just be nice in exchange for something. It's not enough. Be kind, responsible, honest, and brave.”
–“Don't try changing the world or others. It'll make you miserable. Focus on improving yourself instead. But don't overdo it. Live life, enjoy life. People aren't self improvement projects. Let yourself feel.”
Wholesome anime recommendation:
Ore monogatari (my love story) a romcom following the muscular but kind-hearted Takeo Gōda who tries to protect the timid Rinko Yamato and fumbling around their romance because both are equally clueless.
Song recommendations:
Escaping gravity (by thefatrat) - check it out! Beats are fire! And so are the lyrics!