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Gu Yi takes Yu Fei to the hospital to check again. He shows that he is more concerned about the baby than her.
After so many visits, the doctor is familiar with her, with a helpless expression of "Why you again". But he still examines her dutifully and scolds them severely.
“Do you want this baby? Why do you always make mistakes? Pregnant woman's emotion can affect the development of the fetus, Why don’t you listen to advice? If you don't want this baby, go out and turn right. The Painless Abortion welcomes you.”
The doctor is really angry with Yu Fei. He has never met such an unconscious pregnant woman for so many years.
Yu Fei just wants to refute that they are not couple, but attention is captured by the words "Painless Abortion". Her hand touches lower abdomen unconsciously.
It's still smooth, but she can feel a stiff part.
When she comes out of the doctor's office, she’s still a little dazed and almost runs into a bench without realizing it. She glances at the sign of Painless Abortion.
Gu Yi notices that and suddenly scowls, he grabs her shoulder and looks straight into her eyes, “Yu Fei, tell me what you are thinking about.”
“I... I want to...”
"You want to kill this baby, don't you?" Gu Yi doesn’t allow her to escape and blurts out her thought.
The darkness in her heart is suddenly exposed to the strong light. Her body is trembling. She cannot help thinking. Anyway, Ko Chen is unwilling to recognize the existence of this child. What's the meaning of keeping the baby?
"Because that person doesn't want it, you don't want it, do you?" Gu Yi ruthlessly punctures her thought once again.
Suddenly, Yu Fei pushes him away like a frightened hedgehog with spikes. "What can I do? I can't let him be born without a father, and this is unfair to him."
"His father doesn't want the child, but is it fair that his mother will give him up?" Gu Yi, with a cloudy face, is angrier than her.
What he said jabs her wound. She seems to have lost language, slumping down on the bench without any word.
Watching her like this, Gu Yi's heart breaks. This is not the case in the past school days. Yu Fei was energetic and positive, and could bring happiness and strength to people around her. Because of this, Gu Yi was attached to her.
Unfortunately, time can wait for no one. When he is able to give her happiness, not only did she marry early as a madam, but she was also tortured by that man and lives such a miserable life now.
Pain, annoyance, unwillingness, and distress all combine to turn into a flame, burning Gu Yi's reason. There is only one distinct direction in his mind: he must not let go of that man, to make Yu Fei happy and guard her smile.
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With such awareness, Gu Yi reached out to Yu Fei, “Get up, it's cold. Go home with me. You can think about the abortion for another day. If you have the determination tomorrow, I will bring you back. This kind of thing cannot be solved in a hurry for one or two days, right?"
Convincing with reason and moving with emotion, Gu Yi reluctantly persuades her to go back with him.
Gu Yi's house is large and of a simple western style. Unlike the impression of Gu Yi on others, the color of the room is cold and the furniture is arranged neatly, without any vitality of life.
"There are two guest rooms. Do you prefer the south or the west?" Gu Yi turns out the bedclothes from the wardrobe and helps her clean the room. There is no servant, but the maid comes regularly every day.
After looking around, Yu Fei chooses the west one without any hesitation because it is far from the master room.
She is embarrassed to be free and wants to help, but Gu Yi stuffs a plate of fruit salad and asks her to sit and watch TV.
The boring show can't arouse Yu Fei's interest at all. She puts her hand on abdomen and thinks.
Gu Yi notices that and taps lightly on her forehead, complaining, “Are you thinking again?”
“Am I?”
Yu Fei is a typically stubborn person. Gu Yi says nothing but stares at her. Although there is no word, his eyes seem to gain an insight into her.
"Well, you haven't thought of anything. Have a good rest today, and I will take you to the hospital tomorrow."
His sudden non-opposition to abortion leaves Yu Fei helpless. She has some contradictions: does she really want to kill the baby?
In fact, she did not make up her mind. Ko Chen doesn't want the baby, so she kills him as he wishes. Or she is expecting Ko Chen’s expression if he knows the abortion, will he regret it?
How cruel is it to use a baby who hasn't met the world to test this kind of problem? Yu Fei shakes her head, trying to throw negative thoughts out of mind.
Gu Yi notices her distress, not pointing out. After cleaning up, he takes her to the supermarket to buy food, to cook for her, and to walk with her after dinner.
They watch a movie on the sofa together in the evening. The schedule is so full that Yu Fei has no time to think about anything else.
As night fell, Yu Fei sleeps soundly in Gu Yi's guest room.
On the other side, although Ko Chen is sick in bed, his concern for Yu Fei remains the same as before.
"Do you find out where she goes?"
Steward's expression is odd and his eyebrows frown, “Instead of going to the hotel, madam went to her classmate's home.”
Ko Chen has never heard of any classmate with whom Yu Fei has a very good relationship, except for a man he has met recently.
At the thought of this, his hands under the quilt tighten and clench into fists. Just a few days, the relationship between the two has developed rapidly, and she even moved to his house. Ko Chen gets angry and jealous.
"In despair, suddenly redeemed by a light. A thousand times gentler than ex-husband, before such a man, no woman cannot be moved.”
Duan Qingfeng leans against the door, shakes a glass of red wine leisurely, and says something that seems inadvertent.
Ko Chen's face grows darker and darker, and the temperature of the room decreases.
"What did you mean just now?"
"Did I say anything?" Duan Qingfeng pretends to be silly and feels powerless because his friend can't understand his thoughts.
He has been wise for a lifetime, but only being blindsided emotionally. He cares her sharply, but still pretends to be alienated. Even jealousy must be suppressed. Ko Chen, when have you been so indirect?
If he really gives up, shouldn't he hope she starts a new love and meets better people? But can Ko Chen do it now?
Duan Qingfeng closes his eyes and rolls white eyes on himself. Why does he worry about Ko’s fancy challenges?
Ko Chen is on the verge of an outbreak. Uncle Zhang, seeing the strange situation, immediately diverts his attention, “Master, madam is in the hospital. The nurses there hear that she has the intention of abortion..."
Uncle Zhang gets a stern glance before he finishes his words.
What kind of eyes? Full of tremendous destructive atmosphere, like a warning given to the enemy by an invaded lion. Even Uncle Zhang, who is well-informed, cannot help trembling with his legs at this moment.
Ko Chen's spirit is the same as that of his father.
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