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Chapter 7: 3rd of September/Year 301 [5/8]

Chapter 7: 3rd of September/Year 301 [5/8]

Time crawls by at a snail's pace as we work in silence, the only sounds the crackle of the hearth fire and my mother's occasional pained groans drifting in from the sleeping area. Eventually, the vegetable stew bubbling in the iron pot over the flames fills the cramped space with its thick, savory aroma.

Maeve ladles out two wooden bowls and we eat together, the warm broth and chunks of meat and root vegetables a welcome respite. Once we've had our fill, Maeve rises and returns to the sleeping quarters, no doubt to feed my laboring mother.

Honestly, where in the seven hells could that lout Oisin have wandered off to? It's already well past midday, and the trek to Erik's cottage shouldn't take more than twenty minutes at most from our wretched little hovel. I wouldn't be surprised if the drunken bastard simply fell face-first into a puddle and passed out there like a common sot.

As if on cue, I hear Aislin's muffled voice drifting out, the words strained but clear. "Oh, I hate this feeling! Why must the babe torture me so? I wish it would just start coming out already instead of this endless torment!"

Maeve soon reappears, a wooden mug in hand. She disappears back into the sleeping area after filling it, and I can't resist the urge to peek inside after her.

There I see Maeve crouched beside Aislin's pallet, gently lifting my mother's head so she can sip from the mug. Despite her obvious discomfort, Aislin manages a weary smile at her sister.

"You always were a tender nursemaid, Maeve," she rasps out. "If only you'd been born first instead of me, you could've spared yourself this misery!"

Maeve snorts indelicately. "Aye, and had the good fortune of being sold off to some brutish farmer at twelve summers instead? I'll pass, thanks!"

As if it's better that she ended up on the streets as a whore and later in a tavern as an official one?

The two sisters share a look, an entire unspoken conversation passing between them. Then, to my surprise, Aislin throws back her head and lets out a hearty laugh that quickly dissolves into pained wheezes.

"Oh, mercy! Don't make me laugh, you wicked girl," she chides through gritted teeth. "I'm like to split in twain as it is!"

Maeve grins wickedly. "Well then, I'd best keep my mouth sealed. Wouldn't want to deprive the village of its finest broodmare, now would I?"

The two cackle together like a pair of hens, their mirth only broken by another powerful contraction seizing Aislin's body. I watch, utterly transfixed, as this strange dance of agony and levity plays out before me.

Aislin's face contorts with another wave of agony as the contractions intensify. She grips the straw bedding, knuckles whitening from the strain. Maeve dabs at her brow with a damp cloth, murmuring soothing words.

"Maeve..." Aislin gasps out between ragged breaths. "You must promise me. If I don't survive this birthing..."

Maeve's eyes widen, but before she can protest, Aislin continues with renewed urgency.

"Promise you'll see to it that Lile ends up safe in Erik's household, no matter what!"

I watch with rapt fascination as Aislin's trembling hand shoots out to clutch at Maeve's dress, her desperation palpable.

"With all your might, Maeve! You must fight for her to be with Erik if I'm gone. Don't let anyone stop you!"

Maeve blinks rapidly, clearly taken aback by the vehemence of Aislin's plea. "But...why would you think such dark thoughts now? You'll pull through this, I know it!"

Aislin shakes her head weakly, sweat-soaked hair clinging to her pallid cheeks. "You don't understand, girl. Birthing babes is a perilous ordeal for us women. Death comes swiftly and without mercy."

Her grip on Maeve's dress tightens as another contraction seizes her, face contorting in a silent scream. When it finally passes, Aislin fixes Maeve with an intense, almost feverish stare.

"Swear it to me, Maeve! Swear on your immortal soul that you'll fight like a wildcat to get Lile to Erik if I don't make it. Claw, bite, whatever you must to keep her from Oisin's clutches!"

Maeve's mouth works soundlessly for a moment before she manages a hesitant nod. "I...I swear it, Aislin. You have my word."

But Aislin is unsatisfied. With surprising strength, she hauls Maeve closer until their faces are mere inches apart.

"That won't do, girl! I need to hear the vow from your own lips, lest you think to break it later."

Maeve flinches at the intensity in Aislin's eyes, but finally relents with a sigh.

"Very well. I, Maeve Aodhansson, do solemnly swear upon my immortal soul to fight with every scrap of my being to ensure Lile ends up in Erik's care, should you perish in childbirth."

A ghost of a smile flits across Aislin's lips as she releases Maeve, sinking back onto the pallet in exhaustion. "Good. That'll have to suffice, I suppose."

But her respite is short-lived. Another powerful contraction wracks her body, and she cries out harshly. In the throes of her agony, Aislin's hand lashes out once more to clutch at Maeve's skirts.

"And if you break this vow..." she pants, eyes boring into Maeve's with grim promise. "If you let my Lile fall into Oisin's hands after I'm gone...then I'll haunt you for all eternity, you faithless wench! My spirit will torment you night and day until you beg for the cold release of the grave!"

I can't help but shiver at the vehemence in Aislin's voice, the sheer desperation of a mother fearing for her child's fate. Maeve seems similarly affected, her face paling as she nods jerkily.

"You have naught to fear from me, Aislin," she whispers, voice tinged with awe. "I'll not break my sworn oath, this I swear."

Aislin holds her gaze for a long moment before giving a curt nod of acceptance. "See that you don't, girl."

The tension in the cramped room is palpable as another contraction grips Aislin. She bears down, face contorting in a rictus of agony that seems to age her decades in mere moments. I find myself leaning forward, utterly transfixed by this raw, visceral display of a woman's primal struggle.

When the spasm finally passes, Aislin slumps back onto the pallet, chest heaving. Sweat glistens on her brow as she turns to regard me with eyes brimming with a complex swirl of emotions - love, fear, resignation.

"Did you hear that, my Lile?" she murmurs, voice thick with the strain of her ordeal. "Your Auntie Maeve has sworn to keep you safe, no matter what befalls me."

I nod solemnly, putting on my best childlike facade of innocent understanding. But deep within, I am utterly fascinated by this bizarre ritual playing out before me. The depth of maternal devotion, the willingness to defy even the specter of death itself for one's offspring - it is a primal force I cannot begin to fathom from my own detached, rational perspective.

"Yes, Mama," I reply, injecting just the right quaver of childish trepidation into my tone. "Auntie Maeve promised to make sure I go live with Master Erik if you...if you can't stay with me anymore."

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Aislin's face softens into a weary smile as she reaches out to caress my cheek with trembling fingers. "That's my good girl. Always so bright, taking everything to heart."

Her gaze drifts back to Maeve, who still kneels beside the pallet with an expression of stunned awe. "You keep that promise, Maeve. Guard her well in my stead, if the Lord sees fit to call me home to Him this day."

Maeve gives a solemn nod, seemingly at a loss for words in the face of Aislin's grim acceptance. An uncomfortable silence stretches between the three of us, broken only by Aislin's harsh pants as she weathers the next onslaught of contractions.

I watch in morbid fascination, my mind already analyzing the potential outcomes should this birthing truly claim Aislin's life. With her gone, what leverage could I potentially wield over the broken Maeve to ensure my path to Erik remains unobstructed? And if that fails, how might I go about manipulating the oafish Oisin into granting me the same freedom?

So many delicious possibilities to ponder. For now, I content myself with observing in silence, filing away every nuance of this primal drama for future consideration. One thing is certain - I will not allow a mere peasant birth to derail my lofty ambitions, no matter how much blood and viscera must be shed to keep me on my chosen path.

Just then, the rickety wooden door to our dilapidated hovel creaks open, and in strolls Oisin, his boots leaving muddy prints on the dirt floor. Trailing behind him is the towering form of Erik.

Took Oisin long enough to find him.

Oisin gestures gruffly towards the sleeping area where my mother Aislin lies laboring. "See to my wife, Colm," he grunts.

Erik lets out an exasperated sigh, but complies, brushing past me as he strides into the cramped sleeping quarters. I peek around the corner, watching as he kneels beside Aislin's straw pallet.

"How fares the birthing, good wife?" Erik asks in that rich, rumbling baritone of his. "Pray, let me examine your progress."

Aislin manages a pained smile as Erik gently lifts her skirts to inspect between her splayed thighs. "The pains come harder now, but the babe seems in no rush to greet us yet."

Oisin stomps over, his brow creased in a scowl as he joins Erik at Aislin's bedside. "Have you no pagan potions to ease her labor, Norseman?" he demands gruffly.

Erik scoffs, shaking his head as he rises smoothly to his feet. "There are no draughts or charms to hasten the miracle of birth, you superstitious lout," he chides. "I'm more annoyed you scoured every stone in the village searching for me like a hound on the scent, when your wife is clearly not even close to delivering yet."

Oisin's scowl deepens at the rebuke. "Well if you're so wise in these matters, when will Aislin start pushing out my heir?" he growls.

"It will likely take some hours more before the babe crowns," Erik replies evenly. "But I shall wait here until the darkness falls to see if it happens by then."

Oisin grunts in acknowledgment, just as Aislin cries out sharply. Her face contorts in a rictus of agony as another powerful contraction grips her. I watch, utterly transfixed by the raw, visceral display of feminine endurance.

"The child shouldn't be present for this," Erik murmurs, his piercing emerald gaze flickering to where I lurk in the doorway.

Oisin shakes his head stubbornly. "Nay, I want the girl to meet her new brother as soon as he's born."

A wry chuckle rumbles from Erik's broad chest. "You seem quite certain Aislin births a son this time. What if it's another daughter that issues forth instead?"

"It will be a boy, I'm sure of it!" Oisin insists with a scowl. "The Lord answers my prayers at last."

Erik sighs again, running a hand through his flaxen braids. "Very well, have it your way. But at least allow me to wait in relative comfort until the babe decides to make its debut." He arches one eyebrow at Oisin. "Unless you'd deny a guest your hospitality until the darkness falls?"

Oisin seems to consider this for a moment, then nods brusquely. "Aye, I'll have the wench fetch us some ale to whet your throat, Norseman."

A ghost of a smile plays across Erik's rugged features. "Ah, but I'll wager you've naught as fine as the mead I gifted you on my last visit, hmm?"

To my surprise, a bark of laughter rumbles from Oisin's chest. "You've a sharp tongue as ever! Aye, I'll pull out that sweet honeywine you gave me. The very thing to toast the birth of my heir, whenever the brat decides to arrive!"

Even Aislin manages a pained chuckle from her pallet. "Oh, how I wish I could join in your revelry, husband," she laments breathlessly.

I can't help but let out a childish giggle at their banter, drawing their attention. Erik's eyes crinkle at the corners as he regards me with an indulgent smile.

"Come then, Oisin," he rumbles. "Let us repair to your main room and slake our thirsts properly while we await your son's grand entrance."

With that, the two men stride past me into the larger chamber, Oisin barking at Maeve to fetch the mead from the cellar. The young woman scrambles to obey, rising from her place beside Aislin's pallet.

As Maeve disappears into the cramped root cellar, I scurry over and tug insistently on Erik's tunic. The Viking turns, his intense emerald gaze finding mine as I gaze up at him with what I hope is a suitably childlike expression of worry.

"Is mama going to be okay?" I ask in my most innocent lilt.

Erik's calloused hand ruffles my hair in a gentle, reassuring gesture. "Have no fear, little one," he rumbles soothingly. "Your mother is made of sterner stuff than she appears. The pains will pass, and soon you shall have a new brother or sister to dote upon."

I nod obediently, though inwardly I'm rolling my eyes at his platitudes. Erik leans closer, his voice dropping to a conspiratorial murmur.

"When the time comes for the babe's arrival, I may ask you to go outside and play for a spell. Do as I say then without fuss, yes?"

Again I nod, putting on a suitably grave expression for the burly Viking's benefit. Oisin, however, seems to take umbrage at Erik's words.

"Pah, the lass needn't flee like a startled colt!" he scoffs, slamming his mug down on the rough-hewn table with a thud. "Birthing's a natural part of life on this earth. She should stay and bear witness, not run away from the sights and sounds like a milk-fed babe!"

Erik arches one golden brow at my father's gruff declaration. "With respect, Oisin, your daughter is still but a small child herself. I would spare her tender eyes and ears from such a visceral, traumatic experience until she's older."

Oho, Erik is afraid that the trauma would probably unlock my gifts. Little does he know that I wouldn't be traumatized by such a visceral sight. Poor dude has no idea what he's dealing with.

Any further discussion is curtailed by Maeve's return, the young woman carefully carrying two large jugs of honeyed mead. She sets them on the table with a dull thunk, then moves to retrieve a pair of battered wooden mugs from the storage nook. With deft motions, she fills them both to the brim with the sweet, fragrant brew before retreating to a corner, the remaining jug cradled in her arms.

Huh, so she's roleplaying as a tavern maid, guess it goes deep for the poor broken thing.

Oisin doesn't seem to notice or care about Maeve's odd behavior, immediately lifting his mug and taking a long, greedy pull of the potent liquid. Erik is more restrained, sipping slowly as he regards my father over the rim of his cup.

"War?" he asks in a low rumble.

Oisin grunts an affirmative around another mouthful of mead. "England."

"Bad," Erik states flatly, his brow furrowing.

"Aye," Oisin agrees with a weary sigh. "Very bad for us all, I'd wager."

Oisin turns to Erik, his ruddy face creased with worry. "Will you take my whole family with you to Norway when the time comes? Not just Lile?"

I watch with rapt attention, my eyes wide with curiosity. Erik takes a long draught from his mug before setting it down on the rough-hewn table with a dull thunk.

"You seem troubled, Oisin," the Viking rumbles, arching one thick golden brow. "Does the thought of my taking your daughter to my homeland fill you with such dread?"

Oisin shakes his head, lips pressed into a grim line. "Nay, 'tis not that, Norseman. But there's...there's talk of the English bastards massing for war again along our western shores."

A heavy silence falls over the cramped hovel. Even Maeve seems to lean forward slightly from her corner, the jug of honeyed mead clutched tightly in her hands.

"Aye, I've heard such whispers too," Erik admits after a moment, his deep voice somber. "But surely you're not afraid of a few puffed-up English churls rattling their swords, are you?"

The big man chuckles, but there's an edge of tension to the sound. Oisin shoots him a dark look, his eyes like chips of flint.

"You know not of what you speak, foreigner," he growls. "I was there when the raiders came before, when their longships disgorged those heathen savages onto our shores. I saw what they did to our villages, to our women and children."

Oisin shudders, and I can't help but inch closer, my childish curiosity piqued by the rare display of vulnerability from my normally gruff father.

"They killed without mercy or honor, those Norsemen filth," he continues, voice low and haunted. "Burned our homes, slaughtered our livestock, and...and took our women as cruelly as any man can take a woman."

Erik's expression has grown grave, all traces of mirth gone from his chiseled features. When he speaks, his tone is measured, almost gentle.

"I know the savagery of which you speak, Oisin. My own kinsmen were not immune to such bloodlust in those dark days of raiding." He shakes his head slowly. "But the English you fear now are not pagan marauders. They are Christian men, soldiers sworn to their king's banner. Surely their conduct on the field of battle would be more...restrained?"

Oisin barks out a harsh laugh, startling me. "Restrained? You know nothing, Norseman! These English bastards make your heathen brethren seem like merciful angels by comparison."

He leans forward, pale eyes boring into Erik's emerald gaze. "They care not for the rules of honorable warfare, for the ancient codes we Irish still cling to. When their armies sweep across this land, they will burn and pillage and defile with no regard for man's laws or God's."

A tremor runs through Oisin's broad frame, and I realize with a start that the big man is afraid - truly, deeply afraid in a way I've never seen.[...]