I used to be so innocent, so naive what was the word...hmmm ? Ha ! It's candide I think, anyway I was... Weak ! A weak ass teenage dude that couldn't run more than 5 yards without panting like I was in shock, I would cry soooooo easily it's shameful a pat on the back could break me, a common cold could put me in bed for weeks, a love movie could make me cry like my grandma just died ... Yeah that kind of weak. Helplessly weak ...
I'm ashamed to admit that even now I'm fairly weak, even as one of THE most powerful being i'm still weak enough to blush when thinking about the past me. Soo this is a monologue I'm having in one of my closed-door meditation session, this particular one has been going on since 231 456 years (well in a different dimension where time flow at a reaaaaly slow rate ... ) 2 month 12 days 18 hours 17 minutes and 12 se- no 14 seco- ...
Anyway it's boring, even as a cold blooded assassin of the Shadows, the Master of Darkness, the Ruler of time and the Emperor of all living things under the Heavens, to stay still and ponder on stuffs i lived and experienced just to maybe if i'm lucky find enlightenment and get a boost in cultivation or on my understanding of the rule of this plane of existence ...
It's boring right ? To hear a crazy old man talk so much bullshit ...? In truth I'm not some old OP dude, I'm still the weak 16 years old highschooler daydreaming in class, while staring at the clock hoping that my death glare filled with bloodlust and killing intent could make it afraid enough to speed up a little bit ... didn't work but worth the try.
Well it's not like the history of how dumb the king of france was during the revolution of france and how much having no food can make a group of weak and fearful paysans become an army of bloodthirsty people ready to kill there own king to satisfy in a weird way there hunger's, is gonna help me in the future with any kind of normal job like lawyer or well anything really, just something to have enough money to brag about and finally die an unfulfilling life...
Yeah I know that's some grim thought but what could I say I'm a pessimistic men. I don't like seeing the world as a place full of opportunity with wonderful people ready to help you out without any form of compensations whatsoever, because let's be honest with each other, everything has a price and everybody in this world is your enemy, they're all ready to backstab their own friends if you ever show them any sort of weakness ... Yeah, told you some grim thoughts.
But anyway what I am is just one ordinary student among many other students, in a average high school ( Ok let's be honest once more it's at the very most below average...), the only barely unique thing about me is that I have a twin sister (and no i'm no women, i'm a pure male with all the stuffs that goes with it ) she's like THE most popular girl in the school, while still being a top grade student, she has the kind of social life that allows her to decide if a party is worth going to or not ... Yeah I know, I'm jealous but the worst is, she is too kind of a person, she can make anyone ready to trust her (well if you asked me, I'll would probably say she is a master in psychology capable of making the most sceptical person, one of her most devoted believer... Well that's if you asked me... )
She is to me what chocolate is to dogs, poison. A pure being of evil, what you would expect from her, if you ever meet her, would rather be a kind and understanding girl without any problems whatsoever... well you would be totally wrong ! She's a Fucking sadistic bitch ! She's capable of anything once we're back at home or any time we're alone ( soooo without witnesses...). She's so used to beating me up that she can do it without leaving any marks on my body while still inflicting me with enough pains, to make me almost have a mental break down. Weirdly enough, she stop's just before I go nuts, it seems to toughen me up in a weird kind of way... I have a lot of theories about her existence, the one that as the most chances of being right is of course her being the embodiment of the Goddess of evilness herself, just ready to make my life Hell upon earth. But the psychiatric in school doesn't seem to share my opinion about her, he think's I have some kind of psychiatrical issue like I have a fixation about her ... pfffff, I really wonder where this dumbass got his degree!
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Anyway, I'm talking to you about today 'cause something special happened, I kind of heard a voice in my head, it told me something about my bloodline being...Special. Some kind of talent that we have for something called "Cultivation". It's about making ourselves evolve into a being more than Human to a higher species. I just don't care anymore, the voices kept telling me weird thing, while growing up I learn to ignore them. But this time it was different, I wasn't able to tune it out, it kept on and on, telling me to start cultivating my body and to never trust science, especially the nanorobots that are mandatory... If I wasn't some kind of abnormal freak of nature who was afraid of only one thing, my second half Manalissa ! I would have been like all teenage, and become over excited about becoming special and of course I would have trust the voice and get tricked into being someone puppy, but no I'm not. I'm the brother of a psychopath with some kind of double personality issue that make her at the same time an "Angel" to others and a Demon to me. Which already made me special, specially tough…(too high of a price to pay for my tastes...)
Pfff..It's not funny?! I heard voices but she is the one that got issues, double personality issues. You must think that I'm the one who got issues but what should I do? Everybody when they see me just smile there most genuine smile but I can see past there disguise, the hint of disgust and sheer jealousy hidden in their eyes, thinking thing's like "You ! How dare you ! the pitiful who get this famous, intelligent, and athletic girl as your sister. Argh!!What a pity for that worthless piece of **** to have that kind of luck. God is a ******* unjust son of a bitch " Yeah you might be right, God is really unfair, but I still remember that I once had a loving mom who dressed me, made me the most loving food, read me stories with sheer love in her eyes before I went sleep. I can't stop myself from seeing this mom, when the crazy woman who live in my living room shit and piss herself, I can't help myself still hoping that one day she's going to turn back to the loving women who protected her son when the evil Demon hurted him, and soothe him when his head was making voices.
I got a liiiittle sidetracked, sorry. Where were we...? ohhh right I was telling you about were I was and what I was doing. Well there's not much to say, I'm in school right now facking concentration on my teacher's speech, about what I assumed,was whatever he's expected to teach us ... load of crap about history I believe, but we all know the principle of the winner being the hero, and the loser the villain. I'm not saying some pro-nazi shit I promise it's just that I can't help myself from not trusting these history manuals, most likely writen by the winners... I get sidetracked way too easily...sorry...
"AARON get the **** out of my class !"
"hmmm is someone talking to me ...? Ohhhh isn't it the presumed rapist Mr. I forgot is name, something professor ...? " Houuuhh,who just say that ...? He look's really mad right know, I looked around me to see who was gonna get in trouble, but... why would everyone look at me at a time like that...? hoooo now I know, I'm in trouble. Damn ! I forgot to take my pills this morning...! sighh...Why is trouble always knocking at my door... it's gonna be a really long day.
I was having my monologue while being led to the principal's office by some happy "schoolmate" of my class... a family my ass ! ( if you're wondering, it's just that at the start of school year we all promised to be a "family"... it only took them two days to excluded me...I told you the world is filed by traitors...). The moment I opened the door my mind was working at full speed to find a way out of the troubles that were around the corner (literally)...And of course nothing came up, I'm alway dumb under pressure, one week of exclusion...maybe I could down it a little bit...He’s so busy these days, he’ll never notice... Shit soo gonna get whiped …
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Writers note: This story is just a rough draft we wrote when we started Highshool with my friend now we're done with School sooo we're just gonna post this ....(We're french so english isn't our first language sorry for the mistakes and the grammar...)