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Soul of Dead
Why I always end up on zero .

Why I always end up on zero .

So I have hope but no true lead evrything seem like fake .

My existance itself is fake in other words in this unkown world like I don't know anyone other than Raghav , who is itself very suspicious . He is not a boy who will help anyone with benefit. Why he is helping me and looking at him make me suspicius itself . He look like someone i don't reamber .There is must possibilty that he know about me . He is my neighbour . Maybe he carry me here he want me gain all my memmory he want to help me more than i want my memmory back . He must know something about me.

I sweetly ask how long you are in this city. Before answer my question he smile and said you are suspicious of me now .

I was blank don't know what to say next . He broke the silnce saying but you look good while smileing . I promise you that I am living her for 3 year and i have nerver saw you .

I am from a small city i come here to become a Dr. I want to become a psychiatrist . Your case is very unique type i want to know about you . I want to know what are the currcumtance that lead a person to recover from amensia you have my word you are just my paitents and I am just helping you to gain knowledge . It will just benefit you becoz you don't know anyone and i want to help more and more people like you who are suffering in this world due to yhis memmory loss .

Lets work on that number . and about this elecricity bill.

we both get ready and try to call the constomer care they don't want to revel idenity of the person and we are hopeless same with the case of bill paying this country don't know anything just paper work can't they see what i am facing . They are heartless.

Raghav come with a bottle of water and say drink you must be tired do you feel dizzyness or anything. I said no I am fne . He say lets active that number . If the number is non exixting let get that number and wait for some call on that very number maybe someone call becoz that number must be in use somethime ago.

I said good idea and we apply for that number it took 3 days to avtivate that number .

from the day of activation its almost 5 days there is no call no message exept some cpany message due to start of this new number . Sitting hopeless staring on the phone screen suddely it ring I attend it . It was Raghav. He said don't scroll my phpne so such all tho it is my old phone but i still have privacy don't check my gallery i have some of my awsome pic you may fsll in love with me I don't want that so understand what i mean.

I cut the phone such a digust he is when he try to act cool . The phone ring again here he go again.

I rudely said WHAT THE HELL I DON'T WANT ANYTHING .

There was a girl she said Sorry Mrs. Singh there was special discount earlier you were always active so i just call to ask if you want . I in a instant manner said yes I want..There was a silnce for some second breaking he silnce i said what are you selling . She said we have all your wishlist beuty product . This 10 aloe mask in just RS 699/- . I said send it to my old address . Yes sure mam . I said can you repeat the adress for me again for make me sure that its correct . She said sure mam . The adress is Building No- 4 near sant school ,sonipath Haryana . How will you mam . I said well 699/- is a bit huge money can you give extra discount . I know she is asking for bit more money saying its on discount all tho i feel sorry for her but money is important.

She in a little bit of irrited voice said its alredy on discount mam what else you want. I said i don't want to buy your tone is annoying a cut the phone becozi don't wan to waste my time i wan to tell it to raghav before i forget it i run toward his house and repeat all the thing he note down the adress and said are you ready to meet her.

I nod in yes this is the first time I am this much happy . I find i lead and it seem true . but what if this adress turn out to be fake again i should not be this happy . If the same thing happen just like happpen to number waht will i do . Raghav said don't worry this much we found a existing thing have hope that we will find her even if not we can have her new adress by asking the cureent owner of that house becouz that owner must be there.

I laughed and said that to find a owner of house we have to find anoter oner then to find her another this will contiuse will i ever know what happen to me . I shouted loudly god you are also non existing that why this all thing is happening to me .

I just knelled on the floor crying . Raghav sit downa and pat my head saying you are crying over a uncertain future maybe we will happen more disappointment in future be ready you are warrior . This word maybe look like childish but i feel it a have to fight . So i just said when we are going . He said 2 days later one day for me to take leave sorry for that and one day for prepartion .

I am waitng for months but these 2 days are more difficult to wait for .

For 1 whole day I din't see Raghav maybe he is preparing everything very seriouly after all am one of his project . But I don't feel bad as long as I can know who am I . I am ok with anyhing .

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2 days pass Raghav still not shown my packed lugage asking me are you going to unpack me .

I sleep becoz don't know why I have hope that he will come in morning saying lets ok.

The same thing happen he come and said Lets go. He was little bit amazed becoz I didn't show any anger disappointment. He ask me are you ready or not. I nod in yes and said yes . I know you will come . I have put all my trust in you now it importent that i shold wait for you. Raghav seem little bit happy and carry all my luaggage saying when iask for one week leave they make it hype and i have to do all 1 week work in 2 days with all this prepaartion . I pat his head and said Thanks!!!!

We sit inside the all tho he is matured boy who can take care of himself and me . Yes right now me too . but he is a cute boy inside he just blush so much like a small kid so happy when some say he is good boy. we reach the platform and wait for train . when i was sitting on the bench a group of boy was staring at me and one of rhe boy who was sittinf in the centre said girl like her are meant for love at first site . This line this is the same line i have heard it before not a single line is change have Raghav said this line before i should ask him but he went to buy water . It will be better if i ask him direct so i go to that biy and ask him do you know me . He boy was little amzed and said No. but if you want i will love to know a girl like you and put his hand on my shoulder. It was getting a bit uncomfortable so I push him away saying no its ok you don't need to know me then. The boy was shameless he grab me from my hand and said where are you going lets have a coffee . I will pay you nicely trust me . The next thing i konw is that someone puch that boy that hard that he fell on the ground with bleeding mouth . It was Raghav . He hug me a said in a very angry voice who allow you to touch her . That boy ask your wife yourself she come and ask me do you know me so i just said i want to know her . Control your wife before hitting anyone . He in a little bit on clam voice then earlier said She is my wife and only i can touch her. Stay away from her . He didnt deny but its the best for present momment

I have never seen him this angry before he always try to make me happy becoz I am his project. When we were sitting on train he ask me do that boy look familair to you . I said No . Then he in anger tone ask then why did you go there any person who is staring at you din't mean that he know you . You don't know men they have habit to stare at girls .

I said Yes I know . You know then why did you go there . I said he say that girls like her are meant for the love at first site . This line seems familiar have you ever said that near a tree and bench with so many fallen leave someone have said this to me . Raghav in amazed tone said all tho i beleive in this line for you but I have never said that to you and this background. Try to recall more . I try but I recall is this line said by a boy sitting next to me on a bench with lots of fallen leaves and trees .

Colour of bench try to recall . I foucus so much and said it is brown . Raghav said this is great We will go back afer talking to miss Singh and find all the pack with brown bench .

Talking and analayse we reach the ddestination. All we need to do was to find the address it was not very tuff because Mrs. Singh is very famous Psycologist of that very area . We reach her house and ring the call bell . One young boy of age 6 I guess open the door and said what you want ??

Raghav come forward show his Id card and said . I am your mothers student . I am working on a project and come here to ask something realted to the project . The boy mom is not at home she will come after 8 'o' clock in night. And close the door we don't have any place tp go becoz staying at hotel will charge money and we are out of money . Becoz Raghav is almost paying for me everything. Even in future if it turn out Raghv is very bad person i will forgive him. He is the best thing happen to me till now. After one an hour the boy open the door and said why don't you just go to her clinic and give us card of his mother address. We in hurry manner go toward the hospital.

Reaching the hospital it was not tuff to find her . We take appintment and sit there only to wait for her.

After one hour A lady of about about age 45 or more enter. She have tied her hair in bun and wearing very pain sarree and white appron. She undo her mask and said you are my student . I don't reamber you.

Raghav told her whole of my story in short and she ask where is the number .

After seeing that number she said yes this was my number 5 years ago . It get turn off when I left Delhi .

I ask why you left Delhi. She said my husband said its time to leave so we leave . I left Delhi 5 years ago . The basic thing was we were living in a small appartment on rent we were family of 3 but the house a was near hospital and my baby was small to be left alone so we were staying there. The appartment owner was very nice but almost 5 year ago he suddenly message me saying that his sister want to live there so we have to leave this make my husband very angry and we left Delhi to come to our home town . I said in a instant manner is this your old house in Delhi. Showing her picture of of mpresent house . She said yes this is my house earlier . I ask her who is the owner my eye are about cry . She said he is a boy . He is same age as my husband and he live in London now . He left India 5 years ago . He was good friend of my husband but what he did to us my husband don't talk to him anymore and then one day he call us saying sorry . He regret to do that to us . If we havn't move out his only sister must be alive and then he cry so much saying that He will never come back again. And at present we have no contact with him. He is not active on any social sites and his number is long gone.

I was a little bit amazed His sister is dead. She said yes . I ask her have you seen her sister. She said no but she want to talk to me and want to say sorry for this sudden transfer. Did she call you. She said yes but i did't attend the call becoz my husband don't want me to talk to her. Your husband know the onwer can you help us to make his skeach . She said I have seen him just two time my husband will help you. I garb her hand and almost cry . She pat my head and said maybe god want you to reacll all your memmry . You are brave girl don't cry we will help you . Come stay at my house for 2 days till you get your whole info.

After months of hopeless we have hopes to find someone. we went to Dr. mams house with her .

She show us our room and we leave to sleep. This is such a good night. Hope next day will be good.

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