CHAPTER 9: WISHFUL THINKING 

IAN’s POV :

"I had a really good time tonight,"Erica Diaz purred and batted her eyelashes at me.

"Yeah, me too,"I replied shortly.

It wasn’t a lie.

I was driving her home after our dinner date, she picked this Italian place and the food was decent.

Conversation with her was decent too, and she was easy on the eyes.

She's got a nice ass and a good set of rack, and a pretty face to match.

She kept mentioning how she’d been single for the past six months.

Clearly, she was hungry for some.

If this was me a month ago, I wouldn't think twice about throwing her sexy ass on the bed and giving her what she wants.

But after that night at the bar, that crazy whirlwind night, I couldn't stop thinking about Emma.

She was all I wanted.

Anyone else was just...a distraction. I couldn't forget the way she moved and the way she teased.

How warm and wet she was when she was wrapped around me.

God, just the thought of her was enough to get me all worked up again like some horny motherfucker.

"This is me," Erica said suddenly, breaking my train of thought.

The car came to a screeching halt in front of this white house with a white picket fence.

Erica took off her seatbelt, but she didn’t open the door immediately.She was playing with her keys.

"Would you like to come up for a drink?" she asked as she bit her lip.

Honestly, I was tired of more small talk. I wanted to get home and I needed to get her out of my system.

"I'm kind of tired"

"It will be a quick drink," she said simply, and I knew what that meant.

I took a deep breath and sighed before saying: "Alright, sure,"

And as soon as I said it, the biggest smile curved up her face.It wasn’t long before we started making out on her couch.We were both adults, and this wasn’t my first rodeo.

Reaching down my pants, her hand stopped at my length and started massaging me over the fabric.

I let out a pleasant groan and she started to unzip me.

She smiled widely as her hand found my cock and she pulled it out, revealing its full length.

"Wow," she couldn't help but lick her lips hungrily.

I watched her as she leaned down and took my tip into her mouth.

Her tongue swirled and danced around me, leaving hot saliva all over my length.

I threw my head back in response, my hand palmed her by the hair tightly.

Her mouth felt nice around me, but I wondered what Emma’s would taste like.

S h i t.

"Don't be so tense, big boy," Erica murmured as she planted wet kisses around my tip.

Her hand was holding onto the base, keeping me in place.

I relaxed myself and focused my thoughts on this, instead of somewhere else. Contentt bel0ngs to N0ve/lDrâ/ma.O(r)g!

Erica’s mouth began to take me in, inch by inch.

She went as far as she could until my tip hit her throat, and she pulled out.

I tightened my grip around her hair and within seconds, Erica's head started bobbing ferociously along my length.

I jerked myself up and down, following her movements, thrusting into her throat like there was no tomorrow.

In the heat of the moment, Erica’s face disappeared and I was seeing Emma's instead.

Emma’s hand was wrapped around my length and her little mouth was wrapped around the tip of my cock.

I pushed even harder into her mouth and she gagged in response.

"Fuck, E-!" And I came, hard and heavy, spilling my seed into her mouth.I stopped myself before I said Emma’s name out loud, and thank God I did.

Erica took my spill and swallowed hard, licking her lips victoriously as she finished.My chest felt like it was sinking when I saw Erica's face, and not somebody else.

She was looking up at me, eyes dark with lust and hunger.Not wasting too much time, I took her by her hips and flipped her body around on the couch.She gasped pleasantly at what I was doing.She placed her hands on the side of my face and she pulled me in for a kiss.

We continued kissing for a while, my tongue was roaming the inside of her mouth and her body whimpered at my touch.She wasn’t a bad kisser, but it wasn't great either.Still, I was determined to make this work.

She laid flat on her back as I positioned myself above her.My hands trailed her curvy hips all the way to her busty chest.Yanking her tube dress and bra down, I released her breasts and they bounced.I delved down to capture her nipple with my mouth, sucking and nipping at her hardening bud.Erica was moaning and screaming my name like there were no other words in her dictionary.

My other hand went down the length of her dress before pulling it back up,revealing the black lace panties she was wearing.I pulled down her panties in one swift move, causing her to gasp.

Her wet throbbing core was exposed to me.

Slipping a finger through her slit easily, I started playing with her clit.

She threw her had back and thrashed her hips up in response, craving for more.

I responded by plunging a finger deep inside her, and another one followed quickly.

"Oh, lan...lan...lan!" She was a moaning mess.

And somehow I didn’t like it.

Grabbing her crumpled panties on the floor, I stuffed it inside her mouth, and she took it gladly.

Her moans became muffled groans and I was more okay with that.I wondered if I'd like Emma to scream my name.

S hit, what kind of thought was that? Shoving away the stupid image in my head, I pulled my fingers out of Erica’s throbbing core and flipped her body around effortlessly.

Her back was now facing me, the dress had hiked up to show her gorgeous ass.

My hands instinctively went to grope her ass cheeks.

Damn, they felt good.

Parting her legs wider with my knee, I slipped my fingers into her core once again, thrusting even rougher this time.

My other hand went to grab her tit, squeezing it tightly as my fingers pinched her erect nipple.

Erica was panting and screaming through the fabric in her mouth.

Yeah, it felt good, but not as good as hers.

I never had anything as good as hers.

"S h i t,"

I muttered lowly to myself, cursing the fact that Emma’s face kept popping into my head.

"..lan?" Erica asked through muffled breaths.

"Get on your knees," I said rather curtly.

She complied in an instant.

Her body was flushed against the couch, her knees on the floor, and her ass was Sticking out into the air.

I liked this position better, at least I didn't have to see her face.

"Please, lan..." she begged.

God, I hated the sound of her voice.

I wished it was Emma's instead.

"Shut up!" I said out loud.

I meant to direct it to myself, but Erica piped down instantly.

That works too.

Taking my spot behind her, I held my pulsating manhood and started stroking it gently, all the while I was thinking about Emma.

I knew it was wrong, I wasn’t supposed to be thinking about fucking my own student.

But it wouldn't be wrong if I didn't actually do it, right? After rolling some rubber on my length, I placed my hard erection against her slits.

She responded by opening her legs further, allowing me more access.

Her core was glistening, almost dripping.

Gripping onto her ass cheeks tightly, I shoved myself inside her with one hard thrust.

Her body jerked in response and she threw her head back.

Not giving her a chance to say anything, I pulled out quickly and slammed into her one more time, even deeper and harder this time.

Next thing I knew, I was riding her pussy in fast, ragged moves.

I kept my hold on her hips firmly as I pulled her body in and out of me.

Her nails dug deep into the couch as her hips bucked up in response and she kept screaming after my name.

Somehow I wasn't enjoying this.

She was way too easy and way too eager.

So I closed my eyes and imagined that it was Emma instead.

How fucking beautiful she would look with her ass up like this.

And then I would fuck her from behind, and her tight pussy would clench around me, fitting into me like a snug glove.

"Fuck!"

The thought of her made me harder than a rock.

I was thrusting into her with such force and speed, Erica’s whole body convulsed as she came unraveling around my cock.

She let out one last scream as her pussy tightened around me and the warm liquid trickled out of her.

I thrust into her a few more times before I let go and released myself.

It wasn’t the best, but I needed that release.

I pulled away from her and adjusted myself.

She was still lying breathlessly, face down on the couch.

I took the panties from her mouth and tossed it to the side.

She was smiling at me from ear to ear.

"Wow, lan, that was amazing," she was still panting.

"Yeah," I gave out a small smile.

Connections, chemistry, and the art of fucking—they weren't one-way streets.

Many people didn’t get this, though.

If they thought they were having a good time, they would just assume that their partner did too.

Erica got up to her feet and started straightening out her dress.

She walked towards the kitchen and began raiding her fridge.

"So, about that drink —" she was about to say something, but I cut her off before she could finish.

"So, I'll see you around," I said as I gathered my keys from the coffee table.

She whipped her head up quickly in shock.

"Or you can stay?" she asked.

"I have some work to get to,"

"Oh, okay," she looked disappointed, but she was trying her best to hide it, "I'll see you around then,"

Without turning back to look at her, I headed for the door.

I couldn't get out of there fast enough.

As soon as I got into my car and closed the door, my fist curled into a ball and I hit the steering wheel several times in frustration.

Fuck.

I just fu cked some chick while I was thinking about my damn student the entire time.

What the f uc k is wrong with me? I didn’t have the answer to that.

So I took a deep breath and I kept telling myself that this was just a glitch in the system.

I'd forget about Emma soon enough.And with that, I started the drive home.Not thinking about Emma was a lot harder than I thought.

I liked this girl ever since I saw her at the bar.

She was gorgeous and wild, but she had _ this innocence about her that I couldn't put my finger around.And when I saw her again at school, I was floored.

The fact that she was my student hit me like a boulder to the head, but the fact that I could see her again—it made my heart double in size.» I felt like such a shit motherfucker for even feeling this way about her.

But that was what I felt. I could lie to Erica, but I couldn't lie to myself.

My eyes drifted lazily at the side of the road as I was driving, and suddenly I caught sight of something familiar.

I hit the brakes immediately and took a double My eyes drifted lazily at the side of the road as I was driving, and suddenly I caught sight of something familiar.

I hit the brakes immediately and took a double look, thinking that my brain was playing tricks on me.

I rolled down the car window to get a better look, and I was right.

Emma was walking all alone, in the middle of nowhere, in the dead of night.

"Emma?" As soon as she heard my voice, her head turned towards me and her eyes widened in shock.

"Mr. Hayes?"