So tired ... so bored of this empty life ... why am i even holding on ?
My last relative died a decade ago and i withdrawn myself from society to focus on my writing . I stopped reaching out to my friends and eventually , so did they . Only things i have left is this house and my writing .
Sure , i can paint vibrant worlds with my words alone . Worlds many people all around the earth enjoy and love to lose themselves in , but my own world is empty .
Stagnant .
Lonely .
Maybe i can do something about it ? Maybe i can go outside and meet some people ?
Yea , i will go out today and walk around the city . Maybe have lunch in some restaurant ? Heh , maybe even i will meet someone in that restaurant and we will hit it off ? HA ! Yea , fat chance .
Well , who knows ? Stranger things happen every minute in the world , so who says it cannot happen to me ? Yea , i will go out today . How long was it since i last left my home ? A year , more ? No matter , i am going out today and that is my final decision ! Lets clean up and get ready to have my little adventure in the city . Hehe , i am getting excited .
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Ok ! Hair and beard cut and trimmed , freshly showered , nice comfy clothes . Time to head out ! ...
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Heh , been a while since i been here , i remember this old restaurant . Shame it closed , i met Misha here . Good girl , shame she moved to europe eight years ago . I really liked her . Welp , she has her own family now and she is happy . I hope ... Maybe i will call her to catch up and talk for a bit . Yea , when i get home i will contact her and see if she even remembers me , hehe .
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Hmm , i don't remember this store being here ? Is it new ? Lets see what they have .
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Aaahh , i haven't been in this park for what now , thirteen years ? They cleaned it up quite nicely . Yea , i like what city has done with the place . Even people around seem content , this is a decent city to live in . Lets just sit down for a bit and enjoy this serene atmosphere .
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Hmm , it is getting late , is it time to go home ? Yeah , seems like it . I am kinda sad now . Heh , i can go out tomorrow too if i feel like it . Yeah ! Lets enjoy myself , now that i finally got up from my ass and started moving again . Damn , i am tired , should i start exercising ? Yea , would be better for my health if i did , i didnt notice how weak i got .
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Aaahh finally home , lets put my little souvenirs down here for now and just relax on couch for a while ... Yeah , that was actually quite tiring little walk . Then again i was out for most of the day . Did i overdid it ? Seems like i did , have to take it slower to not get a hearth atta.... GRAH ! HURTS ! ... MY CHEST ! It hurts so much , like someone shoved a fucking dagger through my heart ! Where is my phone , have to call emergency quickly ! Fuck , you piece of shit , UNLOCK !!! ... Out of battery ? WHAT THE FUCK ?!? Dont tell me i am gonna die when i finally decided to live ... have to get outside ... cannot breathe ... outside ... almost there , door , out ... outside ... cannot breathe ... brea.... ... well , shit ... hopefully there is something after death .
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GRAAH !!! WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT ?!? Was that a dream ? ... No ! Everything was too real , too strange yet familiar . Was that me ? Why would i think that ? ... Why do i believe that ? Why am i so sure , that that was me ? Ok , ok , calm down you big winged lizard ! You are a dragon , not human ! .... Human ? Was that what i was before i died ? ... I died ? ... This is so weird , i have to calm down ! ... Yeah , just like that , breathe slowly and deeply . Don't want to get a heart attack ... again ... heh .
So , that dream was my previous life ? Is that where all this knowledge comes from ? Is that it ? ... Sounds reasonable , as much as that seems impossible , that's all i got . Why now though ? Why not when i was born ? Weird , something tells me there is some kind of a reason behind it , but i cant puzzle it out . Maybe because i was happy little lizard , oblivious to what i am ? ... Sounds ... somewhat reasonable , maybe there is some truth to it .
Ok , what now that i know this ? Does it change anything ? ... no ... Nothing changes just because i know i had a life before this one . I am Tramas now ! I am a dragon , not human anymore ! That life is over , so now i will live like i did until now , like a true dragon ! ... I wonder if there are humans in this world too ? ... Does it even matter ? I am a dragon , so why would it matter either way ? If they attacked me , would i kill them ? ... Yeah , i would ! Why wouldn't i ? If something tries to kill me , why wouldn't i kill it instead ? Its self defence after all ! Yeah ! Race doesn't matter , after all . People are people and if they refuse to behave like people , then they are monsters that need eradicating . World would be better without a murderous idiot with a superiority complex after all .... I have to make sure to not become one though .
Welp , back to my daily grind . At least i have something else to think about on my journey north . Now to find myself a breakfast . What will i have now ? Spiketails are actually quite good , once you get through the scales . Scalehoofs are my favourites still , so we will see what i can find . At least i haven't seen any more undead after that one zombie .... Wait ! Is that what it was ? A zombie and undead ? ... Huh , these memories might come in handy . Interesting , lets see what else i can recognize , now that i seem to have got more knowledge . Maybe it will help me to learn how to fly ? Somehow ? ... Hopefully that will be the case . Honestly , i cannot wait to fly . My journey north would be much faster that way .
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Huh ? What happened to my not so little dragon now ? Oh ? Now that is interesting ! Is that ? .... HAHAHAHAHAHA . YES LITTLE DRAGON ! Yes , you are more and more entertaining every time i take a look at you ! First your advanced body , then your parents , and now you are a reincarnator ? Well , not quite , but something similar . Yes , little dragon , keep being entertaining and i might give you something nice again ! Hehe , i really love it when something interesting happens in this boring little world . Haaaah , its been so long since i last laugh so much ! Well done little dragon , entertain me some more ! Heh , universe knows it i really need some entertainment .
Now , back to this boring little world . What are those idiotic elves doing again this time ? ... You really want your race to go extinct ? Because this idiocy is exactly how you get something that can do the job for you , you stupid little mortals ! How many times is it now ? Haaaah , i guess it is time for another intervention .... OH ! They are on top of a dormant volcano ? PERFECT ! ...
Oh .... that might have some unforeseen consequences ... at least ash cannot summon a FUCKING SHOGGOTH !!! How did you expected to bind it with such shoddy rituals ? I swear , without me , this world would be either a lifeless rock or ripped to pieces already a million times over ... Haaaaah , i hope my little dragon will be entertaining me for some time . Don't die on me my little miracle ... Wait ! Now that i think about it , advanced body , blessing , past life knowledge , quick growth . Heh , hopefully you will become one , little dragon . It has been a long time since the last king of dragons appeared . Hehe , yeah , you will be entertaining to watch !