am I going crazy? I am tired of feeling like this, my legs are red and bloody, covered in myself-made scars, there is nothing here but me.....and 'him' I guess, and those thoughts those feelings, no matter how much I cut and kill, it is never enough to overpower how this feel, I am tired............

THAT WITCH!!!!

her scarlet hair fooled me, in the end, everything she said was a lie, in the end, it was all meaning less, after all the time we spent, all the struggles after everything IT ALL OVER, SHE DIDNT EVEN SEE BACK SHE DIDNT EVEN LOOK AT ME, I DIDNT DESERVE THIS SUFFERING, SHE LIED. SHE LIED, SHE LIED, SHE FUCKING LIED!!!!!.

now I am looking at the stars, the ones she promised would be mine, MY STARS, they are all there, but none remain in my hand, I saw it all fall apart, whose fault is it, I've been trying to stand up, but I always fall. the floor won't stop grabbing me and tricking me, and now they all see me here.

THIS IS THE LAST TIME

KISS ME

LOVE ME

HOLD ME

Kiss ME NOW

LOVE

I DO KNOW HOW MUCH TIME I HAVE

I KNOW YOU FAILED ME

I KNOW I FELL

I GOT IT

NOW YOU SEE ME HERE

I GAVE YOU LIKE I GAVE NO ONE ELSE

ALL I ASK IS FOR THE LAST KISS

kiss

kiss

kiss

you know if you kiss me, you'll save me

in the end, I always felt the same, you took it all and left nothing, can you see me?

of course, you can't

NO ONE CAN

you failed me

I've been looking for results, I can't escape this place, so stop nagging me, don't hold me, don't even look at me your filth, I'm looking at the stars, I have who will save me, his eyes are like mine, but worse...

Stolen story; please report.

"Cut it all, cut those ties, free yourself from those chains, be free, nothing else will hold you down, I'll kiss you, I'll poison you, I know it all, I fell Aswell, I went for it, WHAT DO YOU EXPECT FROM ME"

"FOR YOU"

"I WILL"

"REVIVE"

the man covered in chains said those words, he held my wrist, I know what you are playing, and I won't lose again.

then I opened my eyes

then I saw it all

my eyes

his eyes

"You and I aren't the same, us two aren't one"

I lost yesterday thinking of today, and I am still the same

"Look around"

look around

there is not enough space, it is all filled with a grey sky, the same one I see when I close my eyes

how long has it been since I arrived here?

how long will it be?

"Now, take my hand, let's leave"

you always do the same, what will even change?

"EVERYTHING"

it all will change.

"HE LOOKS JUST LIKE ME, HE SOUNDS UST LIKE ME, SO WHY IS HE BETTER?!?!?"

stop yelling, I get it, that's how I sound, aren't you supposed to be on my side anyway?

"What do you mean"

don't roll your eyes at me...

"YOU T RA P ED US H E R E"

I KNOW

JUST SHUT UP

"............................................"

god......what do you even know......

don't answer

"So, what's the plan"

Do we wait?

"I am tired of you"

too bad it's not like you can leave again, I won't let you anyways, we just for someone to break this place, it's really fragile anyways

"Who would even care enough to break us out of here"

"That black-haired devil won't be here"

YOU will

"Rolls eyes"

..........

come on, you can't just say it

"Rolls EYES!"

ok now.... anywho, what do you wanna do in the meantime? I know it'll take you time

"Just let me take control"

we both know I can't

"You take too long..... hey......I have an idea"

don't smile like that...

oh

he left

guess it's just me here then

at least the views aren't that bad, it's a bit creepy but it could be worse, I like this ENDLESS grey sky

when I'm out of here, I'll have my revenge.

I can't wait to see that witch's face and that guy with the black satchel

THEY WILL REMEMBER MY NAME

hmm

hehehehehehe

hahaha

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what was his name again...?

mellow............?

yeah

I think that's it

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