Today I am soo happy, I got admitted in the Ashram of heaven………………………

…………………………………………………………………. I was not alone as my family came with………………………………………………………………………………………………..

……………………………………………the ashram was at the cliff of mount…… cliff was al but one with the Ashram peak…………………………………………………………..

………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….. my brother pushed aside me, and he got biten, in my place,

…………. I can still see his back there as tears started to fall ……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….

The ……life fell and The ashram peak got divided in half.

Unauthorized translated note of one of the Forbidden books , My Life.

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Ahhhh…. Some one yelled, and just like tat the dam of scielence broke.

no save me…

….run,

run away

…………………..

Be safe.....

I can hear the voices, a lot of them full of fear its like they are running from something . Something fearsome so much that can make them run in despair without a single shred of hope.

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As much as I tried, it was in vain, as I can't get a glimpse of any thing, its all blurry , which makes my claim even bolder that, its…… all a dream .

A dream of something which I still am not aware of because how much can you ignore something, its been thousands of time that I have seen it, and its all similar, yes similar not same.

I tried to look around its all hazy like mud has been pasted over all . It was chaos all around, where is life to live.

I woke up, and it was again a similar dream , I get dreams of similar situation, chaos filled all around, everyone running for their lives full in fear and despair….i sit up though its slightly uncomfortable in this hole , but still better than being a food for monsters.

This dream every time it comes , my body, it starts to shake, yes I don’t know how and why , but my heart starts beating faster during those moments, just like now, so I want to know what it is and or is this some floating dream with no matter.. But when ever i come out of those sensation I feell refreshed I feel my brain is working even faster than before, as I feel a lot of things starts being clear in my mind.

When it started, I always think of this question, but the answer, I don't know, I don't know when it happened, but I started to think, yes think, my thought process, it started to change, it was no more, a single word based on instinct, like hunger the most dominants one, like earlier, but it was more like, what do we call it ,...yes, refined.

I dont know any particular reason behind this change as far as I recall, but maybe it all started when I got hit on my head by those creepy monsters.

Yes, they were creepy, no, they are creepy, those twilling tails layered with green saliva of theirs, with a big head and small bloated body, yuk, just thinking of them make my body shudder. They are week but never alone, always in group .

I have fought with them many times, and have always lost , there was no any big reason just that, they are a lot, more than me, and always grouped. I don't understand , why are they always grouped, why don’t they just go on separate ways, why just be dependent on each other.

I really hate them, they don’t attack me or similar to my self, but its nothing to be happy about as they take my food away in front of me and I cant even get it back, lets forget it that I cant beat them , even if I get my food back somehow, it will no longer be food but poison, because of their hateful saliva, which drops everywhere anywhere they go .