Life is hard, death is hard, love is hard, hate is hard, can't get hard, there are eight hard, Ronald accounted for a full five of them, his life is basically a history of suffering, fortunately is a short story, because he only lived to 28 years old.His life might have ended there, but fate took a turning point at that moment.

Ronald rolled over, wet behind him, his clothes uncomfortably sticky to his body, and he remembered dimly that he had been hit in the back of the heart by a bullet and had fallen to the ground, bleeding all over.

Is this what death is?Ronald was at peace, and it was a relief to die quietly.

He waited in ambush at the gate of Cao's villa for five whole days, finally waiting for Cao to appear, pulled the trigger and sent a bullet into Cao's head with a sniper rifle at the very moment before Cao could get on the bus. Bump, blood spilled all over the ground. In the faraway mirror, a hole appeared in Cao's head, and Cao was lying bleeding.

Cao's eyes were blank, and eventually they drifted out of focus.The bullet through his head played back in Ronald's mind with great pleasure, an expression of hatred.

Cao had a lifetime of glory, but died in the hands of Ronald this  small fry, it is estimated that a ghost is not how willing to it.In the face of death, everyone is the same, even if he is very rich, can not save his life.Do too much evil, it is always difficult to escape the cycle of retribution.

At the moment when Cao's head bloomed, Ronald found his outlook on life had undergone a complete metamorphosis. It turned out that everything was just a bullet.His picture might be on the front page of tomorrow's morning paper.It would say, "The richest man Cao was killed," and then post a big close-up of the gangster for the world to admire.

After Ronald shot Cao, his bodyguards spotted him, tracked him down and fired a bullet into the back of his heart.The pain in Ronald's back was what it felt like to be pierced by a bullet. His heart was becoming numb, and he could feel the life force passing rapidly through his body.He was dying, but he laughed, laughing at his own life of ignorance, death only to wake up.

He had avenged his parents, and the events of the past came back to him like movie after movie. The only thing Ronald had in the world was her unsultry smile.

She is Ronald's high school classmate, now married life, but her beautiful face, as before engraved in Ronald's heart, with the passage of time, more and more unforgettable, I do not know when she saw the news of Ronald and Cao died together, what kind of reaction, is a sigh, or sad tears?

Dusty memory is like the flood that broke the dike, emerging in his mind, he is very regretful, some things, wait until understand, but already too late.In his life, he has too many regrets, too many unfulfilled wishes.

Ronald reached out to grab something, only to find that everything was far away, that life had come to an end, and that the darkness ahead would never cease.Regret and depression were like a sharp knife, and kept cutting at his heart, and the pain was beyond control.What did I do wrong in my previous life? I was punished and tortured like this! He hissed at the bottom of his heart as tears rolled down his face.

Slowly, I don't know how long, Ronald's mind slowly calmed down.His mind is still active, his head is still able to think. Is this death? Perhaps this is my soul.For a moment there was a touch in Ronald's fingers, and it was so real, why, after all this time, I was still conscious, that he sat up and looked around, bewildered.Is it hell?

Ronald's dull eyes slowly returned to focus as he looked around. Some old objects came into view: wooden beds, chairs, a slightly worn floor.Where is this?Am I not dead?Suddenly like a dream, there is a kind of unreal feeling, he touched the back of the heart, full of sticky liquid, took a look in front of the palm, there is no blood, but sweat.The clothes on the back are soaked with sweat, it will feel wet.What's going on here?

Didn't I bleed a lot? He remembered the blood, red as red wine, the color of dying life.Ronald pinched himself and felt pain. It wasn't a dream, was it a dream, what happened when he shot Cao?Why is it so real there?Which is real and which is a dream?

He looked around in confusion. There was too much confusion.The dark light, some shabby wooden bed, desk, chair, dad's antique wall clock on the wall, is giving out a ticking sound.Memory, such as an old photo album, slowly open.

The environment here is so familiar, isn't this the house he lived in in high school?Sunlight filtered through holes in the curtains, and the pain of dilating pupils gave him a harsh sense of reality.I'm still alive. Ronald held his right hand in front of him, a sickly pallor in his slightly immature hands.

"What's wrong with me?Am I the person I was ten years ago or am I the person I will be ten years from now?"Ronald scratched his hair in agony.He organized his thoughts, and fragments of his memory began to come into focus.This was the year he was eighteen years old, the summer vacation of the second year of high school, his parents were not at home, he had a high fever of 40 degrees, almost died.I'm lucky to be alive.

At that time my parents left him a little money, and then gone to two or three months didn't come back, phone also couldn't get through, just like disappeared, at that time he thought parents gone, fear, panic, fear, and the emotions associated with him, and fell ill with a fever, left a deep psychological shadow, become timid, this character didn't change until after the age of 25.

When he grew up, he learned that his parents were still there and that they had borrowed money from friends and relatives to do some smuggling business across the border. At that time, the country was in desperate need of polonium, a kind of strategic material.Ronald's parents somehow found a way to collect this stuff, smuggle it back to the country, and it's purchased by the state for hundreds of times the price, thus making a fortune.

The situation was very tense at that time.Ronald's parents did not dare to see Ronald, and the matter is a military secret, if leaked, there will be a fatal disaster, Ronald and his parents misunderstanding was buried, until many years later, the matter passed, his father told him the truth, Ronald forgave them.That year, my father used the first bucket of gold to open a metal smelting company, and made a few big deals, the career of rapid progress, solve the plight of the family, so Ronald was transferred to the city's elite school.

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Did I really go back to that time?Everything, can really start again?Surprise and perturbed interwoven, Ronald can not describe the mood at this time, heart be swayed by considerations of gain and loss, he worried that everything now is just a dream.Ronald got out of bed and pulled open the curtains. The heat of the blazing sun was like a flame, and the burning sensation told him that he was not dreaming.

Bow the head, on the desk of windowsill edge still put his textbook, mechanical theory, automation theory, language, higher mathematics, intelligent program language and so on.As Ronald opened the books, the familiar words flowed like a spring of fresh water, accompanied by memories of his past. These books were his lost youth.Senior high school grade 3, he transferred to the aristocratic school in the city, the success of his father's career, material conditions of great abundance, make him become rich rich two generation.He began to get lazy.After his third year of high school, he didn't get good grades and his father paid for him to get him into a prestigious university, but after college, he didn't learn much and didn't do anything.

Arrived 25 years old, father's career suffers Cao's consortium to crush and suppress, father's cronies are bought by Cao, the company encountered setback one after another, the home is immersed in trouble again, father takes poison to commit suicide, mother is depressed and end up.After the loss of his parents, Ronald was motivated and taught himself a lot of subjects, but by then he had missed a lot.

Ronald had dreamed of going out into the world, but would Cao let the son of an enemy make a comeback?Under Cao's intervention, none of the companies took Ronald in, leaving him in a desperate situation. If it were not for the fact that Ronald was playing a virtual online game of faith and still earning a little money, he would have starved to death on the street.

There was no hope of beating Cao in a fair way, and Ronald finally chose to die with Cao in desperation.The shot vented Ronald's resentment.Causal cycle, Cao should not have expected that he would end up like that.Ronald thought he was dead, but did not expect that time played a trick on Ronald, he went back to the summer vacation of the second year of high school.

He couldn't get in touch with his parents, but Ronald was sure they were alive, and tears filled his eyes at the thought.No one else can understand the grief Ronald felt for not having been filial in his previous life.God has given him another chance, and he will never be foolish again.His father and mother would not be back for more than 20 days. It was summer vacation and he had to stay at home alone.

"The second half semester of the second year of high school, that year, I remember the virtual online game" faith "has not been open long."Ronald vividly remembers that in the year of the launch of Faith, numerous financial groups entered the popular scene of Faith. Because of the huge investment of these financial groups and the large-scale development of Faith, Faith truly became the second world of human beings.He was later on aristocratic school, led a more than semester, in a friend of the introduction below, just enter "belief", but at that time a lot of people grade are very high, he missed the best time to practice class, can be in the back desperately catch up with.

Every page in his memory has been re-colored and colorful. Those days in the game are the most unforgettable in his life. He made a lot of friends and the lonely days were not boring because of them.

Before he shot Cao, Ronald had been a 180-plus Rogue, not the best, but barely in the top ranks.

Ronald suddenly remembered that there was still a bank card in his drawer. That was all his savings."Money for helmets."Ronald thought to himself as he pulled open a drawer and rummaged through it. In the corner he finally found the silver bank card, which, if his memory was correct, contained two thousand credit points, each of which was one dollar.He had saved it for years when he wanted to buy a state-of-the-art X3 computer, but within a few years it became obsolete before he could save enough money.Later, of course, when his father became successful in business, his pocket money went beyond that.Because his father wanted to make it up to Ronald, he gave him almost everything he wanted, and he could buy him almost anything he wanted.

Eighteen-year-old Ronald, with the soul of a twenty-eight-year-old, starts all over again, and life begins a new chapter.Without enough capital, he can do nothing, so start from the game, with his previous experience of playing games, it is very easy to make some money as a professional player.He remembers that when Faith Game helmet was first put on sale, in order to popularizeit was very cheap. There were three models A, B and C, each with different configuration, and the virtual degree ranged from 76% to 98%. The cheapest model C only needed 1,300 credit points.With Ronald's current savings, he can afford the minimum helmet.

Many of the things in the game were clearly remembered, and if he started again, it would not be difficult to achieve something.Putting the bank card into his pocket, Ronald's eyes fell on the advanced mathematics textbook next to him. He picked up the textbook and shook it. A new hundred dollar bill fell down, and something from his memory came back to his mind.It suddenly occurred to him that the first time he and Susan met was today. The reason was that he took the hundred dollars and went out to the drugstore to buy some medicine.

Susan was his deskmate in the third year of high school, and she was also the class flower of their class.Ten years later, Susan marries James, the acknowledged genius in their class, and the two move to the moon.Later he talked to Susan a few times on the phone, and Ronald learned that Susan was not happy at all.When they talk about high school, they all sigh.If he had been braver and less cowardly with Susan, he might not have missed it.Sometimes, a turn around is a lifetime, become an irreparable regret.

At that time, Susan liked to wear a white dress, beautiful and pure, her appearance has been deeply imprinted in Ronald's heart, which is a kind of melancholy yearning, just like the flute in the evening, distant and quiet.

Ronald took a look at the battered clock. It was 3 p.m., not too late.He picked up the note and made a wild run downstairs.They live in the suburbs, shabby road, when the wind blowing will set off a lot of dust, both sides of the tree is planted, in the hot sun, still lush, on the ground cast a green shade.It was a hot afternoon, with few pedestrians and very few cars, except for one or two levitating cars.

In his previous life, Ronald hated this city very much. But when he came back again and saw this desolate place again, Ronald did not feel disgusted. On the contrary, he was so kind to it.Ronald's cowardice before the age of 25 has something to do with the circumstances of his later life.A little city wild boy, because home rich, suddenly turn to elite schools in the city, in the high school is the outstanding result, in the new school is only the bottom, and often laughed at by people without dress sense, especially what happened in the summer, more to his lack of security, left a psychological shadow, everywhere is incompatible, if not met a few friend, he might collapse out.

After a lifetime, he's back where he started. Ronald will never be the same again.He ran all the way to the drugstore.With the acceleration of urbanization, people in these small cities are crowding into big cities. A large area of urban wasteland has appeared in small cities, and the population is getting less and less. In another hundred years, these cities may become fields or deserts.

"Over there is the school, and over here is the supermarket."Ronald saw these familiar buildings, his mood gradually cheerful many, I came back, I really came back!He had always resented the unfair fate before, but now he wanted to be grateful.I want to start over!Enjoy your wonderful life!Ronald was tempted to let out a cry of excitement.