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The unhappy life

Dom had always been a quiet soul. From the time he was a child, it was clear that he lived in a world largely of his own making. He was the sort of kid who spent hours on end sitting in front of a glowing screen, hands glued to a game controller or typing away on a computer. It was an escape from the noisy, unpredictable world outside his room. Online, he could be anyone. He could be brave, outgoing, confident—things he wasn’t in real life.

His parents, both esteemed scientists, always encouraged his passion for technology. They saw it as a natural extension of the work they did—mapping genomes and coding simulations in the sterile labs where they spent most of their days. While they were worried about Dom’s social isolation, they were also proud of his abilities. By the age of 12, Dom had already built his own computer, and by 15, he had learned several programming languages on his own. To them, this meant that Dom had a bright future in the tech industry.

But for Dom, the future didn’t look so clear. While his technical abilities flourished, his struggles with social anxiety seemed to worsen over the years. He dreaded school, where interacting with other kids felt like walking into battle. Group projects, lunchtime conversations, even asking the teacher a question—they were all minefields, full of invisible social cues that Dom never quite learned to navigate. Online, he could control the narrative; in real life, he was constantly off-balance.

Despite this, gaming gave him a sense of purpose and belonging. In the digital world, he was known as Grimm, a skilled and strategic player. Whether in a massive multiplayer online game or a fast-paced first-person shooter, Grimm had a reputation. His online friends respected him, not for who he was in real life, but for his skills and intelligence in the games they played together. It was the only place Dom felt like he truly belonged.

When Dom graduated from high school, his parents urged him to apply to top-tier universities. They envisioned him attending MIT or Stanford, working at some cutting-edge tech company, maybe even following in their footsteps. But Dom wasn’t sure. He didn’t want to leave his room, much less move across the country to be surrounded by people he didn’t know. The thought of stepping into a lecture hall full of strangers, of navigating a campus on his own, made his chest tighten.

Still, Dom went through the motions. He applied to several schools, but his heart wasn’t in it. He couldn’t shake the feeling that traditional success wasn’t for him. The truth was, he wanted to keep doing what he loved: gaming and coding. The real world felt too distant, too cold, whereas the virtual world felt like home. He wanted to create games, immerse himself in that space, and maybe even make something of his own.

After several weeks of sleepless nights and spiraling anxiety, Dom made a decision that shocked his parents: he wasn’t going to college. Not right away, at least. Instead, he would focus on freelance programming and game development. He had already begun building a portfolio of small, independent projects, and he was confident that with enough time and dedication, he could turn his passion into a career.

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His parents were disappointed, but they didn’t push him too hard. They understood, in their own way, how much he struggled with social interaction. And while they wished he had chosen a more traditional path, they respected his decision to forge his own way.

Dom threw himself into his work. Days blurred together as he coded for hours on end, creating small but intricate games, each one more complex than the last. His room, which had always been a sanctuary, now became his entire world. The walls were lined with shelves full of gaming memorabilia, books on coding, and the occasional energy drink can that hadn’t made its way to the trash.

But even in his isolation, the outside world found ways to intrude. As Dom’s reputation as a gamer grew, so did the demands of his online presence. His followers wanted to see him stream, to hear his voice, to connect with him in ways that felt increasingly uncomfortable. Social media buzzed with mentions of Grimm, and fans began asking for more: “When’s your next stream, Grimm?” “Can you host a live Q&A?” “Are you working on any big projects?”

Dom wasn’t used to the attention. The idea of streaming—of broadcasting himself live to an audience of strangers—was terrifying. He wanted to maintain the distance, to stay hidden behind his screen, but the pressure kept building. Eventually, he caved. After much hesitation, Dom set up a small stream, making sure to keep his face off-camera. His voice was shaky at first, but as the game started, he fell into a familiar rhythm. For a moment, everything felt normal.

But it wasn’t normal. The viewers piled in, and the chat scrolled by faster than he could read. Messages flew at him from all directions, some encouraging, others demanding. Someone even recognized his voice and connected him to a forum post he’d made years ago under a different username. The sense of anonymity he’d worked so hard to maintain was crumbling.

One night, after a particularly stressful stream, Dom shut everything down. He didn’t respond to messages. He didn’t look at his follower count. He turned off his computer and just sat there, staring at the dark screen. He had built this world, this identity as Grimm, and now it was becoming too much. The community he had once found solace in was now suffocating him.

Dom knew something had to change. He couldn’t keep running from his anxiety, and he couldn’t let his online life consume him. The pressure to perform, to keep up with the expectations of his fans and the demands of his projects, was taking a toll on his mental health. For the first time in years, he reached out for help.

He started seeing a therapist, working through the anxiety that had been shadowing him for so long. The process was slow, but Dom began to find ways to balance his passions with his well-being. He limited his streaming to what felt manageable, focused on projects that excited him rather than what others expected of him, and gradually, he started to connect with people offline.

Dom’s journey wasn’t linear, and it wasn’t easy, but as he learned to manage his anxiety, he began to reclaim his sense of control. He realized that while the virtual world had given him an escape, it wasn’t the only place where he could belong. For the first time in a long time, Dom allowed himself to believe that he could be both Grimm and Dom—two sides of the same person, not defined by one world or the other, but by his own choices.

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