I was betrayed and manipulated

I didn't know why I didn't feel 

Anything or its just im too immature 

No one teach me anytime about this world

Either way I feel betrayed

Anyway it's too late now 

Because I knew for myself 

I will die.

The Pain that I feel every night and day

It's Too much to handle and the

Ghost that kept pestering me 

But I didn't tell anyone about it

I knew that I can't trust anyone

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Even the one that I trusted tried 

To shrink me down

And to feel that they superior to me

Even to the one who tried to help me

But it's useless it didn't even work

If I given another chance prove that 

I was not easily manipulated

I wanted to walk for the my last day in

This world but I can't move 

I'm awake but they think I'm already dead

It's like a sleep paralysis but you can't 

Wake up 

I heard a song of a church looks like 

It's already to late They already buried me 

My body is already dead but my Mind

 is not I feel it but at the same time I can't feel anything it's like I didn't even exist

In the first place

I wonder if this actually a dream I don't know

Anything about this world I didn't even have a

True friend all the humans are really something

Huh they say that don't do that 

If they don't like it

On the other side of their Wicked

the different people that I tried to be friends

But it didn't go well they been manipulated to

Or manipulated me

As the time passed in this isolated place 

A light can seen 

Hahahaha it's seems the heaven is open 

For the like of me huh

But I didn't go because I will be manipulated

Again or becoming a livestock at worse

I tried not to think anything and

Focus on one thing to suppress my emotions

Thanks to my immature self that I die

Hahahaha I tried to sleep 

Upon my dream I woke up in the day I was 

4 years old it's a gift that the only thing

I can think off

(Chapter end)