I knew.

I have known for so long that you liked me but I didn’t have the courage to do anything about it.

Why? Because I adored the way you smiled at me. The way your eyes were brimming with sincerity.

I didn’t want to give up on something I liked.

But please tell me, what did you want me to do when you confessed your love to me in front of everyone.

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You knew that I couldn’t reciprocate your feelings, so why did you that?

Why did you make me say that?

I would like to tell you how I actually felt, but how could I? I don’t even know who I am, so how could I fight for a love that is so hard to maintain in this world of ours?

I'm so sorry that I made you cry.

I’m so sorry I told him that I didn’t know you.

But I don’t want to be with someone, someone who is like me.

I just feel like I would corrupt what we have. But I guess I’ve already done what I tried to avoid.

Losing you.

Breaking you.

I just hope that you find someone who will do what I cannot.