The air was black, and thick with flies. A ceaseless, thunderous buzzing battered the girl’s eardrums. There was nothing she could do, except wait for it to pass.
Eventually, the clouds of flies began to thin. Enough, at least, for the girl to stand, and attempt to find her bearings. The swarm was still thick enough to stifle her breathing, and her vision was impaired by the flies that fought incessantly to drink from the corners of her eyes. But the girl remained undeterred, swatting them away as best she could manage.
It took time, but the girl eventually found the spirit, sitting silently on a bed of empty, leathery cocoons. She was carpeted with flies. They drank freely from her open eyes. Lapped the phlegm from her mouth, and throat. The girl could see them, scuttling about deep inside the spirit’s trachea. An intrepid few had even wandered into her lungs themselves.
The spirit’s eyes shifted subtly in their sockets, as she sat, and thought. The end of her life was fast approaching, and she was taking the time to process that thought. She could, of course, have turned back at any time. And yet, for reasons she was still struggling to comprehend, she didn’t.
Was this really what she wanted?
“Is this really what you want?”
The girl’s voice snapped the spirit gently from her stupor. She was suddenly acutely aware of the insects in her chest, and began coughing violently, spewing clouds of flies into the air, followed by another thick, gelatinous wad of mucus.
She attempted to wipe the mucus from her chin using the sleeve of her jacket, with little success.
“You don’t have to go through with this, you know.”
The spirit insisted that yes, rabbit, she did have to go through with this. There was an audible irritation in her voice. A deliberate and precise articulation clearly intended to dissuade the girl from questioning her further.
The flies in the air around them began to fall to the ground, one by one, as their wings softened, and their bodies paled.
“You don’t. Not for me. I can stay here, if I need to. I’ll find a way to manage. Neither of us has to die.”
The spirit reminded the girl that she was already long dead, and rotting in a hole. She had killed her herself, rabbit.
The girl gave the spirit a withering look. That was not what she had meant, and the spirit knew it.
The spirit grinned smugly at the girl. It was a grin meant to taunt. To antagonize. But it was clear that it was masking an intense frustration.
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The fact that the girl was willing to throw away her life for her sake was infuriating to the spirit. Somewhere along the line, this girl had got it in her head that her life, and that of the spirit’s, were of equal worth.
She was wrong.
The girl had a full life ahead of her, and she deserved every minute of it. She deserved the love, the hate, the pleasure and the pain. Everything that life had to offer, was hers to experience.
The spirit, though? There was nothing left for her in this world. The time she had spent with the girl had made that fact crystal clear. She had nothing, and deserved nothing.
The flies were dropping, as the colloquialism goes, like flies. Feverishly squeezing their soft, pale bodies back into their cocoons, which snapped shut around them as if they had never split in the first place.
The girl sat among the clicking cocoons, thinking quietly to herself. A very particular thought crossed her mind, and she looked to the spirit.
“You’re the only one, aren’t you?”
The spirit’s neck turned as if on a swivel, and she glared cautiously at the girl.
“You’re the only one of your kind.”
The spirit retorted, rather curtly, that perhaps that was for the best, rabbit. The girl insisted otherwise.
“No. I can’t sit back and let the last of anything die. I refuse to have that on my conscience.”
The girl approached the spirit, and placed a palm on her shoulder. The spirit recoiled from her touch.
“You’re a tiger. A predator. Even if someone dies, you don’t kill the last tiger for doing what comes naturally.”
The spirit became even angrier. A tiger? She wasn’t a tiger, rabbit! She was lonely, and selfish, and stupid! What she is doesn’t excuse what she’s done!
She clutched a fistful of cocoons so tightly they burst, and threw them in the girl’s face. She began to rise into the air, screaming every vicious insult she could muster. The girl was an idiot! An imbecile! A simpleton and a fool!
The girl scrambled backward, before clambering to her feet and retreating into the distance. She heard the spirit hacking, and choking, and the rattling of cocoons as she fell back to the ground.
By the time the girl turned around, the spirit was doubled over on the ground, wheezing, and gasping for air.
The girl simply stood there, watching the spirit struggle.
Eventually she took a seat.
Perhaps she should let the spirit die. As far as the girl could tell, it might be her only chance to do so.
The spirit had told the girl that she had been alone in her burrow for sixty years. So she was at least that old. Probably much older. She wondered if perhaps, once a person reaches that age, it feels like enough?
The spirit had also told the girl that she would be, quote: stuck here forever, rabbit. To the girl, forever seemed like a very long time to live. Too long, to be honest. For a person or a spirit.
Maybe this was for the best.
The last fly clicked back into its cocoon, and the world went utterly still, and utterly silent. The only remaining stimulus of note was the musty, fungal smell left in the wake of decay.
So the girl sat.
And waited.