I Don't Take Pictures Anymore

I don't take pictures anymore.

It makes me sad.

I don't take pictures anymore.

I want them back.

I don't take pictures anymore.

Google photos reminds me of that fact.

Taking me to see times that have passed.

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I don't take pictures anymore.

I don't have horses.

My life doesn't feel alive.

I don't take pictures anymore.

Not because I can't.

There's just nothing to show.

I don't take pictures anymore.

I think it is because I'm not fighting anymore.

There are no impressive fights or wins.

I just don't take pictures anymore.

I don't take pictures anymore.

But I want to.

I don't take pictures anymore.

But maybe that will pass.

I don't take pictures anymore.

But maybe I will start.

I used to take pictures.

When I was proud or amazed.

I guess now I'm numb in a daze.

I will take more pictures.

And notice how I feel

Instead of seeing through a dark black veil.

I realized why I don't take pictures.

It's because there's no one to show.

Mom isn't there anymore when I come home.

I realized why I don't take pictures.

It's cuz I feel alone.

Nobody cares anymore. No one knows.

I realized why I don't take pictures.

No one listens to my stories.

No wants to hear my dreads.

I realized why I don't take pictures.

I fear I maybe never will.

If I can't find someone who cares.