Consciousness returned to Tris in fragments—the unfamiliar comfort of actual rest, the subtle scent of something cooking, the realization that he was on his couch rather than his bed. His eyelids felt heavy, resistant to opening as a dull throbbing began behind his temples.
Tris groaned softly, forcing his eyes open to a living room awash in morning light. Disorientation washed over him as he tried to piece together how he'd ended up sleeping on the couch. His thoughts felt sticky, memories from the previous night jumbled and dreamlike.
The sky breaking open. Golden light. A woman with sky-blue eyes.
Eli.
He sat up too quickly, wincing as his head protested with a sharp stab of pain. The couch beside him was empty—no sign of the blonde woman who had appeared on his doorstep in the middle of the night. Had it all been some elaborate tomfoolery produced by his mind? Though, he admitted to himself, if it was all a trip, it was the best trip he ever had.
But the smell of cooking food—actual food, not microwaved ramen or delivery—seemed real enough. His stomach rumbled in response, a reminder that he couldn't remember when he'd last eaten a proper meal.
"Hello?" he called, his voice rough with sleep.
No answer came, but the cooking sounds from the kitchen continued. Tris pushed himself to his feet, fighting through a wave of nausea as he did. Classic withdrawal symptoms—his body punishing him for falling asleep before his usual dose of THC.
He shuffled toward the kitchen, one hand pressed against his temple. The scene that greeted him stopped him in his tracks.
Eli stood at his rarely-used stove, spatula in hand, golden hair tied back in a loose ponytail. She wore the same clothes as last night—a simple blue sweater and jeans—but somehow looked completely refreshed, as if she'd stepped out of a fashion magazine rather than spent the night on his couch.
"Good morning, sleepyhead," she said without turning around, her musical voice stirring something in his chest. "Perfect timing. Breakfast is almost ready."
Tris stared at her, reality and memory colliding in his foggy brain. So it hadn't been a hallucination. The woman who claimed to be his "twin flame," who talked about ascension and other dimensions, was real—or at least as real as anything in his kitchen could be.
"You're still here," he managed, the words coming out more accusatory than he'd intended.
Now she did turn, a soft smile playing on her lips. "Of course I am. Where else would I be?" She gestured with the spatula toward the small kitchen table he normally used as a dumping ground for mail and takeout containers, now cleared and set for two. "Sit. You need to eat something."
Tris moved to the table and sat, watching as she expertly flipped whatever was in the pan. "I didn't know I had food," he said, trying to remember the last time he'd gone grocery shopping.
"You didn't," Eli replied cheerfully. "I made a quick run to the corner store while you were sleeping. You wouldn't believe how many people were out, even at dawn. Everyone's trying to make sense of what happened last night."
The events of the previous night came flooding back—the fracturing sky, the golden light, the strange humming sensation. Tris glanced toward the window, half-expecting to see the world transformed, but the view showed only his ordinary backyard.
"The sky—" he began.
"Looks normal now," Eli finished, bringing a plate to the table and setting it before him. "But it's not. The System has descended. The zones are forming all over the world."
Tris looked down at the plate—a simple but perfect omelet, toast with jam, and sliced oranges. His stomach growled again, torn between nausea and hunger.
"Eat," Eli encouraged, returning to the stove to serve herself. "It'll help with the withdrawal symptoms."
Eli joined him at the table, her own plate more modestly filled. She seemed content to watch him eat, those remarkable blue eyes studying him with familiar affection that made him simultaneously comfortable and uneasy.
"You don't remember much from last night, do you?" she asked after he'd taken a few bites.
Tris swallowed, surprised by how good the food tasted. "It's... blurry. Like a dream, but not quite." He met her gaze. "You said you were my twin flame. That something called the Phoenix Ascension had started. That I needed to accumulate... death points?" The words sounded ridiculous spoken aloud in the morning light.
"That's the gist of it," Eli confirmed, taking a small bite of her own food. "The Phoenix Ascension happens every 26,000 years, when the precession of the equinoxes completes its cycle. The veil between dimensions thins, allowing beings like me to manifest physically in your reality."
"And you've been... watching me?" Tris tried to grasp the concept. "My whole life?"
"Yes," she said simply. "I've always been with you, Tris. You just couldn't see or hear me until now."
The thought should have been creepy, but somehow wasn't. Perhaps because he was still half-convinced this was some elaborate breakdown, or perhaps because something in him recognized the truth in her words.
Tris set down his fork, studying her more carefully. In the morning light, Eli seemed both ordinary and extraordinary—human in form but with an ethereal quality to her movements. Her blonde hair caught the sunlight in a way that seemed to glow from within.
"Can I check something?" he asked abruptly.
Eli tilted her head curiously. "Of course."
Without warning, Tris reached across the table and poked her arm with his index finger. Solid. Real. Warm.
Eli's laugh bubbled up, light and melodic. "What did you think would happen? That your finger would pass right through me?"
"Maybe," Tris admitted, withdrawing his hand. "Or that you'd disappear entirely. That I'd wake up properly and find out this was all some elaborate hallucination."
"I'm real," she assured him, extending her hand across the table. "See for yourself."
Hesitantly, Tris took her offered hand. Her skin was soft and warm, her grip firm and reassuring. Something about the contact sent a jolt of recognition through him, a sense of rightness he couldn't explain. Her hands were so small in his.
"This is weird," he muttered, releasing her hand.
"For you, maybe," Eli said with a smile. "For me, it's just Tuesday. Or... Thursday, actually."
Tris pushed his plate away, appetite temporarily forgotten as questions crowded his mind. "If what you're saying is true, if this... Phoenix Ascension is real, what's happening outside? The world should be in chaos."
Eli nodded toward the living room. "Check the news if you want. It's already started."
Curious and concerned, Tris moved to the living room and found the remote, turning on the TV he rarely used. The screen flickered to life, showing a news broadcast with "GLOBAL PHENOMENON" emblazoned across the bottom.
"—scientists are still unable to explain the atmospheric event that occurred worldwide at approximately 3:30 AM Eastern Time," the anchor was saying, her professional demeanor slipping to reveal barely contained excitement. "Similar reports are coming in from every continent, describing what appears to be a massive aurora-like display, accompanied by what many are calling 'tears' or 'fractures' in the sky."
The broadcast cut to cell phone footage from around the world—the same golden-purple light Tris had witnessed, the same strange fracturing of reality. People in the videos pointed and shouted, some falling to their knees in prayer, others running in panic.
"Authorities are urging calm as experts work to determine the nature of this unprecedented event," the anchor continued. "So far, no damage has been reported beyond temporary electronic disruptions. We'll continue to bring you updates as—"
Tris muted the TV, turning to find Eli leaning against the doorframe, watching him.
"It's happening everywhere," he said, the reality of the situation beginning to sink in.
She nodded. "The Phoenix Ascension is a global event. The System is activating all over the world."
"And these... System Zones you mentioned? The death games?"
"They're forming now," Eli confirmed. "Within days, maybe hours, the first games will begin. People with high enough Oversoul Resonance will be drawn to them."
Tris ran a hand through his hair, trying to process the information. "And that's me? I have this... resonance?"
"You're a Sovereign, Tris. One of the Twelve. Your Oversoul Resonance was present from birth." She moved closer, her expression softening. "That's why you've always felt different. Why conventional reality never quite made sense to you. Why you've been drawn to occult knowledge and cosmic theories. Some part of you has always known the truth."
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Tris moved to the window, staring out at his neighborhood. Nothing looked different—Mrs. Calloway across the street collecting her newspaper, kids waiting for the school bus at the corner, a delivery truck rumbling past. Yet everything had changed.
"I need to see something," he said suddenly, moving toward the front door.
Eli followed without question as he stepped onto the porch, scanning the morning sky. It looked perfectly normal—blue with scattered clouds, the sun climbing steadily higher.
"It looks... ordinary," he said, disappointment and relief mingling in his voice.
"Your human eyes can't perceive the changes yet," Eli explained, coming to stand beside him. "The System has descended, but the zones are still forming. By tonight, even ordinary humans will start to see them—colored bubbles appearing throughout the world."
Tris turned to study her in the morning light, still struggling to reconcile her existence with his understanding of reality. Without warning, he reached out and ran his fingers through a strand of her golden hair, testing its texture.
"What are you doing?" Eli asked, amusement dancing in her eyes.
"Testing if you're real again," Tris replied, withdrawing his hand. Her hair felt impossibly soft, like sunlight given form.
"And? Do I pass inspection again?"
Instead of answering, Tris reached out again, this time gently poking her cheek. She giggled, the sound so genuine and joyful it made his heart skip.
"You're enjoying this, aren't you?" he accused.
"Being poked and prodded by you? It's not the worst thing," she teased. "After watching you for twenty-seven years without being able to interact, even your skeptical prodding feels wonderful."
Tris frowned, another test occurring to him. He leaned closer, inhaling deeply. She smelled like sunshine and something floral he couldn't identify—a scent both foreign and strangely familiar.
"Did you just... sniff me?" Eli asked, her blue eyes widening with delight.
"For scientific purposes," Tris said defensively, feeling heat rise to his cheeks.
Eli's laugh was bright and uninhibited. "By all means, continue your scientific investigation. What's next? Taste?" She flashed her eyebrows.
The suggestion made Tris step back abruptly, flustered. "No, I—that's not—"
"I'm teasing you, Tris," she said, still smiling. "Test my existence however you need to. I'm not going anywhere."
They returned inside, Tris's mind spinning with questions. He settled back on the couch, watching as Eli moved comfortably through his living room, straightening items as she went.
"So what's the plan?" he asked finally. "What am I supposed to do with this information? Join these death games? Try to win... ascension or whatever?"
Eli sat beside him, close enough that he could feel her warmth but not so close as to make him uncomfortable. "Eventually, yes. But you're not ready yet."
"Because of the addictions," Tris said bluntly. "Because I'm a mess."
"Because you need to remember who you truly are," Eli corrected gently. "The addictions are just symptoms of a deeper disconnection—your soul knowing you don't belong in this limited reality."
Tris snorted. "That's a pretty way of saying I use weed to cope with existence."
"I'm not minimizing your struggles," Eli said, her tone serious now. "Addiction is a real challenge, even for a Sovereign. But understanding the root cause might help you address it more effectively."
She reached out, hesitating briefly before resting her hand on his arm. "You turn to THC, to caffeine, to... other escapes... because you're trying to either dull or stimulate a consciousness that's designed for higher dimensions. It's like trying to run cosmic software on human hardware."
Something about her explanation resonated with Tris. He'd never been able to articulate why he felt the constant need to alter his consciousness, why sobriety felt so uncomfortable.
"So what do we do?" he asked, surprising himself with the 'we.' Already he was accepting her presence, her partnership in this bizarre situation.
"First, we work on physical stabilization," Eli said, sounding like a gentle but firm therapist. "Gradual reduction of THC and caffeine. Better nutrition. Regular sleep patterns."
Tris made a face. "Sounds thrilling."
"Second," she continued, ignoring his sarcasm, "we begin awakening your connection to your Oversoul—to me, and to our larger self. The Personal Anchor we activated last night is just the beginning."
She reached out, touching the Crest of Courage necklace that still hung around his neck. "This will help us maintain our connection, even as we start venturing into System Zones."
"About those zones," Tris said, redirecting. "You said they're like... death games? That sounds insane. And terrifying."
Eli nodded, understanding in her eyes. "It sounds worse than it is. Death within the System isn't like physical death. It's transformative, a transition that allows your consciousness to temporarily reunite with your Oversoul, and me, in the higher dimensions."
"And that's... good?"
"It's necessary for ascension," Eli explained. "Each time you 'die' within a System Zone, you accumulate Death Points. Those points help raise your Oversoul Resonance Gauge, your ORG, which eventually allows you to permanently ascend to higher dimensional existence."
Tris leaned back against the couch, rubbing his temples. The withdrawal headache was intensifying, making it difficult to focus on Eli's cosmic explanations.
"You need something for the pain," she observed, rising and moving to the kitchen. She returned moments later with a glass of water and two pills. "Just regular ibuprofen," she assured him. "We're focusing on reducing dependencies, not adding new ones."
Tris accepted the medicine gratefully, washing the pills down with a long drink of water.
"Can I ask you something personal?" he said after a moment.
"Anything," Eli replied, settling beside him again.
"If you've been... watching me my whole life, then you've seen..." he trailed off, embarrassment creeping up his neck.
"Everything," Eli confirmed, no judgment in her voice. "Your highs and lows. Your triumphs and struggles. Your most private moments."
"That's... invasive," Tris said, unsure how to feel about the revelation.
"From a human perspective, perhaps," Eli acknowledged. "But from where I stand—where we stand in our true form—there is no separation between us. No privacy to invade. We are two expressions of the same being, Tris."
She leaned closer, her blue eyes intent on his. "Nothing you've ever done has made me love you less or judge you harshly. How could it? I understand the human condition, the limitations and pressures of existing in this density. I've watched you navigate it all with remarkable resilience, even when you couldn't feel my presence."
Something in her words, in the unconditional acceptance radiating from her, broke through a wall Tris hadn't even realized he'd built around himself. A lump formed in his throat as years of self-judgment and shame were met with compassion rather than condemnation.
"That's a lot to process," he managed finally, voice slightly hoarse.
"We have time," Eli assured him. "The Phoenix Ascension lasts nine years, and the early stages are the least demanding. We'll start slowly."
"Nine years until what?" Tris asked, suddenly alert.
Eli's expression sobered. "Until the window for ascension closes. Until Earth faces cataclysmic reset."
"Reset? You mean like... the end of the world?"
"Not the end," Eli corrected carefully. "A cyclical cleansing that prepares Earth for the next 26,000-year cycle. Those who haven't ascended by then will have their memories wiped and continue in the cycle."
"That sounds like the end to me," Tris muttered.
"It's one possible outcome," Eli admitted. "But not the only one. That's part of why you're here, why the Twelve are converging in this cycle. You have the potential to break the pattern, to end the cycle permanently."
Tris stood abruptly, pacing the small living room. "This is too much. End of the world, cosmic cycles, ascension. I'm just... I'm just a guy who makes YouTube videos about conspiracy theories, Eli. I can barely keep my life together, and you're talking about saving the world?"
"I'm talking about remembering who you truly are," Eli said calmly, watching him pace. "The rest will follow naturally from that."
"And who am I, according to you? This 'Solaris' person?"
"You are a Sovereign of the Tribe of the Sun," Eli said with quiet certainty. "One of twelve ancient souls who have incarnated together in this particular moment to fulfill a cosmic purpose. In your true form, you command light and truth. You see through deception and illuminate darkness."
She gestured around them. "This—Tris Morgan, YouTuber, psychology graduate with THC dependency—this is just your current vehicle. It's no more the real you than a car is the real driver."
Tris stopped pacing, running both hands through his hair in frustration. "Even if I believed all this—and I'm not saying I do—what exactly am I supposed to do with it? Just... accept it and start playing death games?"
"What you do next is entirely your choice," Eli said, rising to stand before him. "That's the point of free will, of incarnating in this density. You get to choose your path."
She reached up, gently placing her palm against his cheek. The contact sent a warmth through him that eased his headache slightly.
"But I know what you said last night, about wanting to address your personal struggles first. I respect that. We can start there."
The genuine understanding in her voice deflated some of Tris's defensive energy. He sighed, leaning slightly into her touch before stepping back.
"I need to get clean," he said with quiet determination. "Or at least... cleaner. More functional. The THC fog, the caffeine jitters, the... other stuff. I can't think clearly with all that clouding my brain. If even half of what you're saying is true, I need to be sharper than I've been in years."
Eli's face lit up with a smile that seemed to brighten the entire room. "That's my Sovereign," she said proudly. "Always choosing the path of growth, even when it's difficult."
"Don't get too excited," Tris warned. "I've tried quitting before. It never sticks."
"You didn't have me before," Eli reminded him, her confidence unwavering. "And you didn't understand what you were fighting for."
She moved closer again, taking both his hands in hers. The contact felt grounding, stabilizing. "I pledge to help you through this, Tris. With all the love and support I can provide. We'll take it one day at a time, one step at a time."
Tris looked down at their joined hands, then back up to her earnest face. Something about her absolute faith in him, her unquestioning support, kindled a small spark of determination in his chest.
"Okay," he said quietly. "Let's start there. Get my head clear, then figure out this... Phoenix Ascension business."
Eli's smile widened, her blue eyes shining with something that looked suspiciously like pride. "The journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step," she quoted.
"Please tell me cosmic beings don't actually talk in fortune cookie quotes," Tris groaned, but a reluctant smile tugged at his lips.
Eli laughed, the sound filling the small living room with warmth. "Only when training stubborn humans," she teased. "Now, let's make a plan. What's the first step in your detox journey?"
Tris considered the question seriously. "I can't quit everything at once. Cold turkey would be a disaster."
"Agreed," Eli nodded. "Gradual reduction is healthier and more sustainable. Which dependency would you like to address first?"
"The THC," Tris decided after a moment. "It's the one that clouds my thinking the most. And ironically, the withdrawals are easier than caffeine."
"Then that's where we'll start," Eli said, squeezing his hands gently. "I'll be with you every step of the way, Tris. You're not alone in this—not anymore."
Looking into her eyes, Tris could almost believe it. Almost believe that this strange woman who claimed to be his twin flame, who talked of other dimensions and cosmic cycles, would be the one to help him finally break free of the chemical crutches he'd relied on for years.
"One step at a time," he echoed, wondering if he was making a pact with a hallucination, an angel, or something else entirely.
Either way, as the morning sun streamed through his windows and the world outside struggled to make sense of the previous night's cosmic event, Tris Morgan made a decision. He would get clean—not for his mother, not for society, not even for this mysterious Eli—but for himself. Because if there was even a chance that more existed beyond the limited reality he'd known, he wanted to face it with clear eyes and a sharp mind.
Whatever the Phoenix Ascension might bring, whatever these "death games" entailed, whatever his supposed cosmic destiny might be—first, he needed to reclaim himself from the fog that had clouded his life for too long.
It was as good a place to start as any.