"How the fuck are we supposed to make an idol MV?" I said to her in my Eunice-chan voice.

Even though I am a guy, my voice as a girl can fool anyone.

I sat on the small clubroom that the blonde Student Council President lend us. She's small and has short hair and glasses. And I thought foreign girls are supposed to be tall? That same person, if I remember correctly, Claire Svartsugartooth or something, also fixed my papers so that I could enter the school as Eunice Ferrol. And all I remember was a weird grin and a few sparkles from those emerald-like eyes of hers.

Slouching on the couch that I am in, I tried my best as to cover the striped panties that I am wearing.

"Did you forget that I can play music instruments?" Mica grinned at me with those malicious eyes of hers as if stripping every fiber of my being.

And then she took a pair of earphones on ber bag and handed them to me. I placed them unto my ears and what I heard were definitely something a deathmetal band plays.

I immediately took them off. "I thought we were supposed to make an idol group?"

"Uhuh." Mica grinned at me as if she accomplished something good. "Did ya liked it?"

"Well, the guitar riffs were heavy as is could get, the baseline accompanying the drums were so good that I think I came twice. It was nice." I said as I smiled.

"Awww gee, thanks. I played all of the instruments myself." She smiled.

"But I don't think that's something an idol group sings into."

"I agree." When I looked behind the sofa that I am sitting, I saw a dark figure holding a black tablet. Her long black hair was tied into a ponytail, a few pimples here and there, dark cold eyes and cute fluffy cheeks. I forgot that she is also a member of our idol group.

Anyhow, the days became like this. It felt like, Niko died while Eunice took his place. I find it sad that my friends didn't looked for me. I guess they weren't my friends after all. Also, being quite a famous personality on the internet, there were quite a few people who asked for autographs and pictures. It was quite a hassle to be honest. But it does feel nice to be appreciated.

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My parents on the other hand doesn't care. They already accepted the fact that I crossdress. Probably because of the money that I give them every month from the stuff that I get on my patreon. Or probably they never cared at all. But my 12 year-old sister thinks of me as a different person. She thinks that I'm her and Niko's twin sister. Or so what my parents said.

It has been a week ever since I started being Eunice. And as if I was being pulled by some sort of unknown force, I started walking towards the clubroom.

"Hey." It was the black haired girl. Although I forgot what her name is. Or did I ever learn it in the first place? I guess I'll never know.

"Hey." I said.

"Eunice, I already wrote a song." Mica said as she turned the laptop towards my direction and gestured that I should sit next to her.

I skimmed through the lyrics and what caught my attention was this line:

No one should know

Who I really am

For if they did

The Earth will burn

"How do you sing this part?" I asked.

And then Micah cleared her throat. After that, I heard something like the vocalist of Deicide would sing.

"It would be nice if we were a deathmetal band. But for fuck's sake, gods. We're an idol group." I said as my palm met my face.

"Okay, if you're that good, then sing it." Micah said with her dead serious eyes.

I gulped my own saliva. I think I do that often whenever I am with Micah.

And then I tried to sing that part with my own melody. Somehow, I could relate to the song that she has made. A song about a person who has to hide her own persona. Because when other people finds out about it, they would probably not accept her/him.

After singing that part, which I think I kinda made a few sharps, Micah just stared at me with her dark eyes.

I scratched the back of my head as if I have tons of dandruff. "I know, I know, I am a little rusty since I haven't practised much ever since I left the choir when I was in elementary school." I giggled like the school girl that I am pretending to be.

After a few seconds of waving at her way, she just hugged me. "It was great..." was all that she could say.

After a few seconds of staying like that, I heard her whisper in my ears something unexpected. "I love you so much."

"Uhmm... I'll go home for now. You two just continue being a cute gay couple, okay?" It was the dark haired girl.

After hearing the door close, she pushed me unto the sofa that we were sitting.

I fel the soft gap between her legs brush against my already hard thing inside my strawberry printed panties.

"Your soft voice makes me wet."

I - Soft Voice