*pftihhhhpewh*(gun shoot, weapons sounds)’’ I…I Lo…guhhhh……I Love You…John…’’*tritrirtitritr*(machine gun).

While in that hell of sounds of plasma guns and energy grenades , with projectiles flying from left and right at me, while I was holding in my arms, my Last Hope, my Beloved Last Hope. Jeanne.

She struggled to tell me those words to me with her last bit of strength she had, while caressing my face with her trembling and pale hands, whipping away some of the tears that were overflowing from my eyes, while looking me at the eyes, seeing her fighting the strong desire of falling asleep. Her Last words, before all strength left her, leaving a lifeless body, with a hole protruding from where her heart was. Her hands dropped lifelessly, with shoulders dropped too, leaving her dead with her eyes still open but with no life in them.

I felt a storm of mixed emotions hitting me. Pain, Loss, despair, hatred, pity, love, shock. But the one that predominated the most was RAGE, I felt rage at the people who ordered this, I felt rage at the people who had done this, I felt Rage to everyone involved in this.

And to them who killed my Last beloved one, my last ray of light in my dark path, the one who gave me love again, to be killed, and tell me the same words my assassinated wife told me in her last breath. I gave them What they deserved! Yes! I killed them All! I obliterated them! I destroyed the Lab, the City, along with the entire planet where all the Fuckers were, with an energy ball released from my body-suit/bio-armor. The ball flew directly to the HQ of the SOBs, and imploded. Converting the entire planet into energy. A flash of light it’s all it took, and everything disappeared. Bye MOTHERFUCKERS!

I teleported myself to a nearby planet, and sat down in a protruding rock. I still held the lifeless body of Jeanne. I spent the next 3 days grieving over her dead, weeping like a little kid.

The feeling of loss, the pain, the despair I felt without her. Teleporting again, this time to Hjit planet, I buried Her next to the grave of my Wife and Twin daughters. Before teleporting yet again, in another solar system, sitting down in another rock in the top of a mountain. Still feeling sorrow, pain, and despair, I willed myself to remember my past, the beautiful family I formed, then my meeting with Jeanne.

10 years before everything started.

We were a happy go lucky family, with stable income, with the girls going to school together.

I lived happily family, with my beautiful wife, Roxxan. 27 years old. She had long Blondie hair, reaching her waist. Blue sky eyes, pretty face, pale skin, big breasts, nice ass, slim waist, just perfect. With the finishing touches of long and beautiful legs.

And my cute twin daughters. Marie and Micaela. Because they where twins, they have the same looks, 9 years old, blondie hair, pony tails reaching their shoulders. Lovely faces, with clear blue eyes. Not so pale skin. Overall just like normal yet too beautiful 9 years old kid. No way to differentiate them. But they wore different color of plastic armbands.

I was born with black hair, black eyes with a luster of gold. 30 years old. No so handsome face, just normal. I wasn’t that muscular, or tall. I was the one who worked for the bread of every day being an engineer, I did practice a lot of martial arts, I was a fan of them, like Taek-Kwan-do, Boxing, Muay Tay, Jujitsu, etc.

No problems with anything. But none of the martial arts prepared me for what was to come.

While we all were in the living room passing time together as a normal family would do.

Suddenly people I don’t know barged in house, kicking the front door open with us in the living room. They rushed in armed to the teeth with body armor, and plasma guns, and stun guns too.

I stood up really fast, only to be shot with a stun gun, along with my wife and daughters. I stumbled a bit, and dropped to the floor, with my head watching the direction of where my wife and daughters were.

They talked among themselves a bit, then 3 of the 6 that intruded into our house, moved to where my daughters and wife were.

At first I thought they would apprehend us, because I thought they where police force or something. But that thought soon changed when they started to peel of the clothes of my wife and daughter. And it soon followed the feeling of despair and horror.

Because they started to rape my daughters and wife in front of me, while still stunned. Only able to watch, unable to turn my head to the side, close my eyes or scream, to tell them to stop it.

But then more emotions rushed to me, when I saw them in the eyes, they were feeling pain, despair, terror. Then they noticed me seeing them, and then they pleaded me with their eyes for help.

They too were unable to anything but watch and feel their bodies being ravaged by the SOBs.

It continued for a bit more, until a trooper/soldier/intruder moved to the side of me while still looking with his eyes with interest and lust at my girls and wife. And with his weapon hanging to the right side with the belt passing over his right shoulder, ‘A chance!’ I thought.

Before that I willed myself, using every bit of will power and strength left in my body. Trying to move towards the weapon at his side, I moved! First with effort, then after a bit, moving more easily. I start crawling slowly without alerting them of me. They all were watching the rape. I moved towards my goal.

When I reached for the trooper, I was able to move while crouching down. I moved my arms towards the weapon, and then I grabbed it, and jerked it towards me, pulling the trooper backwards. I swept his footing, making him fall. Then with blood pressure elevating, and adrenaline rushing through my head, I know him off. Then jerk the weapon off of him. I grab a hold of it put my finger in the trigger, taking position and pointing towards the nearest trooper, pulling the trigger I shot him in the head, then to the next one standing next to the door, he was still jerking off to be aware of what is happening, thought the first one I fired was showing his back towards me.

When I started to point the gun towards the 3 that were raping my girls and wife, they too grasped the situation because 2 were with their guns pointed at me and the third one was pointing his to the girls, shouting some nonsense in another language that I didn’t comprehended but didn’t care though.

I rolled to the right while firing my gun to the one that was pointing his gun to my girls, the trooper dropped dead, then moved to fire at one that was firing at me. He got shot in the shoulder and bend over crying in pain, the other one fired me one that went through my side. But he didn’t get another chance to shot, because he too dropped dead. I got all of them down with novice training in firing plasma guns. And some Monstrous NOOB luck.

But I got careless, and that moment of carelessness cost was a barrage of plasma ammo raining into my girls and wife, leaving them bleeding, if not dead.

‘’Noooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!’’ I shouted in despair seeing them in that state.

I hastily fired at the one that was supposed to be unconscious. And fired at the one shot at the shoulder, killing them all.

I rush to check on the girls and my wife.

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But to add to my despair, the girls were dead, shot at vital points, and so was my wife Roxxan.

I was already crying when I reached them, but when I discovered the 2 of them were dead, I felt like dying, but Roxxan was still alive, She told me to get closer to her, and so I did.

I hold her in my arms, and she extended her arms, reaching towards my face.

’’ I…I Lo…guhhhh……I Love You…John…’’-Roxxan.

She struggled to tell me those words to me with her last bit of strength she had, while caressing my face with her trembling and pale hands, whipping away some of the tears that were overflowing from my eyes, while looking me at the eyes, seeing her fighting the strong desire of falling asleep, watching her struggling with all her might. Her Last words, before all strength left her, leaving a lifeless body, with a hole protruding from where her heart was. Her hands dropped lifelessly, with shoulders dropped too, leaving her dead with her eyes still open but with no life in them.

‘’NonononoNoooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!’’. I shouted with all my might to the heavens, while tightly embracing her. Crying my eyes out. With a storm of mixed emotions running rampant. Hatred, rage, loss, love, sincerity, shock and a lot of indescribable emotions.

Intense heart ache, clouded mind, and crying while hugging together the bodies of my girls and wife.

I grieved over their dead and buried them in the back of the house, over the following 5 days since the intrusion. During that time I researched who where these people, and discovered that we were in war with ‘’Liberation Group’’. These people who raped my girls and wife were from the so called group, and I was still grieving over them, feeling at a loss of what to do, a sudden Burning rage surfaced over me, clouding any coherent thought.

I decided right there, that I was going to the army and enlist myself to get my revenge.

The following 10 years of intense training and horrible treatment.

First 5 years were gruesome and inhuman training, barely getting any sleep I developed a tendency of getting Cat naps, short hours of sleep, recharging all my wasted energies.

Though at first Poor quantity of food, sleep deprivation, training at all hours, plus stress, was simple horrible, to the that bought me to think of my deceased happy family it made me throw out of the window my humanity.

And with that bought the other 5 years.

I ended signing up to be used as a lab rat, and end up as a Top Secret Weapon of Mass Destrucciòn.

TSWMD project.

In that project, being a lab rat. Injected all type of chemicals products, then body modified, and some things stuffed inside my modified body, running experimentations, training exercises to take notes. There in that place the one running the project was the head master of the project TSWMD.

She was Jeanne. Black haired woman, jade colored eyes, with beautiful face, thin shoulders, slim arms and waist, slender legs, and delicate and fragile looking hands. She was the perfect woman in the world, along with Roxxan.

I feel in love with her and she with me. It was mutual love at first sight.

She had an angelical like voice, and she was a little shy because of that.

We had great love and romance together, but we never had kids because we were near the battlefield, and never knew when a bomb will hit the base.

But those days come to an end in the 10th year.

The project TSWMD come to an end with a BANG, they killed Jeanna My love, My last hope, My light in the dark path I was walking into. Despair, hatred, rage. I was slowly walking away from that path. But they decided that I was unnecessary because the war has ended with a peace treaty that both sides signed. And stopped all kind of hostility because the Liberation group obtain what the wanted through some negotiations between the two sides. Our side only after 10 years relented to the demand of the other side.

‘what a bunch of greedy bastard’ I thought.

Well they killed Jeanna in front of me yet again, the same thing as with my family occurred.

*pftihhhhpewh*(gun shoot, weapons sounds)’’ I…I Lo…guhhhh……I Love You…John…’’*tritrirtitritr*(machine gun). Though there were noises.

While in that hell of sounds of plasma guns and energy grenades , with projectiles flying from left and right at me, while I was holding in my arms, my Last Hope, my Beloved Last Hope. Jeanne.

She struggled to tell me those words to me with her last bit of strength she had, while caressing my face with her trembling and pale hands, whipping away some of the tears that were overflowing from my eyes, while looking me at the eyes, seeing her fighting the strong desire of falling asleep. Her Last words, before all strength left her, leaving a lifeless body, with a hole protruding from where her heart was. Her hands dropped lifelessly, with shoulders dropped too, leaving her dead with her eyes still open but with no life in them.

And that’s not the end. Back to the present.

I was recently shouting with all my might, cursing myself because of not listening to my friend Arwin, in short ‘’ Al ‘’ . And Intelligent Ai capable of improving itself, and capable of feeling emotions just like humans.

He told me when I tranquilized myself ‘’John, I’m sorry to tell you this, but the Bio-Suit is not only capable of insta-healing yourself but others too, you just needed to touch them and will for it to happen or thought for it to happen. Or using manual controls.’’

That’s the reason I shouted non-stop and cursing myself while a storm of mixed emotions and thought crushed into me.

‘Why! WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!??? I could have saved her, but I got too shocked for any coherent thought’

‘Why do this happen to me!? And why did God kill the one who opened me again!? I was restoring my emotions only for her! I sealed them away in order to get revenge but it only gotten me more hurt and the backfired on me when they killed her right in front of me, it was like a crystal cup just shattered to million pieces!’

I continued cursing, and swearing.

‘Even thought all those years training and exercising, and burning excruciating study, in order to memorize all of the Bio-Suit functions’.

‘’ I give up ‘’ I said.

‘’ Al is there a self-destruction command? ‘’. I asked with a defeated expression.

He remained silent for 3 seconds before giving an answer.

‘ Yes, just in your left hand that blue colored plaque, lift it up and remove the safety … hahaha, Lest go with a Bang! ‘.He said Through our mental link.

I smirked, and laughed weakly, while moving my hand to me left arm, removing the safety.

A window appeared for my final confirmation.

Are you sure to use the prototype NECRUDPs?

Yes | no

‘’ Yes ’’. I said waiting for the end.

And… everything turned white…

Spoiler~

NECRUDPs~

Nova of Energy Conversion and Reconstruction of the Universe with Different Patterns?