I feel like I am the background character of my own life. I have dreams, goals, desires and ambition just like everyone else.  But it feels as if something is blocking me from achieving them. At first at thought it was me, you know. We’ve all seen those motivational videos, quotes and memes. Whether it’s YouTube TikTok or Instagram It’s all the same thing being said, always the same story being told. “I was once a depressed, financially struggling who was anti-social and I hated the way I looked. But after I did this and that everyday  I became successful. “ What a load of bullshit. In life there are so many things that stop a person from accomplishing their goals, and the biggest thing is the people around you. Whether it’s strangers, people or friends and family, they all toxic heathens that hold you back. The worst part is that it hurts, especially when it’s family. You always expect family to be there for you even if you constantly fight, you never expect them to purposefully sabotage your vision, your dreams, the whole reason why you do something and not just something its sometimes the motivation of you waking up everyday to hustle and take care of those closest you including them. So when they betray you it hurts like a mother fucker, it’s like lava dripping on you every few seconds from an evil torturous contraption built by them to hurt whilst you are paralyzed on the floor unable to move because you are tied up. Its built up an incredible amount of anger up inside of me, but I don’t have the power to do anything about the injustice done to me.  

I thought that I would be happier. I thought that life would be easier, more exiting and generally less dull, but honestly it feels much worse. I guess that is what you get for being part of society. You get force fed so much information, good and bad, that it is hard to distinguish between the truth and complete garbage. It’s bad, so bad that it feels that right and wrong are the same thing or that they don’t exist. I, stupidly of course, believed most of what society fed me including how we all talk about society like we are not in it. Funny isn’t it, people always refer to society like they are not apart of it when something bad is associated with it. And then include themselves in society when something good is associated with it, like charity events and the fight against global warming or some other seemingly impossible problem that could be easily resolved by everyone working together for a couple of years. Anyways back to my point, I believed almost everything that society taught me, you see I thought I was smart, that I could tell the difference between the truth and garbage, but I was wrong. There is no more black and white, just grey.

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There is something that we all believe will make us happier is we manage to get. You know what I am talking about, that dream or that single thing that you think if it happens to you or that you somehow stumble across it during the journey that we call, that it would make your life easier, better and happier. You know what I’m talking about right? Yeah, you do. Well, it happened to me, I stumbled across it, gingerly picked it up and looked at it with awe and amazement. I told myself that my life would change forever, that I would be much happier than ever before. It turns out that I was only right about the first part, the second part on the other hand?  Not so much. And no I am not talking about love, I’m talking about super powers. Now I know what you are thinking, you thinking: “Superpowers aren’t real and that this is just a crazy, unstable guy who thinks that they have powers.” Well everything you just thought is true, except for the last part of course. Powers are real and everything that comes with them is also true. Now I don’t know what world you come from, maybe in your world powers aren’t real but future seeing octopuses that can tell the results of a soccer game before it happens are, look I’m not judging but in my world powers are real and they are a real pain in the ass. Especially mine, now you have two choices, stick around and listen to me wine or hit the road. Either way is ok with me really. But if you are going to stick around I have two rules, keep your trap shut cause I easily get distracted and loose my train of thought and the second rule is keep an open mind cause I a lot of what I am going to tell you is going to be batshit crazy.