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Winter 2005 First thought, first memory

Winter 2005 First thought, first memory

In Czech republic, in the heart of Europe, in the capital city of Czechs and cheap beer a single thought stands out. 

A young boy slowly drifts from his thoughtless sleep and thinks for what he percieves as his first time. 

Nothingness turned to question which he asks. “What am I?” and answer from his only coherent memory, 3 words his name and age. Slowly ring in his ears.

Then another thought came. “Where am I?” and the boys senses of his own body slowly returned and void of senses became a plethora of many.

First came vision which returned just void, but with a twist. Blackness with colourfull yellow and red dots. Then came the senses of heat, touch and “rotation”. Which returned sense of weight over what he perceived as down and up in seemingly random locations and comfortable heat in most of these locations where the weight can be sensed the most. Then came the silent realization that he currently percieves his own body and he is currently in a bed. Another unvoiced thought came. “Where am I? What is in my surroundings? Why do the spots in my vision move?” Then another silent thought informed him that he can move his muscles and with some of them even open his eyes. Thus he was guided by instinct for his first time and as his eyelids opened the void of blackness blended with colourfull dots changed to a view of a room. As he opened his eyes and slowly shifted from lying to sitting he moved his head around and viewed the room. There he saw another bed which was empty, closet with it’s doors slightly opened and closed door with a window from glass which was far from seethrough. Nothing in the room no longer held his attention as he saw that answer to his question and the reason for his spots in vision which was just outside the doorway. He stood up from the bed and walked for the first time. He opened the door and saw the source of light. It was from a open room on the other side of the hall he just entered. Another familiar room the boy thought to himself and slowly entered. As he walked closer he saw red carpet stretching over the whole floor, empty sofa, bed and as he drew closer he saw a familiar man on a chair not even 30 years old. Father he thought for himself and ran to hug him and after a while his consiousnes again turned to void as the other one took over. For until early spring

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Vision type A

These vision are short moments of 5-10 thought words lengh and start with the first character of the word where your perception and thought of your body are the same as of the future you. During these vision you have “complete” control of your future body in the sense that you sense every single decion and motion as if you are doing it at the moment and the you from the future reacts to the memory of the vision. This results in the same thoughts in future and past self. During these thoughts person is unable to use his memory past the point of the past self and these vision are mostly during impresions of some emotional sight. It is a lot like deja-vu, but instead of the uncomfortable feeling you connect to your past memory of the event. 

Posible factors for creation. 

Lack of animals larger than a mice in 30 m surroundings.

Aimless wandering without thoughts about present and near future.

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