And that's enough of me being dramatic or whatever.

So yeah... it's been quite a while and you may have wondered at some point why I haven't posted anything. Well y'see I could pass this off as having an early holiday but that'd be an outright lie; not to mention how much I've gushed about how writing is my favorate pass time. 

Suffice to say I've suffered from a relaps of depression over the last... 4-5 months? It's nothing big or new for me to be honest as I am usually the cause of my own suffering. It started to get really bad around august and I entered a state which I call giving up on life but not seeking death. Which is my prefered method of sever depression because suicidal thoughts really miss you up and I thankfully haven't been through that again ever since I dropped out of school six years ago. Funny thing how slamming the metaphorical door on all your friends and comitments can really open your eyes to how little it all matters in the bigger picture. The bigger picture being the need to get a job and function in modern society after going through a centrys old enducation system that really doesn't ready you for life outside of school.

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Ah... not that it makes you a very resposible or up-right person. If anything I feel sorry for my parents who have been so increadibly patient with me as I continue to be in my own words, a waste of space. I honestly wish I could be a better son to them but life screwed me up and turned me into an anxiety riddled and depressed mess with comitment issues. I am admitadly unreliable and so segways into the dreaded writers block. I'm having a hard time continueing this story at the moment but I believe I'll be able to pick it back up. Reading over what I'd written did raise my eyebrows a few times as I asked myself what I was trying to write and why; but I do intend to continue and will work on cleaning up everything after I finish the first arc. I also learned that I need to take better notes because I have no way of decripting my own arcane texts after forgetting what they related to.

So I'll apologize now for my unnotified absence because it was pretty shitty of me to do that. 

I'll post again when I have something.

So see you then and thank you for your continued patience.