My name is Alexander, I am 18 and I live in Latvia, not much about me, quiet shut-in "otaku"(Nerd in japanese language) noticed by few... I got my hobby when I was 5, I saw my first anime "Dragon Ball", at 7 I realised I am an "otaku", but I wasn't the only one... that is why now I am in this situation at 18, I fell for a man.

I was 15 when I was shown "Yaoi"(Boys' Love), at first I disliked it... at 17 I remembered that genre and I didn't dislike it, actually I was turned on!

A summer passed, I got 18 and apparently a transfer student came, black hair, Brown Eyes, he got popular with girl that instant he introduced himself...

Lithuanian named Dominic - The man I love

Stolen novel; please report.

Girls one after another went to ask him out, he rejected all of them.

I got an idea - Maybe me?

I call him out after school in private to confess... Alas, I got rejected:

Dude you're gay!? Sorry, not into men... (Laughter after)

I told my friends about what happened on internet, they encouraged me right after and I got a out to get something to eat...

On my way home, a man in a same hooded sweatshirt I was in, walk by me as he was whispering something, I thought he was insane, I ignored it since I didn't wanted to be involved... but fate had other plans...

Halfway home I got stabbed in a back, as i turned around, what I saw was not some random bandit, but a skinny man with a scythe that pierced me... My mind... was fading...

Just what is this day? Why me?