We are sitting on the seat around the table. It's my mom in front of me now, pouring a porridge with soup she cooked.
"Listen, mom, I didn't get bullied."
"Y-yeah, that's fine really."
(Is it that bad for my daughter to lie about it?)
In fact, I am not bullied and my mom is now so worried about me even though she didn't trust what her daughter said. Sigh* think it Nina, think it carefully.
I soften my voice. "Mom, I am not bullied. My daily school life, I enjoyed with joy and happiness."
She starts crying.
W-wait what?! How? What the!? Now I am confused.
(Oh dear, she tried to comfort me, and look am I now... Crying in front of her.)
Shocked, this will be going uncontrollably. What now? Should I firm how I spoke? No, I didn't want my mom to feel sorry for me. I should search for how I can make my mom smile again.
...
(I am bad being her mom. I am a bad mother. How could I leave my daughter to suffer this much.) Sniff*
How did it become like this?! Filled with shock I can't even imagine that my words stabbed me like this. I should know how to maintain it. I know it because I always manipulate others to not try to come near me in one sentence. I mean, I am the lone wolf. Harsh word to make them stay away from me is my daily. In fact, I am the one who usually bullies others with my harsh words. I think it's my karma.
Bam!*
We looked at the door that suddenly banged.
"I'll definitely meet you in the movie!! Bye~"
My sister looks at us. The first thing she always does after going home is put her shoes on the desk but she is just startled at us.
"W-what happened?!" Said her after looking at us she felt confused and shocked.
I bet looking at our mom crying in front of her sister makes her feel worried.
She walks to our mom and hugs her from behind. After that, she looked at me with sharp eyes.
"Why are you harassing our mom?!"
"..." Harassing?
"Listen! I am trying to clear our misunderstanding here." Said me assertively.
(Waaah...)
Good, Now my sister looking at me with a disgusted face.
"Don't worry Nina, I know I am a bad mother for you."
I didn't even say a single word about you being a bad mother to me. Just how did it happen? I just trying to clear our misunderstanding and yet it comes out in a twisted way.
"No worry Mom, let me talk about it each other!" Said my sister with a smile.
My mom looked at her and smiled too.
...
"Then? How did that happen?" Said my sister while lying on the floor in my room.
"Look, I am on the right path. You didn't have a reason to accuse me Mrs." Said me while sitting on my bed.
"You are clever and yet you can comfort our mother." Said my sister with a disappointed face while looking at me.
"S-sorry."
I try to avoid her eyes. She stood up and grabbed my head forcing it to look at her.
"Look sister, we know you could do it. Now read my mind."
Ouch, same when I look at what's inside Eluthya's mind. It hurt me. This is my sister, far more genius than me. Her name is Rina Cascandra. Olympics? Academics? Achievements? All of those can she do it. her life is full of joy and happiness, unlike me who prevents people from approaching me, she has many friends. Her attitude is the best and all of her friends call her Lily Princess.
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It's not like I envy her. What she wants to do depends on her. Just, she has a twisted personality to me.
"See? You can't, no one could read my mind." Said my sister with a creepy smile at me.
"That's why you will feel happy while we are al-" She stopped talking as I hit her head with my finger.
"Ouch, that hurt sis."
Her eyes were about to cry. I know that's fake. It's not like I can't do it. I just restrained it. If I too much read, it's the same as overwriting my personality. I love myself so I don't want to do it.
Mind Reading is not I can hear it through my ears. The thoughts will come inside my mind and overwrite it as I hear it through my ears. And if I turned off the "overwrite" function. It will be forced to get inside my mind. My head hurt because I still turned on the "overwrite" function and it happens as I hear too many people talking to me at once.
"You should handle your lil'sis with care!!" Said her while pouting at me.
Meanwhile, I look at her with a plain face.
"So, what do you want to talk about?" Ask me while changing my clothes.
"W-wait!! What do you want to do!?"
I don't know why she got panicked looking at me change clothes...
(Awh~ her body is so perfect I want to handle it with carefulness and love it with all of my senses.)
She blushed because knew that I could read her mind.
"It's not like it's the first time I read your twisted mind." Said me while continuing what I was doing.
"I-I-I think you didn't know..." Said her in a loud to low voice.
"Listen, our mom is crying below us and you think about "handle" me with care?" Said me, laughing.
She blushed again in front of me.
She stood and ran outside my room. "You dummy!!"
This misunderstanding will never be fixed. I should change the way I would say. Either comfort her with my words to make her believe that I didn't get bullied, or I should offer her the answer about what she worried about me. In short, I will lie to her.
"So, are you done talking?" Ask my mom with a gentle voice and care.
(I hope her weight is lifted a bit.)
I walk from the stairs while holding my handphone and walk to sit at the dinner table with tissue on it.
With softening my voice, I start talking to her. "Mom, I want to go to an all-girl high school."
She covered her mouth with her hand.
(Owh!! so that was so bad. Now my daughter start to leave her reality.)
H-ho- Ah... Nevermind. It's fine, I just should lie to her. Many people come to approach me, I tell them a lie and they start to hate me after that. Wait, I don't want to my mom hate me. But, it will break her hurt if she knows her daughter lying. Even though she already misunderstood me and thought that I lied to her at first.
I open up my phone and search for a school. "There is a school that I can enjoy. It is built on a remote island and I think I can feel at ease there."
I give my phone to my mom and she looks at it.
"Yur L' Ebian Highschool?"
I take a piece of tissue and wipe my mom's tears.
"Yeah, it's a famous high school with strict rules. It said that the alumnus surely will get a job. You can calm now Mom..." I am still softening my voice. I don't want to hurt and make my mom feel worried about me anymore.
(My daughter wants to start again at zero. As her mother, I should support her.)
I smile after reading her mind. Even though she knows that I can read my mind... NO, Please I don't want to think about it again.
"Ah, why is my daughter so smart like this? I feel proud of you two." Said my mom with ease and happiness.
Ask that to our father. He is so smart that our daily life can be ensured until we are dead without one of us working.
I hug her and our talk is over.
...
At the night...
I am stroking my little sister's hair. It is soft and smells good.
"Hey sis, are you sure to go that place?" Ask her.
(I will feel lon- Ah wait, she can read it.)
I clicked my tongue.
"Huh?" She turned her face at me.
I smile at her. "It's nothing, I thought you would feel lonely just that."
"U-uwu..."
She jumped at me and hugged me making me fall on her bed. I can smell her good vagrant. She looks at me with a sad face.
"I'll miss you."
"If you miss me then throw all of my photos and crash that camera of you."
I point my finger on the corner of my desk. There is a small camera on it. I look at her face again and she already averted my eyes.
With a smug face, I said. "What's the matter? You said I am clever right?"
"So what? Want me to cross our line now?" Said her with a serious and creepy smile at me.
"Our mom will be sad."
"But not for me. I am sure will "handle" you with care... I promise~" She looks more creepier than I think.
"And if that happens, I will hate you with all of my life."
"Not until you break." Said her while smiling at me even creepier than before.
"Then break me as you will do and we will never meet each other again." Said me with a firm voice and sharp eyes at her.
She shocked. She stopped crawling on me and just sat beside me.
"Why I can't even beat you in words."
"Because you are my sister. My experience through you is more than yours."
I don't want to think that my sister is lust after me. I hug her with my left hand. She lay her head on my shoulder.
"You know, I will miss you so much." Said my sister with a sad voice.
She turned her head at me. She looks at me and moves her head in front of me.
She appears in front of my face with a creepy smile full of lust. "Until that time, don't ever cheat on me~ sister~"
I hit her head with my finger.
"Ouch... You do it again!!" Said her while pouting at me.
I walk outside my sister's room but my hand is grabbed by my sister.
"Why are you so confident? Do you hate me?"
She looks down while strongly grabbing my hand. Her thoughts are like a waterfall. Sound loud and it's pressure is so high. Not like my mother, she is watching drama on television on the first floor while thinking that I wants in love again.
I feel that my sister gets more and more creepier as time goes on. I walk at her and stroke her head with my hand gently.
"I still have two months, so let's do something together at that time." Said me while stroking her head gently.
She nods at me. I can feel she sniffing at me.
I push her a bit. "Now, the fanservice is gone, go sleep now." Said me assertively.
I walk outside and close the doors. I mean, why should I feel scared of her? She is my own sister. Why should I hate her? Does she think that because she loved me so much I will hate her? Why? Why does she feel like that? Yeah, whatever.