i'm sora an archmage of fire sacrificed my self to kill a high rank alien with a suicide weapon Void Matter.

a weapon i created my self from the tech of the alien with some modification with forgotten magic....

teleportation...

a weapon that will active with life force as energy to create a ball of void that will eat anything it touch to the nothingness(at least that is what i thought)...

...........................

i was in a warm place.... at least sometimes.

every time i felt cold it seem, i will be moved to a rather warmer place.

the place i'm in  is a really strange place it was dark, but at the same time bright.

it was hard but it was soft, strange is it?....

i could feel and hear my heart beating, what is this? i'm still alive?how com...

..... i wasn't in my body, at least i don't think it is...

*sigh* well i will know what happened when the time come.

i could see mana running thought my body(?) and it's concentrated, a mana core!!..

human didn't have such a thi... or maybe i'm not a human anymore?

and there is something else too my mana....

it wasn't the usual warm and violent mana, now it was a cold and calm mana.....

so i try to extract the mana outside me to become warm and violent(fire mana)

but the cold and calm mana(water i think as it was a polar opposite of fire mana) always come with it...

if i have to guess that was because my body is having more affinity to water mana than to fire

but i'm an archmage of fire!! will i just say okay to that?... No!!!... i was a proud fire mage!!!

never underestimate me you fucking body with water affinity i will show you what an archmage like me can do.

starting from that day i start to cultivate fire and *cough* water mana

for the last few days i just cultivating my fire and little water mana come too with it(ratio 4:1)

my mana core now having red and blue color inside it, making it looks like the symbol of yin and yang from china.

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and when the my affinity with fire reach a ratio of 1:1 to water i seem to can't cultivate more fire mana.

fucking body.....

so from then on i start to cultivated the two manas with same ratio(ahhahah even if i don't win the war, in the end you won't  win the war either!!.... hahaha fucking water affinity body!!)

i start to experiment with the mana making it become one, think!!

if it is successful it will be like i have 100% fire/water mana to spam my spells not just 50% per element!!!

isn't i'm a genius! heehehe

and know what!!! it hurt like hell, i almost feel like killing my self from it!!....

after what seem like eternity i successfully to make 5% of each to become one; 10%!!, before i lost consciousness...

i successfully combine the manas inside my mana core after 5 time losing consciousness.

well it become easier after the first time and became more difficult after 90%... really difficult..

and painful... fucking painful... if i can scream maybe i would even make a sleeping dragon to sleep forever( cause of hearth attack)...

and thrust me... it will need a really extreme strong! hard! loud! solid! firm! tough! violent! sharp! intense! thick! voice to do that! 

after i woke up i could feel that my 'body' becoming stronger and...

fused with..... MANA!! cool!...

i could feel there was a crack in 'my place' and start to make my way to it.

light is coming from it, maybe it is instinct or just curious, i try to break 'my place' so i could see the light.

after breaking 'my place', i got a really shocking news, i was.....

blind!!!..... NOOOOOOO!!!!!......