My life my life... everything is the same in my life.

I wake up, i brush my teeth, i eat, i go to work, i come back, i relax and sleep. The next day i repeat.

This is a little schedule I’ve built up over the years, it is simple, anemic and for a lonesome kind like me it is everything and I don't complain.

Yes, i agree, it needs a little more spark and so i watch some movies, play some music and i chat online. I do entertain. But that's all i can do because everything else feels dead inside and i can relate.

Monday. The week starts.

I wake up and i go to work. Yes, my normal routine is the same as always. I brush my teeth, i eat, i go to work, i come back, i relax and sleep. And yes, i entertain.

Sigh...

My job is also the same and for the life in me i can't seem to remember what it is, but i do it anyways, every day from Monday to Friday and i am quite good at it, and like a blank greyed out screen everything i can't remember is like that. Everything i have forgotten is like that. Everything... everything.

My family and friends. Ah yes, my family, what great people i have, i chat with them online. My friends, they are good people and they visit me sometimes, all of them like dolls with greyed out faces and a monotone voice like a wall that moves and speaks and dolled up to look like a human being. I often feel like as though i am talking to a wall.

Sigh…

Tuesday.

Ah, a different day. I like it, it’s broad and emotionless like my ego, but i had fun today. I woke up, I brushed my teeth, i ate, i went to work, i came back and relaxed and now i sleep. What a wonderful day.

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Ah yes, and that nice long chat i had with my brother;

"How are you?" said my brother.

"I am fine," i said.

"Good,"

"Good."

"How are you?" i said.

"I am fine," he said.

"Good,"

"Good."

What a nice long chat almost like i am talking to a robot.

Wednesday.

I hate it. A day in the middle of a week, it serves no purpose and it's there only to fill up the days in a week, and It makes the week feel longer than it should by spacing out the days and making them feel longer. In case you didn't know i hate it. Of course, it's only livened up by my normal routine...I wake up, i brush my teeth, i eat, i go to work, i come back, i relax and sleep.

Thursday.

I like it. It concludes the long wait of a long week. You can tell that i am excited to end this week with only 1 day left for this weekend to begin. I have big plans for it.

I wake up, i brush my teeth, i eat, i go to work, i come back, i relax and sleep. What a wonderful day.

A chat with my brother;

Me: "   "

My brother: "   "

SEEN.

what a nice chat.

Friday.

Ah yes. i am so excited. Yeah… let me spice things up today. I am going to do everything different and live it up!

I wake, i brush my teeth, i eat, i go to work, i come back, i relax and sleep.

Today I played a song called monotone by Jhene O't. It is silent like the night and has two sounds the beginning and the end. I love it. It expresses the essence of what a song should be.

A nice way to end the day.

Saturday...

I am awakened by a loud banging at the door so i go to check it out. I get out of my bed and walk downstairs to the door and open it. The day is clear as a warm summer morning and there is no one there.  It is so quiet i can't even hear the wind.

I go back to sleep. A moment later that sound returns. It is odd that someone is banging nails on their roof this early. I ignore it and force myself to sleep but the sound doesn't go away, it's louder the more i hear it. It's annoying.

I go to check it out and like last time there is no one there but this time i can hear the sound and it's right in front of me but there is no source. huh...

I go back inside and straight to bed but that sound follows me inside. When i turn back to look there is no one there and there is nothing there, just a loud annoying sound and i hear it when i eat, i hear it when i sleep and i hear it every second of every hour for as long as i can stand it.

Sunday…

I wake up. That sound is gone, what was that anyways?

I brush my teeth, i eat my bread, i...

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My life my life... everything is the same in my life.

I wake up, i brush my teeth, i eat, i go to work, i come back, i relax and sleep. The next day i repeat…