Sweet purity and addicting nicotine, a uni student and college professor, nostalgia and longing.  Lily Different, you only notice that you are when you meet other people. Wonder how, where and why you are. Try to mask your difference to blend in.  Tired for doing so. Rest  Think  Cry Repeat.  or just don't. Nicotine Judged you are, for you are gentle and sensitive. Ponder you do, as you're whipped.  Fight to be seen as brave and manly Drained for doing so Rest Smoke Drink Repeat.  Sustain