Mozart's song keeps ringing in his head while trying his hardest to focus on what his mon is talking about.

"This is just an easy chore, i dont understand why can't you do it? I said to take only non-working clothes into the washing machine but you still did it.God, I don't know how many time I told you this." Mom snapped while looking at her son to demand an answer while showing the wet suits from the washing machine.

He looked at the clothes while panicking inside, he thought 'how is that possible I cant recall putting that suits inside the washing machine.' He kept his glance down feeling guilty of how incompetence he were.

"It was such a small things and you still cant do this, what about your future? If you still cannot concentrate while doing things , when you're working they'll kick you out on the first day,SO,YOU MUST get rid of your laziness ASAP and take notes on the tasks you have to do." Trying her best to teach this idiotic son is the hardest work on earth. 

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Getting lectured by mom was never an easy feat, although he knew that he was in the wrong but he can't help  but to blame on myth that never been proof before. He keeps thinking that he had an ADHD that's why he can't remember much but well he never went to the doctor to test so he doesn't know that he did have it or not. But this thought passed by quickly and the new song beginning to played in his head automatically,again. 

"Are you listenning to me? Dont do this again okay? You need to try your best to do things and you cannot leave things undone. You must do your work to the best quality,takes your time and do things.Dont hurry to go off and play games,okay? Mom asked.

"Okay" he answered.

In the end he still dont understand his thought, everything seems to be muddy.He felt that he was smart but why cant he remembered stuff and something like this has happened a lot of time throughout his life.

What's life about anyway, should he just suicide? What's the meaning of life? Will it just end after death will you no longer suffering? All kind of question surfing thtough his mind all the time.

While he believes that his brain can adapt to his liking if he tried hard enough but still he doesnt really see any improvement in his brain. Still vivid dreaming and