I don't remember who I am. I forgot. I don't feel pain. I don't have feelings. This is what I must do to live. It is my way. That is until I killed a guard with my mind to save my cellmate, Nathan. Alone in the cell she exists; day after day she lives on without thinking about a future. One day, she is given a new cellmate, Nathan, who challenges her with the idea that she has a past and a future. As he challenges her beliefs, she starts to realize she knows more than she remembers. She knows how to block off unwanted thoughts, feelings, and sensations. She knows the many little hands she sees can do her bidding and reach anywhere she can imagine. She knows how to use those hands to heal herself. And she knows that everyone who leaves their cells dies.  When the guards come to take Nathan to his death, she decides she doesn't want to live this life without memory anymore.  This story is posted on Wattpad, Inkitt, Moonquill, and Royal Road. There is an original old version from 2008 and a start to the rewrite from 2015 (this is the 2015 rewrite) available on FictionPress. If you are not reading on one of these location, you are reading a pirated version and you can read it for free on Royal Road.