CHAPTER 1
[Crying]"oyee...!, Ahhhh....even you are ignoring me .....cant you hear me crying ......i will just die then" ....[screaming]...no one cares about me ....my life just sucks [being dramatic].
[Screaming]" Stop it idiot .I am going to be deaf if you continue screaming like that .Alright tell me what happened now.You just called me yesterday and you already have another drama to report ,,wahh!!.Just spit it out ."
[Sobbing]"You see, he was talking with me yesterday right after I finished talking with you and .....he...he said not to behave so closely with him and I started a fight and blocked him on every platform .Now ....[sobbing]....he is not even trying to contact me .....its been a day almost ...[screaming]...why is he doing this only to me ?...!...He just can't live a day without talking to her but he is just fine not talking with me [scoffs].You just see i am going to ignore him , i will just be like he is invisible, i dont care ,let him talk with whoever he wants, I just dont care...to hell with him![Finishes in last breathe]
[Imitating]"You see i will ignore him, hell with him.....Ya![shouts]You are going to hell for being shameless!...Just listen to yourself ,how many times have you said this same thing .When are you going to get over him .Bitch you will never change!...Bye..!Goodnight ![Agressively].
[2 min later ] Phone rings
"Its already 3 , you just go to bed without overthinking idiot.You deserve better and I bet he will talk to you tomorrow.Dont place yourself at bottom ,understood?[sweetly]Good night !sweet dreams!"
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The one who talked me out of this everyday was my bestfriend. I am really lucky to have this girl in my life.Why? .You say ,who can handle my madness unless its her .
I am just a normal girl who just turned 19 this March 2nd (2023). Yes! I am a average looking brown girl (my bestfriend is pretty ,hahaa..)with very long hair and a pretty smile and genuine eyes(these are the compliments I recieved, I am not making them up ).I am studying Electrical engineering and I have passes two sems without studying and messed up 3rd sem with two backlogs,I am sure iI will clear them .
What do you think is the reason for my fucked up mental health? My long hair has been reduced to half of its volume due to stress. And what do you think is the reason for this stress?
[Screaming] It's HIM!! Yes its him....
Ever since I entered the college ,the reason for my stress,overthinking,insecurity,frustration , madness ,craziness and whatever it is ,He is the source of it all!
But he is also the reason for my happiness, joy,comfort and peace.He is the reason for the first time in my life I want to behave like a girl , I want to be beautiful just for him,I want to dress up just for him,I want to be perfect just for him!....
When I am ready to do this much for him ,can you guess what he want to do for me ?
He wants to give me stress and he loves irritating me and enjoys my expressions and words! What a wierd psycho!.
JUST WHEN DID I FALL FOR THIS SHIT?