Oeeekkkk!!!!~

Noisy....

Huh?? Where is this? Why everything is dark??

Oeekkkk~

Noisy...Shut up!!

"%@%$$@%@$$#@*"

Huh...weird..that's the sound of a woman, right?

*Sreg

I try to move my body, but it's very heavy

I try to open my eyes. Ooohhh, I could open it. My vision is very blurry. There is a shillouette of a big woman....

Huh?!! Big woman! A giant!! No wait, maybe its me who shrink? Ummmm.....so the crying baby sound is mine, and this is the legendary rencarnation.....Ok

Wait, no!!!! The hell is this!!! How am I reincarnated, I don't even know why i'm dead!! Hufff..hufff...calm down...calm down...*Sigh

The baby crying sound stopped

So, I'm reincarnated, and the big woman shillouette there is my mom, right? Wait there is another shilloette. It's a woman, maybe she is the nurse who help my mother birth

"%@$$*#$&@, Vina," the nurse said. I don't know what's she talking about, but I think my mother's name is Vina.

Umu, a fine name it is.

I look at my mother, I think she is breathing heavily, but I think there is a trace of relieves in her breaths.

She look at me, it's only my feeling but I think she's beautiful. Well, I mean she's still blurry in my eyes.

She smiles at me. Why I know? Because there is this warm feeling radiated from her.

*Brakk

So noisy, what's that sound. I try glance around. I think that is the sound of a door. Why am I so sure? Because there is this shilouette of a man coming from there.

Mother looks at him, still the same warm feeling, so i guess that's my father.

"$%@^%##*$$, Fran," my mother says. So my father's name is Fran, huh?

Not bad.....

Father looks at me happily, there is this bright feeling from him, so i guess he is a cheerfull person. He look at the both of us with the strong warm feeling not losing from my mom

"^!$#^$^%^&@*?"father says. I think he's asking to mother, from the tone.

"%#^&$&@&^$*, Raina," mother says while looking at me.

*Shivers

Somehow I got goosebumps, why you say? Because she says "Reina" while looking at me. Does that mean, no, no way, maybe it's the nurse' name. There is no way....right?

"$@%$##%$@*, Reina" father says, looking at me warmly. No father, you're not helping me!!!!!

I'm, a man, reincarnated into a girl

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I cried

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After that, for one full month, I cried every time I remeber it. My pride, my junior, I have to say goodbye for all of it.

*Sobs

So, yea, I accept the reality, I'm a girl.

*Sobs

I really accept it, still I really wanna cry

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2 months passed, I'm getting irritated of how boring and embarrassing to be a baby is.

I can't really move, I only can roll, sit lift hands, lifts legs, repeat. Yet I still trains my body so I can move easier.

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And besides that, I can't, I repeat, I can't control my body at all!! If I felt I want to pee, I peed. If I felt I want to poop, I poop. It's so frustating and disgusting at the same time. And I cry to let my mom change it, and by the time my mom come to me. She put a warm smile seeing my condition, which made it more embarrassing!! 

And the feeding time, ooohhh guess what? Breasfeeding was very shameful that I can feel my pride as a man shatters little by little

And, guess what. I'm born with a handicap! It has been two months and my vision still blurry! I mean, come on, man. Whoever you are, you reincarnated me and gave me a handicap?!! Well I have my other sense so I will train them, but come on....

Back to te topic, in these two months, I realize something, even though i can remember who am I in the past life, but I can't remember peoples in my past life! Well, maybe that's for prevent me from indefinite sadness, so it's okay, I guess?

So, other things that i figured out is.... my father is a hardworker. Why I know? Because I only see him at morning and night. And my mother? She's so kind, she always radiating that warm feelings. I bet she's beautiful!!

O yea, and for the language, I'm still workin on it, goddamn it's so hard!!

And that's it for the report, hope I can be a good son to them!

Oh, yea.....I'm a girl.

*Sobs sobs

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6 months passed, I finally grasped this world language, hell yeahh!! Now, concuer the world, haha!!!!!

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So, my activities every day is wake up, eat, train my body, train my senses, sleep, repeat. My vision is still blurry, I guess my eyes looks normal because seems like my mom and dad never notices it.

For my body training, I can crawl by now, I started to explore my room, well because the door is always locked. So, my room is made of all wood with only the foor is from stone. So, I guess I'm in a village?

And for my senses training, I have enhanced my smelling to the point I can distinguish person by its smell, and I can hear what's outside of my room, I hear some people talk, but not so clear, I can hear some other weird noise, but well that's for I know later.

Besides my normal senses, I can feel like there is more, I can perceive the surrounding when I close my eyes, I think I got myself some supervision!!

Also, I have accepted my gender change fully, I mean fully to not cry when I remember it. But I don't know if I can marry. Well, I mean, I'm a man!!! Or ex-man to be precise.

So, I guess that's for the report, hope you enjoy it!

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I'm talking to myself again, I'm so lonely

*Sobs

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Almost one year passed. I got up from my bed. I washed myself, and walked through my house to the kitchen. My house looks....fine I think, most of it made from wood beside the floor. I think I reincarnated to the middle age time.

"Good morning, Sweetheart!!"the lady said while cooking in the kitchen. She is tall and slender, with black straight hair tied to a pony tail, long and slender legs, pretty face with sharp jaw lines and cheek bones. The beautiful lady smiles warmly at me while I sit on the chair.

"Morning, mum!!" I said, enjoying the piece of art in front of me.

"Sweetie, can please wake up dad for me, tell him the breakfast is ready," she said.

"Yes, Mam!" I said, while giving her military salute and grinning from ear to ear.

I walk to dad' room, or my parents' room, precisely, while thinking the advancement I make after 8 months.

First of all, my body training, I can walk now! HAHA! Taste that, weak baby legs!

Now, I could walk through the house! I wanted to run too, but last time I fell, so my mother forbade me from running until I'm at least one and a half years old (Come On!!!). Altough kind, mom's not stupid, she thought I can undsrstand her. So, sometimes, my acting skill didn't work at all! *sigh

Second, my sense training. I could feel all my sense were stronger than before, even stronger than when I was in the past life. And my supervision got improves too, I could perceive anything around me veeeery detail, I could feel the grooves on the woods, the insects in my room, the water drip on my room when it was raining. It feels, I don't know, it's hard to describe, eye-widening..maybe? 

Third, my parents knew I'm blind. Well, maybe that's because I always closed my eyes when I walked through the house. Actually, no, maybe it's because I almost closed my eyes the entire time. My parents only worried in the beginning though, because I showed them how good my godly supervision is!!! So, all ended well, I thought. But I thlught I can see if I could find glassess, no? Well, maybe that's for later. I couldn't see any color with my vision, though.

O yea, lastly, every-time I showed them my pretty great skills, like walking at 9 months, could understand their talks, and even could talk while obly sinple words, and my supervision, they always brag themselves. They always said, "As expected from our daughter!" Seriously, I think they're too accepting.  Because of that, I thought I can train more freely.

So, back to the present, I've arrived at the wooden door in front of me. I opened the door silently. I used my super-vision. In the room, there was a pretty-big-sized-bed, a cupboard, normal furniture for a room. On the bed, there was a middle-aged man, with messy brown hair and sturdy body. The man snored pretty loud. I walked closer to the bed. I got my mouth beside his ear and shouted.

"GOOD MORNING, DADDY!!!" the man jolted and fell from the bed. He opened wide his eyes, showing his pretty-ok-face.

"Damn, my ear. Sweety, can you please not shouting on my ears like that?" dad said calm and gently.

"No, dad won't wake up if I don't shout," I said, showing my innocent face while my twitching refrained myself from burst into laughing.

"Dad. Breakfast is ready, wash yourshelf firsh" I said, still with the innocent face. Dad's face twitched a bit because of that. Hehe~

"*sigh. Okay, now can you please get out while I'm prepare?" he said

"Okie!! Be fash, Daddy!" I said cheerfully.

I got out of the room, I saw dad shaking his head with my vision. Teasing dad was always fun. Well, I liked this family. I would do anyting to protect it.

At that time, litte did I know that fate would tell the other way

Thank you for reading

Btw, mother's three-size is up to your imagination. I don't do very well at these things.