Life

*sigh*

All I could see is countless stars. I felt a tear goes down from my eyes to my ear. Eh … with cold feeling of tear goes to ear made me realize where I was in. Its public park and I am laying down on a bench. I tried to get up and my hand hit on a bottle as it rolled away. I can't remember how much time I was in this bench . Probably vodka made me go numb.

*sigh…….*

The deep exhale could have heard by 100 meters away. I don't have enough strength to get up. This is also fine. I just give up on the idea of getting up.

I could see the time line of my life goes in front of blurry stars. The high school graduation, Careless college life, part time jobs, college girls , parties, countless job interviews and a VR game

*sigh…………..*

I could swear that this is where my life started as a poor bastard and flowed as a respectable gamer, inverter, lover, millionaire and ended up with broke up, penniless and broken piece of shit. I was so stupid. I had no value over money or relationships. I was too arrogant. I should have thought world is more cruel. When I learn my lesson it is too late.

Where did it went wrong ? . yeah it is the time when I decided to trust my friends and sold my guild to Cinatronics. I never thought through . All my money spends on clubs, women, friends, which lead my girl friend to leave me. It was not that hurt really. I had lot of women to comfort me. And I got that fateful call from “Cinatronics”. I was kicked out . My own guild kicked me out. How ? How come I was kicked out. But I couldnt do anything I transfer my guild ownership to the company when I decided to take a little “break” to have a little “fun” . Out of rage I flamed all over the forums and live media and they had put a law suit on me for disgrace their name. To day the day they announce the court result. I was failed. They took whatever left with me as fine.

I felt another tear rolls down from his eyes.

I WILL KILL ALL THE BASTARDS AND AVENGE THIS FUCKING HUMILIATION ARRGGHHH

I looked at my own clenched fists….

HAHAHAHAHAHHAA

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I am an idiot. What should I avenge over? It was my own fault. I lived like a person who not going to die. At least I still have my house. Since I was banned from the game, I should atleast find a part time job somewhere.

I looked at the empty vodka bottle. i am still not sobbed but I don't think I can't walk. I tried to get up but still my body wont function as I wanted to. May be I should call someone. Who should I call mmmm… oh yeah no I have no one. All my so called friends left me once they learned about my court case and game ban. My parents no longer talk with me due to arguments I had with them.

*sigh……………..*

I was not a good person at all. You could call me a worst dough bag or scum. My confident level is 0. But I need to go home now. After several tries I am able to get up. Road is empty . It should be around 2am now. I gave my full strength to my legs. And start to walk down the road

. Where did I park my car. Ohhh right they took my car for the fine.

I took my wallet to check how much I had. Out of 20 odd golden membership cards I found 10$ laying on bottom. But there are no taxi at this time.

Never mind . I can walk anyway.

As I walk down the street I felt my body is still not go according to how I wish as I walk several meters I saw a bright light flashed across my eyes and huge honk and

“BOOOMMMM”

“Mr Ling Xing…. “

“Mr LING XINGGG…. “

I open my eyes and angry looking pair of eyes pierce through my face.

“I don't believe it. Final exam starts next week and you are just sleeping. Is this a joke Mr.Xing”

“I… I ”

This face looks very familiar. She look like someone I knew. Wait a minute. Miss Lee. My homeroom teacher? . Why how…?

“Sleep again and you will be out of the class . Such a shameful kid” . She walks away from him.

I look around. A wink came from behind. “dude wipe your mouth . You are drooling” . A familiar face throws a piece of paper at me.

Can somebody explain what is going on here. Howw… whattt … calm down ling xing , calm down . Okay where were you . Okay you were going home and bright light. FUCK …. I got hit . One by one images came to my head. And then this is, is this heaven ? No no it shouldn't be heaven. If I went to heaven then either god have a brain tumor or world going to end. May be this is a dream .

“Ouch”

it is not . It just really damn hurt when I pinch my own face. Then this should be .. yeahhh my highschool class room and ….

I just stand up and start to run to the bathroom .

“Mr Xing where do you think you are going”

I heard the ear piercing sound behind my back.

“oh Miss Lee I really cant hold on ” a smirk appears on my face. She facepalmed and keep look at me few seconds.

“2 minutes. I give you 2 minutes. If you late more than that dont mind coming to class again”

I didn't bother replying to her and ran to the bathroom and looked at the mirror. Ohhh. 175cm tall. Brunette, average looking, long haired 18 years old punk kid Ling Xing appeared on the mirror.

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK…………...