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34. Cosmic Orphan

34. Cosmic Orphan

JiXi frightened:

"So what should I do?

How to break out the doom cycle? ”

Mantis Princess:

"The only way, is to spend money like crazy.

in order to survive the doom cycle safely.

To fight negative instincts, you must have more money.

Enough money, to spend on training.

Only then, you can break through the ninth-dan life-saving ability.

Mecha simulation training, to train mecha defense capabilities.

Break through the ninth-dan mechmaster, as soon as possible.

Ancient martial training, to train individual combat ability.

Break through the ninth-dan killer, as soon as possible.

War game training, to train global combat capability.

Break through the ninth-dan spy, as soon as possible.

Nutritional supplementation is crucial.

Every day, you must eat and drink top nutritious snacks and nutritious drinks.

All of this, adds up to $20,000 a month.

If you don't have enough money to spend, you may lose your talent.

You will be reduced to mediocrity, and even malnutrition. ”

..

JiXi depressed:

"Besides spending money?

Is there any other way? ”

Mantis Princess:

"In addition to spending money, that is making money.

You have to get out of your comfort zone, and open your way up to make money.

Sell some of your possessions, for cash. ”

..

JiXi helpless:

"It seems, I can only be ruthless, and sell antique books.

Take some of my collection of antique books, and sell them. ”

Mantis Princess:

"You're already at the ninth-order level of the runemaster.

And you've been precipitating for a long time.

As soon as, you have the opportunity, you will be able to, break through to the eighth-order level of runemaster.

You can sell antique books, such as ninth-order runes, and art runes.

There are more than a thousand antique books, you don't need anymore. ”

..

JiXi's heartache:

"As the saying goes:

A scholar, starves to death, he does not sell books.

A swordsman, does not sell a sword, when he is poor.

I'm really reluctant to sell those antique books.

When I was very young, I awakened the cosmic orphan complex.

Since I was four years old, I have often felt:

In the whole universe, I am the only one left.

It's the ultimate loneliness.

I often involuntarily fall into the cosmic orphan hallucination:

I am alone, alone suspended in the boundless universe.

It can't reach the sky, it can't touch the ground, there is nothing around.

Only time is slowly passing.

There is neither a history, and nor a future.

The cosmic orphan, is the most desperate loneliness, of human beings.

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It is also the most extreme emotion, of human beings.

How could a child, have such extreme emotions?

It should be the some extreme inheritance memory, of human being.

They awakened in the depths, of my childhood consciousness.

Antique books, have been with me, for a long time.

Let me go through a extremely lonely childhood, and adolescence.

They hold a lot of my memories of endless loneliness. ”

Mantis Princess:

"The cosmic orphan complex, is 'The Twelfth Talent of Prophet' (Solitary Awareness).

Cosmic orphan, that's cosmic level loneliness.

Passing on memory, is 'The Thirteenth Talent of Prophet' (Prescient Awareness):

Inherited from ancestral innate consciousness, innate memory, innate experience. ”

..

JiXi helpless:

"Perhaps, this is the fate of the rite of passage, right?

Every life, has to lose the innocence, of childhood. ”

Mantis Princess:

"In a few months, you'll be eighteen years old.

You've grown up, should let go of some of your childhood feelings.

Selling books for money, feelings are the second, life is the first. ”

..

JiXi sweats:

"A third of my childhood dreams, were about the dead and the coffins.

When I grew up, the dreams of the dead and the coffin, gradually decreased.

Historical Psychologist Statistics:

Gifted teenagers, around the age of eighteen, are most likely to die.

My doom of adult, is coming, it most likely, I will be doomed. ”

Mantis Princess:

"The dream of the coffin and the dead, belongs to the subconscious evil instinct.

However, it also belongs to 'The Seventh Talent of Prophet' (Dark Awareness).

The subconscious evil instinct, accompanies your prophetic talents, awakens together.

This is the cost, you have to pay, as a prophet.

For every prophetic talent you awaken, you have to bear the equivalence cost of it.

Every cost, is an most extreme tribulations, in human history.

You have fully awakened the "Thirteen Talents of the Prophet".

You have to bear the fourteen most extreme tribulations, in human history.

You weren't scared silly, you weren't scared into being mentally ill, you weren't dead.

It's not easy, for you, to persevere. ”

..

JiXi pulled out an ultra-thin metal wine bottle, from his backpack.

He drank a few sips of wine boredly, bowed his head, and sang a poem:

"Life is short, since it is rare to be happy, I will to have fun.

Do not let the wine glass, under the moon, be covered with dust.

Today, since there is wine, today, I will to get drunk.

Today, although the money is spent, tomorrow, I can still make money again. ”

Mantis Princess:

"The Dark Geomancy Master, strikes you subconscious.

It may trigger your doom of adult.

The most dangerous, detonate the negative instincts, of your subconscious.

Let you unknowingly, go to self-destruction.

So, you have to be extremely careful. ”

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JiXi patted his head:

"I almost forgot, I'm going to the Snake Ring Mecha Game Hall, in the afternoon.

The pirate senior, asked me out, to play a holographic cyber war game.

Heck, it's going to cost a lot of game play money.

After returning from the rich to the poor, there are more and more places to spend money.

But there are fewer and fewer places, to make money.

Little Mantis, you can help me, make an appointment for a pony carriage, and wait at the entrance of Xanadu Village.

You also made an appointment with an off-road machine capsule, in advance and waited for a transfer belt, in the countryside. ”

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The Xanadu of utopia, is protected by the "third-order civilization Spatial Prohibition".

Robots, machines, machinery..., entry is prohibited.

Except, of course, information bracelets.

Access to Xanadu, is only on foot, or ride in a horse-drawn carriage, ride a bull, ride a horse...

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