I am almost out on medical leave. I have been sitting in here and just keeping myself busy reading. Because at night I don’t want to read. I get to tired to read at night. And reading paper books at night just feels off. If I had a tablet I could read off of that would be a different experience.
Also, no one has visited me in the hospital. I am alright with that. I mean I would have what’s it called…Amnesia? Kinda I mean I am a different person in this body. But technically everyone would think I have amnesia. I wonder if my world people who had amnesia actually had a different person in their body.
I wonder what training I will have to do. I am sure they are gonna make sure I get back into shape. I just hope I don’t have to fight with swords again. If we do fight I hope he doesn’t target my head. I would hate to die again. I don’t even know if I will go to a new body or not.
That is what bugs me If I knew I could die and go somewhere new I would be riskier. Putting my life on the line will be an easy feat. I would be able to gather invaluable experience. Plus I remember reading stories in my past life where your skills in life stack on and on. So if you have died a hundred times you will have 100 skills. Ha, that would make anyone's life easier. Imagine 100 skills. Even if they are ranked F 100 rank F’s are better than 1 rank f.
I wonder what my skill is. I was told to go to a church and it will let me know the skills I currently have. It’s free the first time you turn fifteen. In this world that is considered an adult. Not a full fledge adult that pays taxes but, you could buy tobacco and alcohol at that age. After that, it takes 1 gold coin per screening. Which is about 3 months of military work.
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If you're in the military you get a free screening once a year. I don’t know why they do that maybe a deal was made for like protection or something. I am not too familiar with politics. Even though politics lead me to fight a foreign war. I have too much research to do in this life. Now that I know books are in this world I will read some books in my free time.
I better be careful. If the military finds out I can read better after a head injury they might get some funny ideas. I might even be put through hell. That or I might be a Manchurian candidate. Or the equivalent of that in this world. I do need to challenge myself still so my reading comprehension doesn’t get rusty. The last thing I want is to lower my intelligence in an unfamiliar world.
I am glad that I get to do something before I get judged. Or I could be in my own purgatory. Waiting and waiting in an undying dream. I just hope that if this is purgatory it gets easier when I am supposed to die. Ugh thinking about hell and being judged is making me nervous. I am having trouble falling asleep now.
Ugh, please let me sleep. Body! Mind! Sleep. Sleeping for a while will help me be the best I can be. Ugh, even in my past life sleeping was troubling for me. I wanted to sleep but my mind will be reminding me of my past traumas. Dang why think of this right now?
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