(I want to die this world is so cruel 

After I jumped in the river

It was a total mistake I jump into the river

But I didn't die the cost is insane pain

And my vocal cord is broken I can't shout

Even thinking is so hard the pain didn't change

I can't breathe and my skin is turning violet

That moment I didn't want to die it's always

Regretting in the end 

I didn't die and the pain is gone but before that

Where am I 

It's totally a Forrest was I drifted in the river

No no that impossible because I didn't have

Any wound and this is not a river this is a 

Lake it's impossible to know if I just sit here

I want to eat but why is my skin is different

And I didn't have a muscle 

Where are my muscles go 

No where are you my muscles I work

So hard to acquire I'm so embarrassed, (growling) it's seems that I need to eat first

I want acquire any food as fast as possible

Because I need the necessary energy to move

Why do I feel stronger even though I didn't

Have any muscle (the type of the guy that always rely on his muscles)

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I want to go fishing for now 

But it's seems that will be hard because it's so

Clear and there's no fish or any living being

But what's that there's seems something 

Floating no it's not floating but walking

Walking towards me 

It's a what's that it's feel like I'm in love

Did It just seduce me

But did I see her somewhere huh

An ache in my heart has triggered

The memories of when I was In the oceans

I was in love in the certain mermaid 

And I was a merman but she just disappeared

Without a trace I tried searching for her in the 

Result I invented a magical potion

That can turn anyone who drink it

Into human but the cost is i cannot 

Transform back in my original form

I become a wonderer after I found a town

 I registered as an adventurer

And I heard some rumours say that they 

See a mermaid in the house on the Nobel

Man after that it been auction after the winner

Stated that he no longer need her

He trotw her in the lake but no one knew

Where that lake is 

After that I accepted a quest to gather a herbs

As a reason it's stated that it doesn't have a

Time limit and only an d rank adventurer

Qualified to accept them

I wonder in the forest for more than a week's

But I didn't find it and that cut the connection

That's all I remember

But it's seems that the rumours say that

she's in the brink of dying 

She have exactly that characteristics after I confirm the rumours is true I want head

Back but something is using my mouth

And saying(me) (who are you what the hell did you do To me In the angry tone(aeter )

And keep talking so fast that I didn't catch up to what his saying 

I simply said that's exactly what I was 

Going to ask you but I seems that it's useless if

You just keep blabbing like that I want to talk too I'm thinking wait did he just understand

Me, (it's seems that even thinking is connected

To them somehow)

I didn't mind it when he's blabbling but why the hell he's trying to control my body it's seems that we need to resolve this if not this going to take a while before it's subdued

I want to rest in peace to, certainly but why 

The pale mermaid is approaching 

And saying strange words that I didn't even know but it's seems that the circumstances 

Is cannot be avoided I'm thinking, that's it

Hey you do the talking and I'm doing the walking he's seems quiet for a moment 

I shiver run down through my spine

I glanced upon the pale mermaid her eyes

Is sharp it's like a countless pin is piercing me

The next (person inside me started talking) who are you he's said(aeter)( he been hoping to meet her but it's seems that's the wrong one)

(I seems you didn't change aeter your always

Suspicious of me (in a cold voice)(mermaid)

Your not her who the hell are you (aeter)

 (You don't need to be suspicious of me I was the same as always (in a threatening voice)(mermaid)

I just glace at her but it's seems she's looking

At he in a suspicious way and saying(who are you (in a different voice(the mermaid)

(I'm the same as always)(aeter)

I not talking to you i was talking to him(mermaid)

I wasn't certain how is that possible it's seems

That she have the same circumstances as me

But I didn't think too much because there's something in this world is better not knowing

At all (me)